Cancer Support and Caregivers Who Are Trail Blazers!

deb_U_taunt · 07-09-2011, 10:27 PM

Hard evening. My partner has been sober for several years. Tonight he isn't. His family is his slippery place and that is where he has been.
Yesterday, I had my 3rd of 8 chemo treatments and I don't feel he is going to strong enough to deal with this.
I am scared as all fuck, that I will be doing this alone. My family is 5 states away and I am covered by medical here.
Glad I am strong. I have been thinking tonight. I can take medical transport to chemo, etc. I have wonderful friends to help, I just need to ask!
Why the fuck now? Feels so out of the blue.

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07-09-2011, 10:27 PM	#11
deb_U_taunt Senior Member How Do You Identify?: ........ Join Date: May 2011 Location: ....... Posts: 1,748 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,324 Thanked 5,256 Times in 1,361 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	Hard evening. My partner has been sober for several years. Tonight he isn't. His family is his slippery place and that is where he has been. Yesterday, I had my 3rd of 8 chemo treatments and I don't feel he is going to strong enough to deal with this. I am scared as all fuck, that I will be doing this alone. My family is 5 states away and I am covered by medical here. Glad I am strong. I have been thinking tonight. I can take medical transport to chemo, etc. I have wonderful friends to help, I just need to ask! Why the fuck now? Feels so out of the blue.