I'm your Sunshine on a Cloudy day

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:01 AM

So here it goes.

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:01 AM

I stand aside, I watch you hurt
When my anger comes through, I try not to be curt
This pain I feel? I hope you see
I'm starting to wish you never came after me

I know what I said and I know what I did
I gave you my all, I let you in
It's my fault I'm hurt, my fault I cry
Do you know of the nights I've curled up to die?

All I ever wanted was to be your girl
And when you asked, my love did twirl
About to burst, my heart a'soar
I gave you everything I could, and more

I do my best to hide this pain,
So many nights I've felt insane,
I'm trying to hold on for as long as I can,
But I don't see I am in your future plan.

Please understand, I love you so
But I feel a fool, despite my heart aglow
If I thought you'd ever love me,
There's no place I'd rather be.

But now I see, that wasn't smart
You love her, so we should part
You're not mine and never will
So I have to ask, why are you with me still?

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:02 AM

Drop the smile if it's not sincere,
my eyes are open and the truth is clear,
I love you so but it's not enough,
you weren't kidding when you said this'd be tough.

Compare me to her and I am naught,
This is a battle I did not want,
So much for avoiding - my feelings are out,
This is what happens, when my mind I did doubt.

Deep down I knew it'd come to this,
All will end when it's only pure bliss,
I kept hoping and wishing you'd come around,
but it seems, for me, you were not bound.

You're in love with her and not with me,
I should of known it was too good to be,
She's on your mind and this I've known,
Now I think I should leave you alone.

I love you so and I don't want to leave,
But I'm not who you want, I'm not that naive
It's only that I did not want to believe
That our hearts would never interweave.

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:05 AM

You don't seem to understand me
You just follow me around, unspoken words
You don't seem to listen
You just gaze at my eyes like the sun going down
You just puzzle me
I don't understand
What you're doing
Why you're here
And you don't make sense to me
No sense at all
I feel like I'm falling
Under the ground
And why do you act
The way you act
Why won't you tell me how you feel inside
It's so confusing
It's blowing my mind
Out of proportions
Though the sky
I feel so insecure
I feel unsafe
Being around you anytime
Makes me want to hide my face
I want to run, afraid to hide
What if I'm lost, should I lie
You're no help, no help at all
I want to go inside
Better to close your eyes
Keep feelings hidden inside
Your eyes, the mirror to your soul
It tells no lies unless it turns black
Then you've no soul at all

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:06 AM

Just go away cause I can't take anymore
What did you think, that I was a whore?

Leave me alone for my body's so sore
From all this internal bleeding, my heart you have tore

I let you in, I opened the door
I led you deep into my core

I loved you even more and more
My heart to you I did out pour

We once were friends but now no more
For on my sleeve my heart I wore

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:08 AM

I wish I were pretty
Witty doesn't count
It's not what they talk in magazines about

When it comes to you and me
I don't want to be unique
I just want to be the girl from your dream

So please, tell me
Where did I go stray?
How did your heart stop loving me?

To be unique
A blessing, a curse
An end to the love we once shared

02-18-2010, 02:01 AM	#1
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: strong, independent, badass redhead Preferred Pronoun?: babygirl, buttercup, sugah Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: east bay, cali Posts: 2,907 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,643 Thanked 9,359 Times in 2,295 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	I'm your Sunshine on a Cloudy day So here it goes.

02-18-2010, 02:02 AM	#3
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: strong, independent, badass redhead Preferred Pronoun?: babygirl, buttercup, sugah Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: east bay, cali Posts: 2,907 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,643 Thanked 9,359 Times in 2,295 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Drop the smile if it's not sincere, my eyes are open and the truth is clear, I love you so but it's not enough, you weren't kidding when you said this'd be tough. Compare me to her and I am naught, This is a battle I did not want, So much for avoiding - my feelings are out, This is what happens, when my mind I did doubt. Deep down I knew it'd come to this, All will end when it's only pure bliss, I kept hoping and wishing you'd come around, but it seems, for me, you were not bound. You're in love with her and not with me, I should of known it was too good to be, She's on your mind and this I've known, Now I think I should leave you alone. I love you so and I don't want to leave, But I'm not who you want, I'm not that naive It's only that I did not want to believe That our hearts would never interweave.

02-18-2010, 02:05 AM	#4
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: strong, independent, badass redhead Preferred Pronoun?: babygirl, buttercup, sugah Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: east bay, cali Posts: 2,907 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,643 Thanked 9,359 Times in 2,295 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	You don't seem to understand me You just follow me around, unspoken words You don't seem to listen You just gaze at my eyes like the sun going down You just puzzle me I don't understand What you're doing Why you're here And you don't make sense to me No sense at all I feel like I'm falling Under the ground And why do you act The way you act Why won't you tell me how you feel inside It's so confusing It's blowing my mind Out of proportions Though the sky I feel so insecure I feel unsafe Being around you anytime Makes me want to hide my face I want to run, afraid to hide What if I'm lost, should I lie You're no help, no help at all I want to go inside Better to close your eyes Keep feelings hidden inside Your eyes, the mirror to your soul It tells no lies unless it turns black Then you've no soul at all

02-18-2010, 02:06 AM	#5
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: strong, independent, badass redhead Preferred Pronoun?: babygirl, buttercup, sugah Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: east bay, cali Posts: 2,907 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,643 Thanked 9,359 Times in 2,295 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Just go away cause I can't take anymore What did you think, that I was a whore? Leave me alone for my body's so sore From all this internal bleeding, my heart you have tore I let you in, I opened the door I led you deep into my core I loved you even more and more My heart to you I did out pour We once were friends but now no more For on my sleeve my heart I wore

02-18-2010, 02:08 AM	#6
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: strong, independent, badass redhead Preferred Pronoun?: babygirl, buttercup, sugah Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: east bay, cali Posts: 2,907 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,643 Thanked 9,359 Times in 2,295 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	I wish I were pretty Witty doesn't count It's not what they talk in magazines about When it comes to you and me I don't want to be unique I just want to be the girl from your dream So please, tell me Where did I go stray? How did your heart stop loving me? To be unique A blessing, a curse An end to the love we once shared