Confessions Are Good For The Soul

JustJo · 01-04-2011, 10:08 AM

I confess that...

...I am really, really bone tired.

...I am especially tired of being sick...more than 2 weeks of coughing has given me a strained something up by my shoulder blade...and the two together makes it hard to sleep.

...I get frustrated when people say "you should take this med or that"...I'm diabetic, and on medication for blood pressure, diabetes, triglycerides, etc. I can seriously mess myself up with OTC stuff unless my doctor approves it. Even then, I worry about drug interactions...even with the prescribed stuff.

...seeing "floaters" when we were at the beach has me worried about my eyesight again. Intellectually I know it had to do with the bright sunlight, but going blind isn't on my "to do" list. Of all the complications that can and do come with diabetes, blindness is the one that scares me the most...and the one I'm most likely to have to deal with at some point.

...I envy people who have the expectation that others can and will take care of them and cater to their desires...and especially envy those who have it happen in their lives.

...I am so, so, so incredibly grateful for my job...and for this wonderful company that employs me.

...I sometimes feel like everything is a battle...and I'm too tired to fight.

...I internalize the negativity of others...and self-harm by scratching at myself....especially on my face. Not lovely. And not quick to heal because of the diabetes.

...today was probably not a good day to post in the confession thread.

stepfordfemme · 01-04-2011, 10:45 AM

I confess.....I seriously lack motivation.
.....I don't want to go back to work
.....I'm kind of pouty today.

sylvie · 01-04-2011, 05:24 PM

i confess -

2011, will be my year..
i plan to make that happen..

i confess..
i worry about someone, deeply.. and where his headspace is, currently and if he's okay..

i also confess, i feel helpless..and that makes me very sad.

bigbutchmistie · 01-04-2011, 06:42 PM

I confess :

Femmes are cute when they pout

I confess :

To eating Wing Stop which is good, but not as good as Buffalo Wild Wings. Cause they are better than sex LOL

Zimmeh · 01-06-2011, 05:14 PM

I must confess,

My pepperjack cheese is well worth the heartburn I might have later!

lipstixgal · 01-06-2011, 05:28 PM

I confess I am sick of the snow already and we had our share so it should be it for the winter time adn spring should come soon...

Zimmeh · 01-05-2011, 05:03 PM

Get to feeling better!

Zimmy

Quote:

Originally Posted by JustJo

I confess that...

...I am really, really bone tired.

...I am especially tired of being sick...more than 2 weeks of coughing has given me a strained something up by my shoulder blade...and the two together makes it hard to sleep.

...I get frustrated when people say "you should take this med or that"...I'm diabetic, and on medication for blood pressure, diabetes, triglycerides, etc. I can seriously mess myself up with OTC stuff unless my doctor approves it. Even then, I worry about drug interactions...even with the prescribed stuff.

...seeing "floaters" when we were at the beach has me worried about my eyesight again. Intellectually I know it had to do with the bright sunlight, but going blind isn't on my "to do" list. Of all the complications that can and do come with diabetes, blindness is the one that scares me the most...and the one I'm most likely to have to deal with at some point.

...I envy people who have the expectation that others can and will take care of them and cater to their desires...and especially envy those who have it happen in their lives.

...I am so, so, so incredibly grateful for my job...and for this wonderful company that employs me.

...I sometimes feel like everything is a battle...and I'm too tired to fight.

...I internalize the negativity of others...and self-harm by scratching at myself....especially on my face. Not lovely. And not quick to heal because of the diabetes.

...today was probably not a good day to post in the confession thread.

01-04-2011, 10:08 AM	#1
JustJo Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: pushy broad Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: Follow your heart; it knows things your mind cannot explain. Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Southeast corner Posts: 5,633 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 24,417 Thanked 25,404 Times in 4,660 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	I confess that... ...I am really, really bone tired. ...I am especially tired of being sick...more than 2 weeks of coughing has given me a strained something up by my shoulder blade...and the two together makes it hard to sleep. ...I get frustrated when people say "you should take this med or that"...I'm diabetic, and on medication for blood pressure, diabetes, triglycerides, etc. I can seriously mess myself up with OTC stuff unless my doctor approves it. Even then, I worry about drug interactions...even with the prescribed stuff. ...seeing "floaters" when we were at the beach has me worried about my eyesight again. Intellectually I know it had to do with the bright sunlight, but going blind isn't on my "to do" list. Of all the complications that can and do come with diabetes, blindness is the one that scares me the most...and the one I'm most likely to have to deal with at some point. ...I envy people who have the expectation that others can and will take care of them and cater to their desires...and especially envy those who have it happen in their lives. ...I am so, so, so incredibly grateful for my job...and for this wonderful company that employs me. ...I sometimes feel like everything is a battle...and I'm too tired to fight. ...I internalize the negativity of others...and self-harm by scratching at myself....especially on my face. Not lovely. And not quick to heal because of the diabetes. ...today was probably not a good day to post in the confession thread. __________________ I'm not tall enough to ride emotional roller coasters

01-04-2011, 05:24 PM	#3
sylvie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Mr Mtn's babygirl Preferred Pronoun?: girly, she Relationship Status: fiercely protected ♥ Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !! Posts: 2,548 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,834 Thanked 7,501 Times in 1,850 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	i confess - 2011, will be my year.. i plan to make that happen.. i confess.. i worry about someone, deeply.. and where his headspace is, currently and if he's okay.. i also confess, i feel helpless..and that makes me very sad. __________________ my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all. my facebook weight loss page: http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney

01-06-2011, 05:14 PM	#5
Zimmeh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Me Relationship Status: I am a human and not a possession Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Southern Volusia County, FL Posts: 6,746 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 23,549 Thanked 13,441 Times in 4,317 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	I must confess, My pepperjack cheese is well worth the heartburn I might have later! __________________ "A loving heart is the truest wisdom" -Chinua Achebe

01-06-2011, 05:28 PM	#6
lipstixgal Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: coupled Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: New Jersey Posts: 3,028 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 201 Thanked 1,690 Times in 1,064 Posts Rep Power: 1494761	I confess I am sick of the snow already and we had our share so it should be it for the winter time adn spring should come soon... __________________ Gail

01-04-2011, 10:45 AM	#2
stepfordfemme Member How Do You Identify?: Stone Femme-inist. Preferred Pronoun?: Female ones :) Relationship Status: I really really like someone. Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Canada Posts: 237 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 427 Thanked 865 Times in 193 Posts Rep Power: 10262849	I confess.....I seriously lack motivation. .....I don't want to go back to work .....I'm kind of pouty today.

01-04-2011, 06:42 PM	#4
bigbutchmistie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Since You Need A Label. Butch Relationship Status: Still Dreaming Of My Happily Ever After Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Arlington Texas Posts: 4,009 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,950 Thanked 5,364 Times in 1,941 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	I confess : Femmes are cute when they pout I confess : To eating Wing Stop which is good, but not as good as Buffalo Wild Wings. Cause they are better than sex LOL