My poems

[akiza]

it's a good place to have my poems in case where i forgot them in my copy book

[akiza]

doubts like to stay present
the sun always shines
that mirror keeps showing your reflect
that melody does haunt you
the changements help you
the memories are missing some important parts
the tree will give gorgeous fruits
the road to hell is paved of good intentions
the cold doesn't suit you so well
maybe...
a new start calls for you

[akiza]

cher coeur,de quoi es-tu fait?
dear heart what are you made of?
tu ne cesses de battre
you don't stop beating
le chemin qui me conduit à toi
the road who takes me to you
n'est pas une ballade de santé
isn't a walk in the park
je peux crier ou pleurer
i may scream or cry
c'est comme si je suis en prison
it's as if i am in jail
qui a les cles?
who have the keys?
toi?
you?
moi?
me?
ou un inconnu?
or an unknow?
donne-moi un indice
give me a clue
ma sanité est en jeu
my sanity is at risk
tu le sais
you know it
ne ris pas
don't laught
je ne parle pas
i don't talk
ressens-le
feel it
battre
beating
mon coeur
my heart

[akiza]

Attendre que ma main
se decide à former
des mots coherents
Attendre qu'elle arrête
d'hesiter sur les mots
avant qu'ils ne
s'enfuient
du moins pas avant que
je ne les ai attrapés
Attendre que la surprise
ne laisse place à
un autre sentiment
auquel le deni a de grandes chances
de noyer sous ses flots
Attendre que je ne flanche pas et
ne laisse la fatigue
me terrasser
Attendre que mes demons
me laissent un peu
de repit
il semble que
je ne fasse que ça
ces temps-ci
Attendre

[akiza]

Freezing like a flower in winter
my heart is cold
blood is pumped to him throught
the veins
he's cold like ice
don't feel the soft warm
who was here before
feeling empty
the mask on my face is
crackeled at some parts but
he's working his magic on others
a little presomptuous?
think what you want
it doesn't matter
just like somethings
cold isn't eternal
he's gonna melt
under the sun
and show his true worth
appreciated or not
he'll be seen
soft? no
Cold

[akiza]

Circulating just like a river
empty eyes watching that
liquid tempting them
precious liquid
are you precious to me?
feelings are dry like a desert
the weather isn't helping me
they're stagnant
you'll tell me i don't have to do that
but you're not hearing her
in my head like i do
somedays it's your voice
and for others her's is louder and stronger
currently that color shows me
contentement
a smile of my face
i won't have that need
for today
i'm satisfied
maybe it'll change tomorrow
i hope no
no tears of sadness are cried
they are tears of relief
for that my
red lips are spelling
thank you

[akiza]

days
watch them go
one after the other
what are you doing?
observing everything and
nothing
the birds singing
for the world
feeling the wind
going on and on
people talking
the sens is unknow to me
counting the seconds
until i forget where i am
the sun is so far gone that
he's remplaced
the silence is
a luxury
a rarity just like
a blue moon
it's different
always
hope
go with it
grab her and
ask her
have you forgot now?
do you want to?
it's out
of my control

[akiza]

what is the point?
when you're always
conflicted with yourself?
hot and cold
happy and sad
love and hate
interest and indifference
present and absent
here and somewhere else
forgetful and fighting
what is the point?
feeling things
or trying to
asking to be sure
got the pleasure
to holdin on
turning
walking
smiling
hesitating
talking
what is the point?
let's say
hope
yeah hope
what is the point?
a little flower
called
hope

[akiza]

cela a tellement bien commencé un ciel bleu clair remplacé par un ciel gris et menaçant le calme laisse place à la tempête personne d'autre que toi ne le ressens tout autour le même scenario pour toi ce n'est que le debut du cycle pour un peu tu l'aurais oublié n'est-ce pas? reviens sur terre n'as-tu donc pas vu les signes? ne mens pas tu les as juste ignorés c'est plus facile ainsi pour combien de temps encore? oublie tu sais quoi faire? bien sur que si tu sais bats-toi jusqu'au retour du beau temps

[akiza]

wake up little bird
time to rise
and shine
no more like
time to dry
your tears
the night is gone
short but gone
close your eyes
put back that
wall in place
fragile but
strong
independent
from you
finaly don't do
that
he's already here
you know it
little bird
close your eyes
dry these tears
let them place
themselves
like usual
you can poke them
if you want
at your risks
little bird
let the smile in
the closet
for today
but not the snake
pet him
but beware the
bite little bird
let's start the
day
little bird

