My Words

luv2luvgirls · 08-01-2011, 02:14 PM

the haunting that used to be my bliss
cloaked tighter in its vice I barely breathe
I try to shake it off with a little twist
only to find it has hold of me
even as my steele slides in place
standing to fight,I wont lay down
I feel the change on my face
smiles replaced that frown

luv2luvgirls · 08-01-2011, 02:26 PM

take my Leave

how many hints do you need
before you finally take heed
to the truth in your face
it keeps hitting you like a mace
wake up dear Ri
its time to leave...
too late now your heart will never mend
should have listened way back then
I seen the signs,I knew the truth
gave you the benifit,but your were a slueth
what a fake what a lie
I bought it all till it blinded my eye
opened my soul to only you
showed you me thru and thru
I just wasnt worth your risk
well I got it now, I bought the disc
Ri~

luv2luvgirls · 08-01-2011, 02:29 PM

go ahead dig the knife deeper
it makes my pain that much sweeter
after all its all ive known
pain is all ive been shown
one day I will look back and see
atleast I know now its inside of me
so when im ready to start anew
and feel wrapped again in loves morning dew
I will jump again to that place
be in loves warm embrace

Ri~

nycfem · 08-01-2011, 02:29 PM

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luv2luvgirls · 08-01-2011, 02:34 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by nycfembbw

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haha thanks Jennifer

luv2luvgirls · 08-01-2011, 02:49 PM

let me dance on through the rain
mix with the blood from my pain
and hide the tears of my shame
you say I am the one to blame
your trust went and came
just like this driving rain
Ri~

luv2luvgirls · 11-17-2011, 08:02 AM

I hear your words crawl inside my head
numbing my mind keeps me feeling undead
whispers echo the sound is so loud
the haunting has me wrapped in its cloud
memories of words spoken in secret
the feelings it invokes fill me with regret
thinking deeper the thoughts ring true
looking back at the lies told by you
wonder if I can let myself trust once more
pick the broken pieces up off the floor
sweep away these haunting thoughts
maybe then I might have one more shot
lastnight I seen how jaded still I am
time to let go and put it in the trash bin
funny and sad how I didnt see
just how much it still affected me
lessons learned and points I take
everything else feels like a mistake
no more will I let it take its toll
to release my whole heart and soul
to the one deserving is a gift
in her integrity my spirit lifts

Ri~

luv2luvgirls · 11-26-2011, 02:27 PM

everyday grows sweeter
every night grows deeper
to look upon your face
I want to make haste
take you in my arms
be your lucky charm
to say good night
and hold you tight
for this is my only wish
to everyday bring you bliss
to enrich your life
make you my wife
protect you against all
catch you when you fall
to hold your hand
walking in the sand
I promise you this
I will never not seek your kiss
first is where you shall always be
never to be taken for granted from me

Ri~

luv2luvgirls · 01-18-2012, 07:06 AM

sitting here my head spins
feeling I am on needles and pins
wondering if it will be the same
fearing yet again im to blame
this all feels like before
like she slammed the door
trust is a fickle and funny thing
one misunderstanding down it brings
funny how when all you show is true
why cant they believe you
is it from thier past hurts and fears
or is myself the one gaurded my dear
to this I seek an answer
look inside to find the cancer
one thing I know for sure
her love is what I adore
patience and understanding I give
soon we shall again begin to live
this I know is true
for we work toward me and you
nothing good comes easy
just wish I didnt feel so queasy
she brightens my everyday
shake off the bad I say
you know her heart in everyway
the smile for me makes me sway
emotion wells deep within
I trust that she see's who I am

Ri~

luv2luvgirls · 01-18-2012, 07:29 AM

She has a heart of gold
in her unselfish way is bold
to give a piece of herself for a friend
wanting to help hym mend
enriching all she has in any way touched
oblivious to her pure soul as such
it humbles me to know someone
so loving and sweet,the list goes on
all I want is to see her lift
soaring high she is such a gift
to all who know her
how happy she is with her Syr
in Hym she can depend and lean
how Hy makes her eyes gleam
she deserves this kind of love
the purest of souls like a dove
all my positive thoughts I send
I am truely blessed to call her friend

Ri~

luv2luvgirls · 01-19-2012, 07:02 AM

everyday is a gift ... greet it with a kiss
everynight is a treasure.... and not to be feared or missed
we all lose sight of little things,till one day with it it brings
sorrow to hard to bear, or joy beyond compare

Ri~

08-01-2011, 02:14 PM	#1
luv2luvgirls Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Asshole Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Kentucky/Austin/Wherever Posts: 2,310 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,387 Thanked 5,470 Times in 1,827 Posts Rep Power: 0	My Words the haunting that used to be my bliss cloaked tighter in its vice I barely breathe I try to shake it off with a little twist only to find it has hold of me even as my steele slides in place standing to fight,I wont lay down I feel the change on my face smiles replaced that frown

