I never thought I'd ________________

Rockinonahigh · 02-05-2011, 05:49 PM

I never thought I'd be...Single at this age.Yes,I was thiking about this the other day,for all the stars in the heavens I can't figure it out,maybe it will come clear to me one of these days.I have chated with several really nice ladies but after a while they just fade away or get other things going in there lives and I feel like just a place they stoped and said hello till someone comes along.I know i'm not the only one haveing this happen..its like we have great convos and get to kinda know each other a bit then either its a solid drop on my butt or the perverable fade out never to be seen again.So I just keep driveing along the road of life cause who knows what could happen?

MissItalianDiva · 02-05-2011, 06:48 PM

Wow...the never thought I question

Well I never thought I would do say or think a lot of the things I now have grown into and grown out of. I never did think I would be almost 30 and single. I know that is not a big deal to some but I honestly think I believed in the fairy tale for so long when I was younger, then when getting out in the real world and experiencing hurt as well as loss, maybe lost or became a cynic to what my beliefs and hopes are in my life partner.

I never thought this year would bring so much change and renewed faith in so many things. It is only a little over a month into 2011 and I am amazed at all the changes within myself and my life over the past year.

There is much more that I never thought I would do or say or even feel but the way I see it is we are all in resemblance to butterflies and life is a definite butterfly effect. We grow and blossom and evolve as time and life passes by us, through us and with us but if we were to change any of what is or was...we would not be where or who we are right in this moment and when it is all said and done being in the moment and being present is what really matters...not where we were or who we were or even where we will be. Just right now.

I am loving this year and learning to really appreciate the little things and being in the moment...

Leigh · 02-05-2011, 07:32 PM

I never thought I'd feel this way, ever, but I do

The_Lady_Snow · 02-05-2011, 07:41 PM

I'd live in the South again, but I do....

02-05-2011, 07:32 PM	#3
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	I never thought I'd feel this way, ever, but I do __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

02-05-2011, 07:41 PM	#4
The_Lady_Snow MILLION $$$ PUSSY How Do You Identify?: Kinky, Raw, Perverted, Uber Queer Alpha Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Iconic Ms. Relationship Status: Keeper of 3, only one has the map to my freckles Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: La Reina del Sur Posts: 22,488 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 32,231 Thanked 80,077 Times in 15,669 Posts Rep Power: 21474874	I'd live in the South again, but I do.... __________________ "If you’re going to play these dirty games of ours, then you might as well indulge completely. It’s all about turning back into an animal and that’s the beauty of it. Place your guilt on the sidewalk and take a blow torch to it (guilt is usually worthless anyway). Be perverted, be filthy, do things that mannered people shouldn’t do. If you’re going to be gross then go for it and don’t wimp out."---Master Aiden

02-05-2011, 05:49 PM	#1
Rockinonahigh Senior Member How Do You Identify?: stone butch Preferred Pronoun?: makes no diffrence,I know who I am. Relationship Status: single,maybe looking if the right person comes along. Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: shreveport,Louisiana Posts: 4,907 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,682 Thanked 14,933 Times in 3,938 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	I never thought I'd be...Single at this age.Yes,I was thiking about this the other day,for all the stars in the heavens I can't figure it out,maybe it will come clear to me one of these days.I have chated with several really nice ladies but after a while they just fade away or get other things going in there lives and I feel like just a place they stoped and said hello till someone comes along.I know i'm not the only one haveing this happen..its like we have great convos and get to kinda know each other a bit then either its a solid drop on my butt or the perverable fade out never to be seen again.So I just keep driveing along the road of life cause who knows what could happen?

02-05-2011, 06:48 PM	#2
MissItalianDiva Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Miss Twiggy Preferred Pronoun?: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious and that shit doesn't sound atrocious! Relationship Status: divorce happens..all that glitters ain't gold Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: SLC Utah Posts: 2,284 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,768 Thanked 7,159 Times in 1,793 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Wow...the never thought I question Well I never thought I would do say or think a lot of the things I now have grown into and grown out of. I never did think I would be almost 30 and single. I know that is not a big deal to some but I honestly think I believed in the fairy tale for so long when I was younger, then when getting out in the real world and experiencing hurt as well as loss, maybe lost or became a cynic to what my beliefs and hopes are in my life partner. I never thought this year would bring so much change and renewed faith in so many things. It is only a little over a month into 2011 and I am amazed at all the changes within myself and my life over the past year. There is much more that I never thought I would do or say or even feel but the way I see it is we are all in resemblance to butterflies and life is a definite butterfly effect. We grow and blossom and evolve as time and life passes by us, through us and with us but if we were to change any of what is or was...we would not be where or who we are right in this moment and when it is all said and done being in the moment and being present is what really matters...not where we were or who we were or even where we will be. Just right now. I am loving this year and learning to really appreciate the little things and being in the moment...