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[Apocalipstic]

Originally Posted by NotAnAverageGuy

YOU DO NOT SUCK, not at all. I do hope your therapist can help more, but don't keep thinking you suck because you don't.

Thank you. I just could not do it.

Went back to old patterns of avoidance. Pills and sleep.

I am so thankful I have you guys who understand!

[NotAnAverageGuy]

Originally Posted by apocalipstic

Thank you. I just could not do it.

Went back to old patterns of avoidance. Pills and sleep.

I am so thankful I have you guys who understand!

Your welcome and you know it is very easy to go back to old patterns right out of the blue, it is like a comfort zone, but you feel like total shit when you skip out on things, etc. Yet we manage to carry on each and every day.

[Apocalipstic]

Originally Posted by NotAnAverageGuy

Your welcome and you know it is very easy to go back to old patterns right out of the blue, it is like a comfort zone, but you feel like total shit when you skip out on things, etc. Yet we manage to carry on each and every day.

I know, its been a long time since I have checked out like that.
Thank you for understanding
and yes, I feel like total shit, but a bit better thanks to you. so maybe partial shit.

[NotAnAverageGuy]

Originally Posted by apocalipstic

I know, its been a long time since I have checked out like that.
Thank you for understanding
and yes, I feel like total shit, but a bit better thanks to you. so maybe partial shit.

Checking out aint so bad every now and than but I see alot of holiday stress related causes make people check out, along with missing family members, etc.

LOL@ partial shit

I had to check out the rest of Christmas day, with either gallstone pain or ulcer pain and yes I got 1 stinking text from one of my half sisters this year when they all have my number, I kinda resigned myself to leave them alone until it comes time I need to meet my real mom and take it from there.


Chocolate?

[Apocalipstic]

Originally Posted by NotAnAverageGuy

Checking out aint so bad every now and than but I see alot of holiday stress related causes make people check out, along with missing family members, etc.

LOL@ partial shit

I had to check out the rest of Christmas day, with either gallstone pain or ulcer pain and yes I got 1 stinking text from one of my half sisters this year when they all have my number, I kinda resigned myself to leave them alone until it comes time I need to meet my real mom and take it from there.


Chocolate?

Ha, I failed to mention I ate 3 giant candy bars on Christmas eve before the valium.

Chocolate always helps.

the texting thing kills me.

[NotAnAverageGuy]

Originally Posted by apocalipstic

Ha, I failed to mention I ate 3 giant candy bars on Christmas eve before the valium.

Chocolate always helps.

the texting thing kills me.

HAHAHA I ate alot of chocolate too and yeah the whole texting deal bugs me as well

but coming back home to and my dog made it all worth while

[Apocalipstic]

Originally Posted by NotAnAverageGuy

HAHAHA I ate alot of chocolate too and yeah the whole texting deal bugs me as well

but coming back home to and my dog made it all worth while

Animals are the best, I have 2 cats and 2 dogs and they all pile up with me.
Does the sugar glider have a little pouch? One of my coworkers used to bring hers to work, it would peek out at us at meetings.