Feelings of fayedoll

[~baby~doll~]

Today

i feel adrift upon the sea of lost
my heart beats so empty
never has it been so cold

there is a time for thinking
a time to kiss
and to heal

my lips may never touch hers
our arms may never embrace
our lives passed by so quickly
what we had is lost

our love will never be forgotten
it will never go away
i will take you to the end my love
and in the last breathe say your name

[~baby~doll~]

at play
in the field of love
i dance
i sway

euphoric is my music
glorious is my stage
my harmony is in balance
as i dance and sway

at rest
in the field of love
i slumber
i dream

rays of tender sunlight
embrace my shuttered eyes
i roll my fingers touch the lids
they open and glimpse to see

my vision
it compels me
the color red beholds
in the field and in my wonder
i see the greens and browns
but here in all it's heavenly luster
stands before me
the final bitter rose

[~baby~doll~]

Life is a looking glass
When you look in it looks back
Times I have viewed and seen all things shaded grey to black
I look in and her eyes don't look back.
My soul is on fire for my need
My posture has changed from standing tall to lying in wait
Dawn comes when the hands of my angel lovers,
touch me
Time is when I look in and she need not look back.
I will see the festival of life in the dance with my loves.
For now I ache and bleed and cry
i feel so little I want to die
Dawn comes when light falls upon me when the festival begins
and the woman dance and i finally can feel again the touch of the loves
in my life
Done done done Come to me oh looking glass that I may see what lies for me
Come and we shall dance in a bed of roses and know all things are good

[~baby~doll~]

Beautiful are the stars or night
gentle flows there radiant light
shine upon me she once said
and sun sweet sun shined more bright

She touched her with such fragrant breeze
once lingered there amongst the trees
An angel like a wisp of wind, touched her and only then
could she see

Oh touch me our sweet Mother's
envelop me and create me whole
Cleanse me earth and nature please
let me know what is reality

Oh mountain
oh grassland
oh stretch of silken sea
How long in my deafness have you called to me

Madness sweet taste of distant sands
Buries me with lost romance
Desolate rests the dessert bare
my steps are lost with no one there

The maiden walks upon new soil
she to is lost and just my toil
her salty tears caressed and washed each petal of the flower we all know
the petals opened wide as she bloomed

Her garden it was divine
the life and breath a new springtime
i tasted of forbidden fruits
The lush and velvet taste within

Oh garden call as she opens wide
oh lust oh love I cannot hide
Oh Mother's Earth and Nature set me free
I rest my lips where I yearn to be

[~baby~doll~]

kneel at door
desirous yearning
passion fire burning

bowed toward pointed toe
lips, tongue, crimson leather, embrace
heels deliciously divine

leash, collar lead
cuff ankle, wrist
naked straddled

sweetness forced
lips to lips
nectar to savor
juice pour forth

decadent devour
honeyed tongue
thirsting
come

metal leather
leather flogger
flogger flesh
pain released
love rain free
thirsting
come

[~baby~doll~]

Waiting creates a turbulent me.
Her eyes scream yearning, yet she is patient as can be
I wait on bended knee, her will overrides mine
She springs like a cat forcing me

We race to our gift of mutual delight
Mine a sharper consciousness realizing her joy as my body wails
Hers from the love of seeing the look of joy from pain in her objects eyes
We taste the fruits of love taken when the spirit of sexual nature guides her hand
It embraces the ropes with glorious lust
My fruit is to submits to the harshness, such a loving way to bind.

Vivid color of love becomes my breasts
Wax delivers my eyes the tears of utter bliss.
Wrap me twist me take me
The flower of me
You take as you will


1989 kwin, Your Will