This side of Heaven

Sweet Bliss · 06-22-2018, 12:34 PM

No, not gonna happen, it's another of my fantasy stories. I'm still blocked, he is not trying to reconnect.
How can I be so smart and so stupid at the same time? It is so easy. It's a gift.

At 61, still single, still looking for love in all the wrong people, that's the hardest i think. knowing that in all this time still never connecting to that kindred spirit. still not having anyone to kiss goodnight that wants that kiss every night.

The funny part is that in 2009 I stopped looking. I found him. He found me. We knew. We just knew. I'm still not looking. He is it for me. The One and Only.

Fast forward to 2018. He has me blocked on FB. Closed his email. No reason. No rhyme. Just shut and locked all the doors. Not even a fuck off. wtf?

I guess if we don't find it in our 20's or 30's or 40's we are not ever going to have that knowledge, that special bond with someone. The clock has stopped ticking, stopped keeping the pace....

lmao, .... No Virgina, there is NOT someone for everyone.
Even when you believe it with your whole heart and soul.
Like you did at age four.

The end.

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06-22-2018, 12:34 PM	#37
Sweet Bliss Senior Member How Do You Identify?: I Am Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: solo Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: the Beach, Pacific side Posts: 4,160 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,354 Thanked 7,268 Times in 2,159 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	No, not gonna happen, it's another of my fantasy stories. I'm still blocked, he is not trying to reconnect. How can I be so smart and so stupid at the same time? It is so easy. It's a gift. At 61, still single, still looking for love in all the wrong people, that's the hardest i think. knowing that in all this time still never connecting to that kindred spirit. still not having anyone to kiss goodnight that wants that kiss every night. The funny part is that in 2009 I stopped looking. I found him. He found me. We knew. We just knew. I'm still not looking. He is it for me. The One and Only. Fast forward to 2018. He has me blocked on FB. Closed his email. No reason. No rhyme. Just shut and locked all the doors. Not even a fuck off. wtf? I guess if we don't find it in our 20's or 30's or 40's we are not ever going to have that knowledge, that special bond with someone. The clock has stopped ticking, stopped keeping the pace.... lmao, .... No Virgina, there is NOT someone for everyone. Even when you believe it with your whole heart and soul. Like you did at age four. The end.