Friends of Bill W.

Tommi · 01-06-2010, 12:28 AM

I've seen that boat.! !

Thanks for the BD wishes and all...

the fun.
Thanks for all the posts here too.

LeftWriteFemme · 01-06-2010, 05:08 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Tommi

I've seen that boat.! !

Thanks for the BD wishes and all...

the fun.
Thanks for all the posts here too.

You are so welcome, Daddy! It was great getting to spend your Birthday with you!

All my love,

the girl

LeftWriteFemme · 01-06-2010, 05:08 AM

January 6

Hand Me Down Pain

You have sent a cold thing into my heart it causes my feet to move me away from you. It need not be spoken of this is a thing of ice and lead. Words are no help here action is the only cure. Eternity can be spent with a soul bisected by slivers. Stepping the willing way to joy and freedom seems so unlikely from this frosty local. Make my mind up I must. Close my eyes and move forward. I will leave your pain behind me I hope not to have to leave you.

Kiss tiny pebbles and roll them away

~

HELP FROM STRANGE SOURCES

I cannot get my mind wrapped around the places I find help.
I struggle with believing I have been helped.
I struggle with disbelief at my own resistance.
I am helped daily by many tiny things seen and unseen.
I realize now I was injured by the same tiny things.
When I was misaligned with my Higher Power
The sun rising, the tiny star I circle in this great nothingness
It makes my whole day.
The air hanging around just in case I need it,
Which I often do.
The people who live with me, a mean feat.
The people who work with me.
Those who exist here with me keep my ship on course,
How sweet of them to do mostly right everyday of their lives,
What a help that is.
The whole ecosystem and all the weather
What would I do without it?
But this is on a good day,
On a bad day, the sun is in my eyes and scorching my skin,
The air is too still, or well, the wind is always a problem.
And people, people are an endless plight,
People do things to hurt, annoy and irritate me,
Full intent, targeted to me, my life, my wants destroyed.
Bugs seek me and I am followed by the darkest cloud,
Everyday, all day, lurking.

I AM SO THANKFUL FOR A SPONSOR AND A TENTH STEP

Tommi · 01-06-2010, 08:07 AM

Wandering down that happy road...at least I can se the Crossroads now.

Some days and some nights were so lost, and now, I just forget where my car is parked... That is normal right? ....Right??? Confusion less Confuscious = my own Yin and Yang

LeftWriteFemme · 01-07-2010, 04:22 AM

January 7

Dion

Everything in the world happened before I was born and the cinders sift through my fingers. Accomplishing cohesion of the ashes is a goal I have not yet achieved. Cremains precious but meager are a difficult building material, shifting due to emotions and wind, I find they stick too well to my lungs and not well enough to anything else. Tears help, but I will not cry forever. I must draw from a fresh water source and wet the powdery scratch I have inherited and form the world anew.

Use caution when interacting with the crème de la crème this may trigger intolerance

*

OLD GOLDFISH

I got them when my sobriety was new.
They were tiny little guys, ten cent feeders.
I wanted my stepson to sleep soundly
In our strange jumble of a home, fresh from purchase.

The tank sat on a dresser under his elevated bed
Space to fit my hand to feed them
No space for baby boy to climb in
I loved my goldfish.

There is never a NO with goldfish
Feed them as often as you want
Let the water get cold
Put them in a big space, small place, plants, no plants.

NO was so hard, I hate and fear No.
I am hard, fish are easy.
Tears and mesmerizing aquarium
Meetings and steps.

I could not keep myself alive
I don't know how I kept the fish fed.
The program kept me going,
Kept hope flowing and the fish swam.

In this century when we are finally outliving wild goldfish
We are sober together,
By the grace of Higher Power, in this century.
It's been a wonderful time.

I am grateful to be here with the goldfish.
I am grateful the goldfish are here for me.
Expecting so little
Maybe I could return the favor

LeftWriteFemme · 01-07-2010, 05:33 AM

33 years on continous sobriety!!!!!!

Daddy, as always you are my inspiration!

I hope you enjoy this recovery song by recovery folks!

All my love,

they girl

[nomedia="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaHwzkk6tOQ"]YouTube- los lonely boys-how far is heaven[/nomedia]

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Tommi · 01-07-2010, 08:55 AM

Thank you so very much. Well...It is an amazement to me..

as I trudge this happy road..

I am one of those miracles ! I did wait for it to happen, and keep watch for the good , the bad, and especially the UUUUGgggggllly. The HP smiles down upon us girl..You too are one of the sober miracles in my life.

01-06-2010, 12:28 AM	#1
Tommi Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Usually "Hello" Relationship Status: Married and Bound to Tommi's kaijira (Ts_kaijira ) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Suthun.... California that is. Across the ridge from Laguna Beach. Posts: 8,151 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,621 Thanked 21,337 Times in 5,970 Posts Rep Power: 21474860	New Format I've seen that boat.! ! Thanks for the BD wishes and all... the fun. