What Made You Cry Today?

Vincent · 11-10-2021, 02:49 AM

It's Been 4 weeks since Scouty passed away
I wake and think its a nightmare n then realise she's gone
I can't seem to get my shit together

It;s terrible to say my cousin hung himself 3 days before Scout died,but Scouts passing is crippling me.

I don't even want to see people,or talk to anyone

I know ppl think she was just a dog

She was my everything,having cancer,I had even set up a trust for her,so her medical n food would be covered,if I died.

I cry most of the time n just drug myself of a night

I feel her death has broken me

She was so phisically healthy
To have dementia but be si fit for 11.5 yrs,feels so unfair

11-10-2021, 02:49 AM	#11
Vincent Member How Do You Identify?: Transman Preferred Pronoun?: Him,he Relationship Status: just me Join Date: Apr 2015 Location: Tweed Heads Australia Posts: 427 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,207 Thanked 936 Times in 335 Posts Rep Power: 12178444	It's Been 4 weeks since Scouty passed away I wake and think its a nightmare n then realise she's gone I can't seem to get my shit together It;s terrible to say my cousin hung himself 3 days before Scout died,but Scouts passing is crippling me. I don't even want to see people,or talk to anyone I know ppl think she was just a dog She was my everything,having cancer,I had even set up a trust for her,so her medical n food would be covered,if I died. I cry most of the time n just drug myself of a night I feel her death has broken me She was so phisically healthy To have dementia but be si fit for 11.5 yrs,feels so unfair __________________ https://soundcloud.com/conormont https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kb1y2xyfYSw If Not Me-Who If Not Now-When If Not Here-Where