If You *REALLY* knew Me...

Spirit Dancer · 09-03-2010, 05:27 PM

If you really knew me
you would know that I allowed and enabled
people to speak ill and I remained silenced,
I no longer allow that anymore.
If you really knew me
You would take the time to research and
see children with special needs may have
a crisis daily causing their parents
to suffer a daily crisis, this may or may not change.
If you really knew me
you would know that when the door
closes to your chosing, I may not allow
re~entry to be hurt again.
If you really knew me
you would ask before assuming I said
negative things.

violaine · 09-05-2010, 01:51 AM

i like peanut butter straight from the jar- unsalted, and extra crunchy spoonfuls every day..

Diva · 09-05-2010, 03:46 AM

~If you really knew me, you'd know where my line is.

FeminineAllure · 09-05-2010, 06:54 AM

If you really knew me you would know I am not as thick skinned as I wish I could be.
That I bruise easily sometimes. That I carry around with me many little scars from the past that are not visible to you but they are still there nevertheless. That my old wounds open back up sometimes when I am triggered but I heal quickly.
If you really knew me you would know adversities have only make me stronger over time.
If you really knew me you would know I forgive easily and I do not belive in holding grudges. If you really knew me you would know I don't expect anyone to be perfect. Including myself.

nicetgurl_30 · 09-05-2010, 08:22 AM

That my mother has pancreatic cancer and also had a craniotomy done. That most days after work I go home to feed and help bathe her. I go back to my apt and along the way, I cry because my time w her is short.
I choose ppl very closely that will be in my life and I hardly trust anyone.
And I've had my heart broken, but still have to see/ work w person everyday who did it.

Bit · 09-05-2010, 09:23 AM

{{{{{{{{{{{nicetgurl}}}}}}}}}}}}} I'm so sorry about your mom. I wish you peace.

nicetgurl_30 · 09-05-2010, 09:30 AM

Okay that last post I did was kinda depressing sorry.
I would like to add that if you knew me I love to sing very loudly and badly to radio to cheer myself up.
That I have one of the best moms in the world, who taught me to love and judge no one. That I have two very cute and costly neieces who remind me that the simplethings in r sooo important.
And I'm addicted to video games (wii,ps3,xbox) and gadgets my apartment looks like radio shack lol

09-03-2010, 05:27 PM	#1
Spirit Dancer Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Complex but Tender Preferred Pronoun?: ~Ma`am~ Relationship Status: Shotgun Rider Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Following the red road Posts: 4,519 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,304 Thanked 12,904 Times in 3,466 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	If you really knew me you would know that I allowed and enabled people to speak ill and I remained silenced, I no longer allow that anymore. If you really knew me You would take the time to research and see children with special needs may have a crisis daily causing their parents to suffer a daily crisis, this may or may not change. If you really knew me you would know that when the door closes to your chosing, I may not allow re~entry to be hurt again. If you really knew me you would ask before assuming I said negative things. __________________ “For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.” Judy Garland

09-05-2010, 01:51 AM	#2
violaine Timed Out How Do You Identify?: atypical Preferred Pronoun?: plague words and phrases Relationship Status: love wise guys of the avian world Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: wekiva springs basin Posts: 3,236 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,934 Thanked 3,293 Times in 1,301 Posts Rep Power: 0	la fruita y i like peanut butter straight from the jar- unsalted, and extra crunchy spoonfuls every day..

09-05-2010, 06:54 AM	#4
FeminineAllure Member How Do You Identify?: Female Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: My rainbow is way overdue Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: PA Posts: 1,145 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,659 Thanked 2,026 Times in 555 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	If you really knew me you would know I am not as thick skinned as I wish I could be. That I bruise easily sometimes. That I carry around with me many little scars from the past that are not visible to you but they are still there nevertheless. That my old wounds open back up sometimes when I am triggered but I heal quickly. If you really knew me you would know adversities have only make me stronger over time. If you really knew me you would know I forgive easily and I do not belive in holding grudges. If you really knew me you would know I don't expect anyone to be perfect. Including myself. __________________ Remember anyone can love you when the sun is shining...In the storm is where you learn who truly cares for you

09-05-2010, 08:22 AM	#5
nicetgurl_30 Member How Do You Identify?: Woman Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: AR Posts: 133 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 122 Thanked 214 Times in 89 Posts Rep Power: 295940	U would know That my mother has pancreatic cancer and also had a craniotomy done. That most days after work I go home to feed and help bathe her. I go back to my apt and along the way, I cry because my time w her is short. I choose ppl very closely that will be in my life and I hardly trust anyone. And I've had my heart broken, but still have to see/ work w person everyday who did it.

09-05-2010, 09:30 AM	#7
nicetgurl_30 Member How Do You Identify?: Woman Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: AR Posts: 133 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 122 Thanked 214 Times in 89 Posts Rep Power: 295940	Last post Okay that last post I did was kinda depressing sorry. I would like to add that if you knew me I love to sing very loudly and badly to radio to cheer myself up. That I have one of the best moms in the world, who taught me to love and judge no one. That I have two very cute and costly neieces who remind me that the simplethings in r sooo important. And I'm addicted to video games (wii,ps3,xbox) and gadgets my apartment looks like radio shack lol

09-05-2010, 03:46 AM	#3
Diva Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Diva Preferred Pronoun?: Diva Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Chez Diva Posts: 11,879 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,263 Thanked 17,174 Times in 5,239 Posts Rep Power: 0	*~If you really knew me, you'd know where my line is.*

09-05-2010, 09:23 AM	#6
Bit Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Stonefemme Relationship Status: married to Gryph Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Wichita, KS Posts: 2,177 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,126 Thanked 3,770 Times in 1,264 Posts Rep Power: 10778870	{{{{{{{{{{{nicetgurl}}}}}}}}}}}}} I'm so sorry about your mom. I wish you peace.