Friends of Bill W.

[FtMGuy]

This is going to be a tough time as you well know , I suggest if you dont mind, drink lots of water it really does help get the crap out of your body I tell the guys the same thing before and after surgery it helps get all the crap out of your system, also SLEEP your body needs to heal it needs some TLC from you!
Be nice to your self and be patient!
you are doing great ya only need to worry about today not tomorrow or yeserday just today!

Originally Posted by Incubus

Now I got the itches. The back of one hand is scratched sore since last night.

Why the hell do I keep waking up feeling like crap? I could sleep and sleep past lunchtime as in my old drinking pattern but I'm not letting myself and have risen before 10am every day...my Pops thinks that this is part of making me a 'normal' person...but each day I feel like utter crap; it does improve throughout the day mostly but not always; yesterday I was half asleep and useless all day. I wanna stamp my feet like a petulant child and say "It's not fair!" but no-one said getting sober would be fair or easy, it just is the way it is.

I have to try study again today but my poor addled, pinging brain will barely stay still for me to grab what it knows out of the ether. I'm hoping my tutor will understand and extend until next Friday.

By the grace of God and the first three (well, two really) steps, today is Day 18