My poems

[akiza]

des yeux grand ouverts
mais ne voyant rien
she's breathing
with too much
or not enough
emotions as
company
le froid a beaucoup plus
d'emprise sur elle
qu'elle ne veut
l'accepter
hiding
hiding
hiding behind them to breathe,
wake up or walk
o¨´ est la difference?
le rythme est si lent
les heures ne font qu'attendre
que les minutes
prennent fin
where is it?
that color who
makes you breathe
wake up or walk
where are you
hiding now?
montres-toi
j'ai besoin de toi
no
she needs you
more
show yourself

[akiza]

it wasn't the first time
that your hope has been broken
again,
again and
again
stop doing that!
hurting yourself like that
stop it!
even if you hide it
he's bleeding
you are too
how long will it continue?
learning to ignore it
that pain
won't last for long
you'll bleed too much
that death will come
and nothing will be left of you
nothing
heal him
he'll be grateful
for you heart of gold
navigating between darkness and light
start your processus and
heal him

[akiza]

dreams are limitless
got them in different shades of colors
you don't have to like them
they do
it's the most important here
you got the light
to wake up when it's too much
dreams
dreams
when you can't take no more
they become your oasis
meeting the good one is like
touching the sky
with your bare hands
dreams are dreams
not so comforting when
you're in cage
dreams are an escape's place
carry on your day
and after that
dream

[akiza]

where do you find the strenght?
to wake up every day
to put yourself out of
your cocoon to hide
your worst fears
under a bag of confidence
where do you find the strenght?
to not burry your nightmares
behind a blackboard
to be silent when
you only want to
scream or cry all
the tears of your body
where do you find the strenght?
to not tear appart your being
when getting too much
flash-backs to walk
when you're between two
extremes
to live in the present when
reality refuse you
how to nurture these bounds?

[akiza]

Slipping from the borders
Falling back in again
Pushing me away from the coast
Straight into the storm's eye
Eithout hearing the calls of sailors
Fighting to keep my head above the salty water
Swimming against that thundeeing
And hellish sea to reach a safer place
Who seems to be at the end of the world
Still far away
Too much far away
Dry wind slapping my face
Pulling me deeper in that tortuous scene
Waiting for a sign from a star
Messenger of promises

[akiza]

Through my window, the world is mine
To take and explorate
Like a painting coming to live
After hours of work
Throwing to your face each all
Of his many faces
Each ones as much unique
As a fingerprint
A full russian mountain only to get
To the other side of the town
It doesn't make even half of a life
Sending you overboard just to sense
A spark of feelings
Cold and mean
Cold and pure
Cold and alive
Silent and deadly for some
Falling down,
Let the day goes
And the night swallows all the players

[akiza]

Why don't you tear me appart now?
Are you waiting for waterfalls to show themselves?
Please, please
You've taken everything from me
Heart, feelings
and what of my caged
Since you're at that?
Tore me in shreeds
And watch me scream as never
I've done
Broke my bones in hundreds of pieces
Throw them somewhere
a soul can't find
Burry me under these bones
Watch me choke and let myself go
From that pained love
Follow me
if your heart desire it