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November 6
Natural Law The boat captain can’t change the river; navigate it possibly, but rule it never. Birds don’t control the wind, only capitalize on it. I can’t reign my sobriety; I just get to take the ride. My choices greatly affect the quality of this journey but not the nature of recovery itself. I am powerless over gravity but am thrilled at my ability to use it to my advantage. Desperate imitation is just that * MEMORIAL DAY Veteran of the addiction wars I have scars but few metals. I don’t need a purple heart Mine is black and blue. I don’t keep trophies either No empty bottles or old syringes. Hostages I have released them too. I found often they held me From what my life could be. I wear my defects and wave my flag. I am slowly learning to live in peacetime. The big battles have been won. It is up to me to stop replaying The scenes of engagement. Armistice is a beautiful thing Too bad there is no better way to get it.
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November 7
Let the Groundhog Sing It Mistakes and poor choices save me from attempting to climb out onto moral high ground. Moral ambiguity keeps me protected from the illusion of relentless righteousness. Lopsided living is a fate I am spared due to my flawed execution of perfection; all in a days work for a functional human. Left by the wayside is the fantasy that I am all right. Be a timekeeper and a dream-maker * NUZZLES OFFERING Like a vegan kitten who wrestles Long tailed leaves and twigs Subduing them and dragging these prizes To the feet of human parents I fight paper tigers and bring the tatters As tributes to my Higher Power. These bloodless battles are pure practice Future wars may not be as clean. I cannot enlist my God To fight these skirmishes. I would never believe in one that could. I accept Deus as creator and cheerleader But champion-----No Foliage and foes are mine to fight. The spoils I bring back For pats on the head and bragging.
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November 8
Uggs This is a big hurdle until it becomes a little step. I will struggle with it as long as it takes for me to see it as something I can conquer a bit at a time, then, often as if by magic, it will melt into curbside snow and I can slosh through it in my boots. I am vanquishing obstacles, which seemed insurmountable mere months ago. I am not so much stronger than I was, but I have stopped feeding the weakness in my mind and this has made all the difference. Accelerate your willingness * FLORAL TROPHIES Captured pet plants grow in my window Why these specimens are given such regal care I suspect but can’t explain. Delicate shoots pile out of sturdy stalks Roots force the confines of my decorative pots How many neighborly blooming faces Stare into my kitchen greeting me mornings I am amazed what good company My leafy friends can be when I am loving myself. Advantageous to my mental health I breathe their exhaust and they breathe mine. Symbiotic we live I grow and flower Grateful these plants keep me.
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November 9
Thief in the Night The moon ran off the night you left. Instead of west it headed south with you, but I doubt it will stay. You are learning to play a new part, another ill-suited role which I don’t believe you will carry off with much aplomb, though you may have found yourself a kinder critic or a more likened mind. Bad actors have no leg to stand on for critique. What you have taken I can’t expect to return, but what I have gained I will never give up. I don’t think you ever intended me any harm, but protection is something you never provided; something which I was sorely in need of. I was fortunate to return to the house of my father for that is the shelter in which I can breathe. Ferocity is a gift, but not a toy * JELLYFISH AND PEANUT BUTTER CARDS Jellyfish and peanut butter cards Make for busy days and cheerful nights Sunlit at the beach and lantern light Filled with double-decker solitaire. Camping as a way of life suits some As they run from their lives For more balanced, camp is a temporary retreat To the overly invested, camping is an aberration A threat to the foundation of civilization as we know it. Though I do dread the feeling of coming back To the life I love and feeling like a stranger Temporary disengagement estranges me From the place, the things, the dog. I need time away, Variety of experience, Expanded horizons I need my entrenched home life. I need it all and must accept the clock Never stops running anyplace on the planet Even if I am enjoying a good game With sticky camp cards, regaling tales of man-of-war.
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November 10
Come What May Inevitable things are very much like inedible things; you can’t quite swallow them yet they are hard to throw up. It can’t seem to get here quick enough to comfort my fear nor will it pass with any speed once it has arrived. I am like a boa with a hedgehog as my lunch, the shredding is rightfully dreaded and in no way preventable. Not everything that wings my way is anxiety driven, but I have to admit that some things are. I cannot spend my days wishing the storm clouds away so I will put on my slicker and hunker down for the drenching. The alleys in your mind are for passage not permanence * PRIDE GOETHE BEFORE A FALL In truth, pride goes wherever it wants, it’s pride. Pride wanders alone, for no one enjoys its company. Pride travels far but gets nowhere. Pride rises above reality and seeps beneath the surface. When pride wears out, love and honesty poke holes in it. Until it is grounded and transforms to humility Pride’s past is remembered with flush and embarrassment. Recounting yesterday is pride’s unenviable task. Keeping its recreation is mine.
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