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05-11-2010, 09:24 PM
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WHAT IF...
like everyone else, from time to time, i've wondered what life would have looked like had i made different choices. now, i don't regret anything at all...i'm pretty happy with the person i am (for the most part). but, still, i wonder.
what if.... i'd accepted the placement at west point? i'd stayed in the military and been able to take the position writing for the stars and stripes? anyone else willing to share their "what if"?
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05-11-2010, 09:31 PM
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The truth for me is that IF I had done <insert the myraid of anything here> differently I wouldn't be who I am today! And while I may be a fucked up version of perfection ~ I am me. That has to account for something.....
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05-11-2010, 10:35 PM
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What if there really IS a sock monster?
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05-11-2010, 10:39 PM
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05-11-2010, 10:47 PM
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What if I secretly liked missing socks because then I can go shopping?
What if UofMan figured me out? What if my grandmother was my grandfather? |
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05-11-2010, 10:48 PM
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I WAS NOT SINGLE!....hmmm |
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05-11-2010, 10:52 PM
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05-11-2010, 10:56 PM
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what if my brother had not committed suicide...
this single event has altered my entire life as well as the rest of my families lives. My daughter who never met him wonders if when she gets depressed if she will turn to this family coping mechanism. I pushed my experimental adolescent drinking into full blown alcoholism after his death. I also would not have gone into mental health as a career. I would not have had the sensitivity and the fearlessness to deal with crisis and violence. I would have had a brother who would have knocked a few people on their ass for the way they treated me..but not until he would have knocked me on my ass to wise up I would have had another man to look up to, and at other times, to shove the reality into my face that even heros crash and burn...wait ...I have that now anyways... If only he hadnt died, I have a very real belief that I would have been the one in the family to commit suicide. I was certainly heading there. He just beat me to it. Because I had to get mental health for dealing with his death, I firmly believe it stopped the momentum for me to try it how would I have done that to my parents, after witnessing what it did to them when my brother committed suicide...I just couldnt...not any longer... if only...as momma use to say if only wishes were horses, beggers would ride... I do wonder what it would have been like to have had him around as we matured...I know I barely knew him because we were 7 years apart. I know I miss him every day. what if he hadnt committed suicide?
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Oh but there IS. He eats my socks when I do the laundry. LOL
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What if I had not gotten hurt at work and became disabled?
What if I had moved a few years ago? What if I had finished college earlier in my life? What if I hadn't moved last year? What if my dad was still here? What if I wasn't in the situation I am in? Hmmm....tons of what if's here.
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what if...everything really did come up roses?
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05-12-2010, 12:27 AM
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What if...my younger brother didn't commit suicide and was alive today? What if...my older sister didn't die from skin cancer? She would have watched her oldest son graduate from high school and go to art school. What if...I never was honest with my parents? What if...I never was homeless? What if...I didn't have my faith? What if...I wasn't around to save my animals? What if...God answered my prayers and changed my body to match my mind? What if...I was born male? |
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i feel a bit silly quoting myself, but what the hell. had i accepted the appointment to west point, i'd have gone through with the first class of women accepted to the point. if the abuse those women suffered hadn't caused me to wash out, i'd have had an engineering degree and more opportunity to work in a more lucrative field. that would have allowed me to do more for my family. i would also not have had the 8 years with my first partner tha t helped considerably in shaping who i am and allowing me to fully explore my queer identity. the gig with stars and stripes would have kept me writing and honing those skills. i suspect it would also have led me into photograpy much sooner than i managed on my own.
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05-12-2010, 07:49 AM
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What if I was born into a different family?
What if I hadn't had the early influences I had? What if I'd never left east TN back in the 80's? What if my precious Angel had been born? What if Cindy hadn't died? For the most part these are positive what if's. Certainly I have a possible answer for each one. I know if these 4 things had developed differently, I'd be a very different person and have a very different life than I enjoy today. Some things we have no choice in, when we have a choice and make a bad one, we should use it as a building block, a stepping stone if you will. Certainly there are things I wish I'd done differently but I learned from each mistake. Sometimes I must say I didn't learn enough, but I've never had to mess up more than twice to get it. Much more to this list both good and bad. Great thread BTW. |
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05-12-2010, 07:56 AM
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What if "that man" I know was really my Father? {I never did investigate closely, my mother always gets offended.But then, when I sprouted thick red hair*i was totally bald for 2 years after birth*, everyone, including her Husband questioned her, she demanded a DNA test}
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What if I'd accepted that position in Northern Quebec working in Inuit communities? Where would I be now?
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What if I had told the truth that day?
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What if I had chosen to go to Job Corps in Marion VA instead of where I did?
What if I had never met my nightmare-devil of an Ex at the school I chose to go to? What if I could change the past? (Would I?) What if I had never taken certain paths in my past that affected me in such a negative way, would my present path hold such positive influences and maturity? What if I had been born a blonde knock-out like my sister? What if I had not started my family far too early, and had followed my dream to join the Air Force as a pilot? |
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what if I actually saw in myself what others really see
wouldn't that be amazing
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