[akiza]

des yeux grand ouverts
mais ne voyant rien
she's breathing
with too much
or not enough
emotions as
company
le froid a beaucoup plus
d'emprise sur elle
qu'elle ne veut
l'accepter
hiding
hiding
hiding behind them to breathe,
wake up or walk
o¨´ est la difference?
le rythme est si lent
les heures ne font qu'attendre
que les minutes
prennent fin
where is it?
that color who
makes you breathe
wake up or walk
where are you
hiding now?
montres-toi
j'ai besoin de toi
no
she needs you
more
show yourself

[akiza]

it wasn't the first time
that your hope has been broken
again,
again and
again
stop doing that!
hurting yourself like that
stop it!
even if you hide it
he's bleeding
you are too
how long will it continue?
learning to ignore it
that pain
won't last for long
you'll bleed too much
that death will come
and nothing will be left of you
nothing
heal him
he'll be grateful
for you heart of gold
navigating between darkness and light
start your processus and
heal him

[akiza]

dreams are limitless
got them in different shades of colors
you don't have to like them
they do
it's the most important here
you got the light
to wake up when it's too much
dreams
dreams
when you can't take no more
they become your oasis
meeting the good one is like
touching the sky
with your bare hands
dreams are dreams
not so comforting when
you're in cage
dreams are an escape's place
carry on your day
and after that
dream

[akiza]

where do you find the strenght?
to wake up every day
to put yourself out of
your cocoon to hide
your worst fears
under a bag of confidence
where do you find the strenght?
to not burry your nightmares
behind a blackboard
to be silent when
you only want to
scream or cry all
the tears of your body
where do you find the strenght?
to not tear appart your being
when getting too much
flash-backs to walk
when you're between two
extremes
to live in the present when
reality refuse you
how to nurture these bounds?

[akiza]

Slipping from the borders
Falling back in again
Pushing me away from the coast
Straight into the storm's eye
Eithout hearing the calls of sailors
Fighting to keep my head above the salty water
Swimming against that thundeeing
And hellish sea to reach a safer place
Who seems to be at the end of the world
Still far away
Too much far away
Dry wind slapping my face
Pulling me deeper in that tortuous scene
Waiting for a sign from a star
Messenger of promises

[akiza]

Through my window, the world is mine
To take and explorate
Like a painting coming to live
After hours of work
Throwing to your face each all
Of his many faces
Each ones as much unique
As a fingerprint
A full russian mountain only to get
To the other side of the town
It doesn't make even half of a life
Sending you overboard just to sense
A spark of feelings
Cold and mean
Cold and pure
Cold and alive
Silent and deadly for some
Falling down,
Let the day goes
And the night swallows all the players

[akiza]

Why don't you tear me appart now?
Are you waiting for waterfalls to show themselves?
Please, please
You've taken everything from me
Heart, feelings
and what of my caged
Since you're at that?
Tore me in shreeds
And watch me scream as never
I've done
Broke my bones in hundreds of pieces
Throw them somewhere
a soul can't find
Burry me under these bones
Watch me choke and let myself go
From that pained love
Follow me
if your heart desire it

[akiza]

Kill me softly with that look of yours
Make me crave your presence
Bring me to the edge of sanity
With a touch of your hand
I'm not a perfect person
You're not
It's perfect that way
Be the reason of an healthy
In my life
Be the amortencia who once dank
Get me obssessed of you
Let's dance on that unheard song
Only known by us
Keep me on my toes
Surprise me
Drop that poker face
And let me in

[akiza]

Maybe you shouldn't come back
Give me a break of everything
You let me down
Take that as it is
Tired of all these bittersweet memories
Not easy as I thought to pick
What ones to keep or throw in the bin
Don't come back
Not to me
I'm tired to be so sad for your mistake
You didn't fit the requirement
Let's go back at the unknown part of our lives
Unconditionally a lost stone
In the immensity and chaotic forest of my mind
Echo of a hopefully
If not sure forgotten lover

[akiza]

Feelings tend to hold you
At once as captive then guardian of that jail
Passing long period of time
Drawing on a wall made of black stones
Jot having enough guests to feel visible
So fading away
Outside with the corpses once gone
These writtings as witnesses of
A programmed long agony
That dear guard tall and silent
Representating who's sweared vows of
Silence on front of this condamned
Indifferent to any whines or manifestation of feelings
Only welcomed distraction
The wind passing through the window
Of his little office away from
A vortex of caged demons
Still refusing to know the extent of his crimes
The files never lie after all