Random Thoughts

Jedi · 05-06-2010, 09:03 PM

She took you away...
And you died...
All I can see in my mind is that she killed you...
and...things will never be the same...

I miss my friend...
I miss my playmate...
I miss my companion...
and...things will never be the same...

To this very day...
I still cry when I think about your wagging tail...
I still cry when I think about the walks we will never take...
I still cry when I realize I will never see you again...
and...things will never be the same...

SuperFemme · 05-06-2010, 09:20 PM

I can relate.

My thoughts are nothing if not random.

Lillie · 05-07-2010, 02:56 PM

I second that emotion

Lillie

Jedi · 05-07-2010, 08:58 PM

Today was kinda long.....and tedious......i just keep shaking my head. Today was a day. I worked my ass off...and tried to help some people make sense of stuff so it would get done and done right and it didn't. People wouldn't listen to me..... I am so glad they aren't going to be on my route. I'm just helping out to get some hours. I'm going to be a team lead when the I am on my own route. Just.....if I never see another bandaid tonight. Or antifungal cream. I don't envy jock itch....lol I'm doing a Walgreens reset and well.....after I'm done with this, I won't be going in a Walgreens for a while.

I thought a lot today about love... How magical it is for me... How hopelessly romantic I am... How Mother's Day is coming up and how I don't want my to stepmother to go through the day without getting a call from me. I'm so bad about remembering. Is it my meds? Cuz....I can name the Star Trek episode by the teaser.....Next Generation anyway.

Oh please someone save me from Walgreens........

Jedi · 05-09-2010, 06:40 AM

I'm up early today. Not sure why. Yesterday was rather eventful but not in a good way. I'm going to help a friend to get off drugs. This isn't going to be easy.

Jedi · 05-12-2010, 08:53 AM

My week is full of overtime. Good for my wallet. I really wish the overnight position was a go. I could have dealt with some overnights....and sleep during the day.

Jedi · 05-13-2010, 09:15 PM

...is killing me. I'm not as young as I used to be. My knees aer killing me. what a hard floor. OMG! This is crazy...and even a Sat shift.....yikes....I'm gonna be dead before this job is done. And there's gonna be nothing I can do about it.

05-06-2010, 09:03 PM	#1
Jedi Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: they are my world Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: In a galaxy far, far away Posts: 959 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,002 Thanked 1,732 Times in 544 Posts Rep Power: 12678953	Things Will Never Be The Same... She took you away... And you died... All I can see in my mind is that she killed you... and...things will never be the same... I miss my friend... I miss my playmate... I miss my companion... and...things will never be the same... To this very day... I still cry when I think about your wagging tail... I still cry when I think about the walks we will never take... I still cry when I realize I will never see you again... and...things will never be the same...

05-07-2010, 02:56 PM	#3
Lillie Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: babygirl,princess,her, that girl, she! but mostly just "babygirl" Relationship Status: single Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: In the land of milk and honey!.. Posts: 358 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 406 Thanked 473 Times in 181 Posts Rep Power: 454632	I second that emotion Lillie __________________ *Lillie* *The most expensive jewels I ever wore around my neck was my child's arms* http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z...orizontal3.jpg http://s338.photobucket.com/albums/n...sexy/00033.gif

05-07-2010, 08:58 PM	#4
Jedi Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: they are my world Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: In a galaxy far, far away Posts: 959 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,002 Thanked 1,732 Times in 544 Posts Rep Power: 12678953	Another one down... Today was kinda long.....and tedious......i just keep shaking my head. Today was a day. I worked my ass off...and tried to help some people make sense of stuff so it would get done and done right and it didn't. People wouldn't listen to me..... I am so glad they aren't going to be on my route. I'm just helping out to get some hours. I'm going to be a team lead when the I am on my own route. Just.....if I never see another bandaid tonight. Or antifungal cream. I don't envy jock itch....lol I'm doing a Walgreens reset and well.....after I'm done with this, I won't be going in a Walgreens for a while. I thought a lot today about love... How magical it is for me... How hopelessly romantic I am... How Mother's Day is coming up and how I don't want my to stepmother to go through the day without getting a call from me. I'm so bad about remembering. Is it my meds? Cuz....I can name the Star Trek episode by the teaser.....Next Generation anyway. Oh please someone save me from Walgreens........

05-09-2010, 06:40 AM	#5
Jedi Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: they are my world Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: In a galaxy far, far away Posts: 959 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,002 Thanked 1,732 Times in 544 Posts Rep Power: 12678953	Another day... I'm up early today. Not sure why. Yesterday was rather eventful but not in a good way. I'm going to help a friend to get off drugs. This isn't going to be easy.

05-12-2010, 08:53 AM	#6
Jedi Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: they are my world Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: In a galaxy far, far away Posts: 959 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,002 Thanked 1,732 Times in 544 Posts Rep Power: 12678953	Crazy week... My week is full of overtime. Good for my wallet. I really wish the overnight position was a go. I could have dealt with some overnights....and sleep during the day.

05-06-2010, 09:20 PM	#2
SuperFemme Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Permanently Banned 10/24/2010 Preferred Pronoun?: She. Relationship Status: Married (one of 18,000) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Atascadero, CA Posts: 4,933 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,309 Thanked 7,108 Times in 2,327 Posts Rep Power: 0	I can relate. My thoughts are nothing if not random.

05-13-2010, 09:15 PM	#7
Jedi Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: they are my world Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: In a galaxy far, far away Posts: 959 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,002 Thanked 1,732 Times in 544 Posts Rep Power: 12678953	All this overtime... ...is killing me. I'm not as young as I used to be. My knees aer killing me. what a hard floor. OMG! This is crazy...and even a Sat shift.....yikes....I'm gonna be dead before this job is done. And there's gonna be nothing I can do about it.