If You *REALLY* knew Me...

[bigbutchmistie]

If you really knew me you'd know :

Sugarland is my favorite band

You'd know I love country and gospel music the most.

Mexican is my favorite food

Reba McEntire is my favorite Singer

Kenneth Cole Black, Paris Hilton For Men, Perry Ellis Red And 360 are my fave colognes to wear.

I love smelling Bath And Body works and Victoria's Secret perfumes and lotions on a femme...

I love Pais Hilton For Women on a femme...

[socialjustice_fsu]

...you would know I seek justice in unjust cases of gay hate crimes

...you would know I don't watch television other than the Weather Channel duing hurricane season

...you would know I fell in love with the opera many years ago and to this day some of them move me to tears

...you would know I read a lot...mostly philosophy and spiritual books that make me think way outside the box

...you would know I love Boston and Cape Cod in the fall

...you would know that I look at each day as a new beginning

...you would know I am not afraid of death

...you would know that all of the work I have ever done in my professional career has been around helping others

...you would know I believe in 'paying it forward' regardless of the circumstances

...you would know that I treasure my freedom in this country

...you would know that I love quiet times.

[Mister Bent]

...you'd know I'm quite pleased with it all.

[Tcountry]

I am daughter, Christian, honest, and hardworking

Everything you wanted me to be

But you don’t know me.

I am friend, lover, counselor, and protector

Everything you need me to be

But you don’t know me.

I wear the masks. I play the roles.

But no one really knows

The me I am behind closed doors

The person I am when free to explore.

The hopes and fears, thoughts and tears

That come like waves and pass like the years.

I wonder if I’ll ever fully let someone in

And let her shine her light into the dim

Places in my heart I chose to close

Deep dark things really nobody knows.

To go through life with her by my side

And know it’s ok, I have nothing to hide

Because she’ll love me for me

And cherish the lessons of my history.

I am the person you all want me to be…

But only one really knows ME.

[apretty]

...you'd be just as confused.

[DamonK]

...you'd know I looked my own personal hell straight in the eye and refused to back down.
...I will give until I can't anymore, then I will give some more.
...I hear two sounds in my head daily, and what each means to me.
...I've accepted my past, and have moved on, but I've never forgotten.
...I love my parents unconditionally, but I do not like them. They are not expected/required to accept my choices. However, I expect the respect I've given them. I'll not cut them out of my life, but nor will I actively include them.
...I'm smarter than I seem. I read almost constantly.
...I have a fascination with advanced mathematics, ie: statistics, trig, calculus.
...I think about what I'm going to say in ASL, and then speak it.
...It's not unusual to see me walking down the hallway at work, signing simple signs against my leg, ie: alphabet, numbers.
...I'm the one that people come to.

[bigbutchmistie]

If you really knew me you'd know :

Im highly loyal

I love fall

I give and give and give. And when I cant give anymore I find a way to give again.

How I have grown since my last relationship

How lately Ive been on a path to bettering myself.