My poems

[akiza]

Why don't you tear me appart now?
Are you waiting for waterfalls to show themselves?
Please, please
You've taken everything from me
Heart, feelings
and what of my caged
Since you're at that?
Tore me in shreeds
And watch me scream as never
I've done
Broke my bones in hundreds of pieces
Throw them somewhere
a soul can't find
Burry me under these bones
Watch me choke and let myself go
From that pained love
Follow me
if your heart desire it

[akiza]

Kill me softly with that look of yours
Make me crave your presence
Bring me to the edge of sanity
With a touch of your hand
I'm not a perfect person
You're not
It's perfect that way
Be the reason of an healthy
In my life
Be the amortencia who once dank
Get me obssessed of you
Let's dance on that unheard song
Only known by us
Keep me on my toes
Surprise me
Drop that poker face
And let me in

[akiza]

Maybe you shouldn't come back
Give me a break of everything
You let me down
Take that as it is
Tired of all these bittersweet memories
Not easy as I thought to pick
What ones to keep or throw in the bin
Don't come back
Not to me
I'm tired to be so sad for your mistake
You didn't fit the requirement
Let's go back at the unknown part of our lives
Unconditionally a lost stone
In the immensity and chaotic forest of my mind
Echo of a hopefully
If not sure forgotten lover

[akiza]

Feelings tend to hold you
At once as captive then guardian of that jail
Passing long period of time
Drawing on a wall made of black stones
Jot having enough guests to feel visible
So fading away
Outside with the corpses once gone
These writtings as witnesses of
A programmed long agony
That dear guard tall and silent
Representating who's sweared vows of
Silence on front of this condamned
Indifferent to any whines or manifestation of feelings
Only welcomed distraction
The wind passing through the window
Of his little office away from
A vortex of caged demons
Still refusing to know the extent of his crimes
The files never lie after all

[akiza]

Where are you going now?
Driving me mad with all that walk
Robbing my light and leaving me behind
In a cold and empty dark piece
Trying to identify objects only with my ears
And with luck, that fairy who is flirting
And tempting me like a brand
New pearl under the ocean
Like an insect hypnotized by a perfume
Waiting for your strong steps to crush me
Following these clues to get out
Taking me near the sea
Under your watch for a last date
You, the sea, the moon and I

[akiza]

Staying here
waiting for the fall of leaves
Telling me yes for a new start
All night sleeping under the stars
Imagining myself as one of them
Away from earth
Worrying only about shining freely
Building a bridge getting me further
From things asking me to stay
Stay longer and see what breaks out of that
Lost somewhere between the underworld
Skin pelling of the meat from one side
And glowing like wings of a lady bug
Under the sun on the other
Looking through the crack
For some equilibrium

[akiza]

Beggar since birth
Attentive for any sign first from family
Then friends
Beggar for one praise over daily tasks
Begging you on my knees deep inside
Of my maze of mind
Should i use one more catalyser
To vote for my case?
Beggar's not a chooser some said
Over that road made of stones and flames
Begging has transformed my essence
Into one plain deserted island
Where chains felt strong enough
To sustain another heartbreak
Begging mine of fooled heart to let go
Of all that pain