01-18-2012, 07:29 AM	#10
luv2luvgirls Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Asshole Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Kentucky/Austin/Wherever Posts: 2,310 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,387 Thanked 5,470 Times in 1,827 Posts Rep Power: 0	for my amazing friend! She has a heart of gold in her unselfish way is bold to give a piece of herself for a friend wanting to help hym mend enriching all she has in any way touched oblivious to her pure soul as such it humbles me to know someone so loving and sweet,the list goes on all I want is to see her lift soaring high she is such a gift to all who know her how happy she is with her Syr in Hym she can depend and lean how Hy makes her eyes gleam she deserves this kind of love the purest of souls like a dove all my positive thoughts I send I am truely blessed to call her friend Ri~

08-01-2011, 02:26 PM	#2
luv2luvgirls Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Asshole Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Kentucky/Austin/Wherever Posts: 2,310 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,387 Thanked 5,470 Times in 1,827 Posts Rep Power: 0	take my Leave how many hints do you need before you finally take heed to the truth in your face it keeps hitting you like a mace wake up dear Ri its time to leave... too late now your heart will never mend should have listened way back then I seen the signs,I knew the truth gave you the benifit,but your were a slueth what a fake what a lie I bought it all till it blinded my eye opened my soul to only you showed you me thru and thru I just wasnt worth your risk well I got it now, I bought the disc Ri~

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luv2luvgirls Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Asshole Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Kentucky/Austin/Wherever Posts: 2,310 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,387 Thanked 5,470 Times in 1,827 Posts Rep Power: 0	go ahead dig the knife deeper it makes my pain that much sweeter after all its all ive known pain is all ive been shown one day I will look back and see atleast I know now its inside of me so when im ready to start anew and feel wrapped again in loves morning dew I will jump again to that place be in loves warm embrace Ri~

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luv2luvgirls Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Asshole Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Kentucky/Austin/Wherever Posts: 2,310 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,387 Thanked 5,470 Times in 1,827 Posts Rep Power: 0	let me dance on through the rain mix with the blood from my pain and hide the tears of my shame you say I am the one to blame your trust went and came just like this driving rain Ri~

11-17-2011, 08:02 AM	#7
luv2luvgirls Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Asshole Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Kentucky/Austin/Wherever Posts: 2,310 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,387 Thanked 5,470 Times in 1,827 Posts Rep Power: 0	I hear your words crawl inside my head numbing my mind keeps me feeling undead whispers echo the sound is so loud the haunting has me wrapped in its cloud memories of words spoken in secret the feelings it invokes fill me with regret thinking deeper the thoughts ring true looking back at the lies told by you wonder if I can let myself trust once more pick the broken pieces up off the floor sweep away these haunting thoughts maybe then I might have one more shot lastnight I seen how jaded still I am time to let go and put it in the trash bin funny and sad how I didnt see just how much it still affected me lessons learned and points I take everything else feels like a mistake no more will I let it take its toll to release my whole heart and soul to the one deserving is a gift in her integrity my spirit lifts Ri~

11-26-2011, 02:27 PM	#8
luv2luvgirls Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Asshole Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Kentucky/Austin/Wherever Posts: 2,310 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,387 Thanked 5,470 Times in 1,827 Posts Rep Power: 0	everyday grows sweeter every night grows deeper to look upon your face I want to make haste take you in my arms be your lucky charm to say good night and hold you tight for this is my only wish to everyday bring you bliss to enrich your life make you my wife protect you against all catch you when you fall to hold your hand walking in the sand I promise you this I will never not seek your kiss first is where you shall always be never to be taken for granted from me Ri~

01-18-2012, 07:06 AM	#9
luv2luvgirls Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Asshole Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Kentucky/Austin/Wherever Posts: 2,310 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,387 Thanked 5,470 Times in 1,827 Posts Rep Power: 0	sitting here my head spins feeling I am on needles and pins wondering if it will be the same fearing yet again im to blame this all feels like before like she slammed the door trust is a fickle and funny thing one misunderstanding down it brings funny how when all you show is true why cant they believe you is it from thier past hurts and fears or is myself the one gaurded my dear to this I seek an answer look inside to find the cancer one thing I know for sure her love is what I adore patience and understanding I give soon we shall again begin to live this I know is true for we work toward me and you nothing good comes easy just wish I didnt feel so queasy she brightens my everyday shake off the bad I say you know her heart in everyway the smile for me makes me sway emotion wells deep within I trust that she see's who I am Ri~

01-19-2012, 07:02 AM	#11
luv2luvgirls Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Asshole Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Kentucky/Austin/Wherever Posts: 2,310 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,387 Thanked 5,470 Times in 1,827 Posts Rep Power: 0	everyday is a gift ... greet it with a kiss everynight is a treasure.... and not to be feared or missed we all lose sight of little things,till one day with it it brings sorrow to hard to bear, or joy beyond compare Ri~