sometimes you hafta say it out loud...

Nat · 01-15-2011, 10:27 PM

I'm very glad you're back.

ravfem · 01-15-2011, 10:53 PM

Just FYI, y'all....

she signed her full name...that means she's real serious & stuff!!

R.... i came, to be where i belonged. You thought it was to help you....it was really only because i needed to be there.

i love you, ya know. But now, you owe me :lookingfortheevilgrinsmilie:

*beginning my wish list*

rainintothesea · 01-15-2011, 11:48 PM

Glad you are back. Warmest wishes for your healing and recovery... happy she was able to be there for you when you needed her.

Turtle · 01-16-2011, 12:09 AM

I'm soooo glad you are still here! I wish you fantastic continued healing and all the blessings you can handle!!

girl_dee · 01-17-2011, 02:48 PM

congrats on pulling thru that rotten crap and hopefully a steady recovery ahead...

rlin · 01-17-2011, 04:19 PM

in the couple of days since i wrote this note my health has improved some... i am not making the giant strides that i was making right after the stroke but i am still healing... noticeably too. its a little scary still because i realize how much work that i have to do but i have no idea how to even start or what to do even... i figure whatever i do i am teaching my brain how to be me... so my situation is a win win... no matter what i do... as long as i do...

while i was in the hospital i realized that i had long before checked out on life... when i found out a couple of years ago that i had a problem with my spinal cord i really did throw in the towel... i let all my hopes and aspirations go... i basically let what i was die... bit by bit i dropped out of my life...

while i was in there and i was getting better by leaps and bounds and i realized just how truly fucking lucky i was...

i made a conscious decision to grab hold of what i wanted... this bull shit happened to me right in the nick of time...

the folks who have stepped up to send me some positivity are much appreciated... i got a pamphlet while in there... it basically was warning me that i might become emotional... or 'weepy' i think was the actual word... and by goddess they didnt lie.. at all!... but when i read all this good mojo or hear the personal accounts of folks that have been thru bs like this i know that its a small damned wonder that im a tad weepy...
hell! i feel like a huge raw nerve that is just grabbing hold of as much goodwill as i can grab... for damned sure you folks have offered up enough for me to spread it around!

thanks again yall... for helping this ol country homo realise that there is a helluva lot out there to live for and dream about!!!
i will pay it forward every chance i get!

R

Sparkle · 01-17-2011, 04:59 PM

Slow & steady, one step at a time!

You're surrounded by people who care; draw on their strength and good thoughts when days are tough.

Wishing you a full recovery and an even better, brighter you.

01-15-2011, 10:27 PM	#1
Nat Senior Member How Do You Identify?: bigender (DID System) Preferred Pronoun?: he/him or alter-specific Relationship Status: Unavailable Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: Central TX Posts: 3,537 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 11,047 Thanked 13,963 Times in 2,589 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	I'm very glad you're back. __________________ I'm a fountain of blood. In the shape of a girl. - Bjork What is to give light must endure burning. -Viktor Frankl

01-15-2011, 10:53 PM	#2
ravfem Senior Member How Do You Identify?: i'm a girl Relationship Status: negative Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Georgia Posts: 1,811 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,239 Thanked 3,125 Times in 1,270 Posts Rep Power: 1969286	Just FYI, y'all.... she signed her full name...that means she's real serious & stuff!! R.... i came, to be where i belonged. You thought it was to help you....it was really only because i needed to be there. i love you, ya know. But now, you owe me :lookingfortheevilgrinsmilie: beginning my wish list __________________

01-17-2011, 04:59 PM	#7
Sparkle Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, please Relationship Status: Loved Up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Western MA Posts: 2,183 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,001 Thanked 6,551 Times in 1,552 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Slow & steady, one step at a time! You're surrounded by people who care; draw on their strength and good thoughts when days are tough. Wishing you a full recovery and an even better, brighter you. __________________ I am made of stars

01-15-2011, 11:48 PM	#3
rainintothesea Member How Do You Identify?: - Preferred Pronoun?: - Relationship Status: - Join Date: Oct 2010 Location: - Posts: 533 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,135 Thanked 801 Times in 314 Posts Rep Power: 4143699	Glad you are back. Warmest wishes for your healing and recovery... happy she was able to be there for you when you needed her.

01-16-2011, 12:09 AM	#4
Turtle Senior Member How Do You Identify?: A mixity Preferred Pronoun?: whatever Relationship Status: chillin Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: in a really really cute little place Posts: 2,144 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,442 Thanked 4,528 Times in 1,219 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I'm soooo glad you are still here! I wish you fantastic continued healing and all the blessings you can handle!!

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girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,829 Times in 13,908 Posts Rep Power: 21474874	congrats on pulling thru that rotten crap and hopefully a steady recovery ahead...

01-17-2011, 04:19 PM	#6
rlin Member How Do You Identify?: human Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: nomad Posts: 712 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,450 Thanked 1,189 Times in 451 Posts Rep Power: 1004849	in the couple of days since i wrote this note my health has improved some... i am not making the giant strides that i was making right after the stroke but i am still healing... noticeably too. its a little scary still because i realize how much work that i have to do but i have no idea how to even start or what to do even... i figure whatever i do i am teaching my brain how to be me... so my situation is a win win... no matter what i do... as long as i do... while i was in the hospital i realized that i had long before checked out on life... when i found out a couple of years ago that i had a problem with my spinal cord i really did throw in the towel... i let all my hopes and aspirations go... i basically let what i was die... bit by bit i dropped out of my life... while i was in there and i was getting better by leaps and bounds and i realized just how truly fucking lucky i was... i made a conscious decision to grab hold of what i wanted... this bull shit happened to me right in the nick of time... the folks who have stepped up to send me some positivity are much appreciated... i got a pamphlet while in there... it basically was warning me that i might become emotional... or 'weepy' i think was the actual word... and by goddess they didnt lie.. at all!... but when i read all this good mojo or hear the personal accounts of folks that have been thru bs like this i know that its a small damned wonder that im a tad weepy... hell! i feel like a huge raw nerve that is just grabbing hold of as much goodwill as i can grab... for damned sure you folks have offered up enough for me to spread it around! thanks again yall... for helping this ol country homo realise that there is a helluva lot out there to live for and dream about!!! i will pay it forward every chance i get! R