Random's Ramblings...

Random · 06-19-2010, 11:13 PM

In everything she does, she asks herself,
“What will this cost me?”
The cost, she thinks, isn’t so very high.
But sometimes, just sometimes...
She under estimates the price,
And it leaves her poorer than she was..

Random · 06-19-2010, 11:14 PM

“You know, I used to go weeks without talking to anyone outside of work, maybe I’ve been too much alone in my life to be in a relationship! I could be totaly happy with just myself and a room full of books!”

She turns to me with a sigh, *Didn’t we have this exact same conversation last month?*

“Well, ya, and the month before that, and the month before that.”

“You know, I thinkg meds would be a wonderful thing to keep you in love with me all four weeks of the month..” she said with another sigh..

“Well, no one ever said menopause was going to be easy.”

Random · 06-19-2010, 11:16 PM

She longs for me, as I long for solitude.
She needs me, like I need the quiet dawn.
She looks at me as if I am the sun and the moon, I feel like the distant stars.

Cold and untouchable...

Random · 06-19-2010, 11:18 PM

my words do not flow smoothly from my pen
but stumble and trip..
like a toddler learning to walk..

Random · 06-19-2010, 11:20 PM

A taste of ash fills my mouth,
For a fiery heart
has left it's bitter remains..

Random · 06-19-2010, 11:23 PM

Ash and sack cloth?

No, not for me...

Paint the face, tie the bow..

The higher the heel... the deeper the pain..

Armor and paint.. Protect the fragile psyche..

The more I hurt, the better I look...

Random · 06-19-2010, 11:25 PM

You do know how to stroke me, don’t you?

Be it passion or anger..

You set me a light…

I’m weary of being scorched in my own fire..

Let me cultivate peace…. Not burn in the flame

06-19-2010, 11:13 PM	#1
Random Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: back in the land of trees and snow Posts: 2,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,017 Thanked 5,327 Times in 1,378 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	The cost of living... In everything she does, she asks herself, “What will this cost me?” The cost, she thinks, isn’t so very high. But sometimes, just sometimes... She under estimates the price, And it leaves her poorer than she was.. __________________ ~Volunteer~ "It gets in your blood"

06-19-2010, 11:14 PM	#2
Random Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: back in the land of trees and snow Posts: 2,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,017 Thanked 5,327 Times in 1,378 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Mood Swings... “You know, I used to go weeks without talking to anyone outside of work, maybe I’ve been too much alone in my life to be in a relationship! I could be totaly happy with just myself and a room full of books!” She turns to me with a sigh, Didn’t we have this exact same conversation last month? “Well, ya, and the month before that, and the month before that.” “You know, I thinkg meds would be a wonderful thing to keep you in love with me all four weeks of the month..” she said with another sigh.. “Well, no one ever said menopause was going to be easy.” __________________ ~Volunteer~ "It gets in your blood"

06-19-2010, 11:16 PM	#3
Random Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: back in the land of trees and snow Posts: 2,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,017 Thanked 5,327 Times in 1,378 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	She longs for me, as I long for solitude. She needs me, like I need the quiet dawn. She looks at me as if I am the sun and the moon, I feel like the distant stars. Cold and untouchable... __________________ ~Volunteer~ "It gets in your blood"

06-19-2010, 11:18 PM	#4
Random Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: back in the land of trees and snow Posts: 2,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,017 Thanked 5,327 Times in 1,378 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Writers Trip my words do not flow smoothly from my pen but stumble and trip.. like a toddler learning to walk.. __________________ ~Volunteer~ "It gets in your blood"

06-19-2010, 11:20 PM	#5
Random Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: back in the land of trees and snow Posts: 2,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,017 Thanked 5,327 Times in 1,378 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Heart Burn... A taste of ash fills my mouth, For a fiery heart has left it's bitter remains.. __________________ ~Volunteer~ "It gets in your blood"

06-19-2010, 11:23 PM	#6
Random Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: back in the land of trees and snow Posts: 2,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,017 Thanked 5,327 Times in 1,378 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Full Face Ash and sack cloth? No, not for me... Paint the face, tie the bow.. The higher the heel... the deeper the pain.. Armor and paint.. Protect the fragile psyche.. The more I hurt, the better I look... __________________ ~Volunteer~ "It gets in your blood"

06-19-2010, 11:25 PM	#7
Random Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: back in the land of trees and snow Posts: 2,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,017 Thanked 5,327 Times in 1,378 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	untitled You do know how to stroke me, don’t you? Be it passion or anger.. You set me a light… I’m weary of being scorched in my own fire.. Let me cultivate peace…. Not burn in the flame __________________ ~Volunteer~ "It gets in your blood"