My poems

[akiza]

cher coeur,de quoi es-tu fait?
dear heart what are you made of?
tu ne cesses de battre
you don't stop beating
le chemin qui me conduit à toi
the road who takes me to you
n'est pas une ballade de santé
isn't a walk in the park
je peux crier ou pleurer
i may scream or cry
c'est comme si je suis en prison
it's as if i am in jail
qui a les cles?
who have the keys?
toi?
you?
moi?
me?
ou un inconnu?
or an unknow?
donne-moi un indice
give me a clue
ma sanité est en jeu
my sanity is at risk
tu le sais
you know it
ne ris pas
don't laught
je ne parle pas
i don't talk
ressens-le
feel it
battre
beating
mon coeur
my heart

[akiza]

Attendre que ma main
se decide à former
des mots coherents
Attendre qu'elle arrête
d'hesiter sur les mots
avant qu'ils ne
s'enfuient
du moins pas avant que
je ne les ai attrapés
Attendre que la surprise
ne laisse place à
un autre sentiment
auquel le deni a de grandes chances
de noyer sous ses flots
Attendre que je ne flanche pas et
ne laisse la fatigue
me terrasser
Attendre que mes demons
me laissent un peu
de repit
il semble que
je ne fasse que ça
ces temps-ci
Attendre

[akiza]

Freezing like a flower in winter
my heart is cold
blood is pumped to him throught
the veins
he's cold like ice
don't feel the soft warm
who was here before
feeling empty
the mask on my face is
crackeled at some parts but
he's working his magic on others
a little presomptuous?
think what you want
it doesn't matter
just like somethings
cold isn't eternal
he's gonna melt
under the sun
and show his true worth
appreciated or not
he'll be seen
soft? no
Cold

[akiza]

Circulating just like a river
empty eyes watching that
liquid tempting them
precious liquid
are you precious to me?
feelings are dry like a desert
the weather isn't helping me
they're stagnant
you'll tell me i don't have to do that
but you're not hearing her
in my head like i do
somedays it's your voice
and for others her's is louder and stronger
currently that color shows me
contentement
a smile of my face
i won't have that need
for today
i'm satisfied
maybe it'll change tomorrow
i hope no
no tears of sadness are cried
they are tears of relief
for that my
red lips are spelling
thank you

[akiza]

days
watch them go
one after the other
what are you doing?
observing everything and
nothing
the birds singing
for the world
feeling the wind
going on and on
people talking
the sens is unknow to me
counting the seconds
until i forget where i am
the sun is so far gone that
he's remplaced
the silence is
a luxury
a rarity just like
a blue moon
it's different
always
hope
go with it
grab her and
ask her
have you forgot now?
do you want to?
it's out
of my control

[akiza]

what is the point?
when you're always
conflicted with yourself?
hot and cold
happy and sad
love and hate
interest and indifference
present and absent
here and somewhere else
forgetful and fighting
what is the point?
feeling things
or trying to
asking to be sure
got the pleasure
to holdin on
turning
walking
smiling
hesitating
talking
what is the point?
let's say
hope
yeah hope
what is the point?
a little flower
called
hope

[akiza]

cela a tellement bien commencé un ciel bleu clair remplacé par un ciel gris et menaçant le calme laisse place à la tempête personne d'autre que toi ne le ressens tout autour le même scenario pour toi ce n'est que le debut du cycle pour un peu tu l'aurais oublié n'est-ce pas? reviens sur terre n'as-tu donc pas vu les signes? ne mens pas tu les as juste ignorés c'est plus facile ainsi pour combien de temps encore? oublie tu sais quoi faire? bien sur que si tu sais bats-toi jusqu'au retour du beau temps