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August 20
Dewy, Cheatum & Howe I must radically sever the close connection I have with self-seeking, self-pity and dishonesty. What will I use to pay the retainer for the representation I will need to pursue this divorce? Willingness is the earnest money, which will start the ball rolling, hard work pitches in its share and faith pays the note each day I apply it. All this and more is what it takes to divide the endless stream of my compulsive thought into a survivable days worth of life. I have the prospect of being happy as a divorcee or I could be a miserable widow if I stay wed to my disease. Try not to be the exception to everything * PROMISE BROKEN If promise shatters without anyone touching it, If it pops like a floating soap bubble that lost it cohesion, What do I do--name names--I can’t even take fingerprints. Sometimes dreams just end--no fault or blame is attached. The ice breaks under it’s own weight And nothing can be done. I am more than just holding on. I am alive even if all the promises melt away. I can accept the unexpected and unasked for. I know this doesn’t affect my worth. My value is intact regardless of disappointment or discontent. I have learned that anticipation is mere amusement. Promises are pleasantries . I am made of stronger stuff. I am not broken by words, ideas or hope. Promise can be broken But it doesn’t break me.
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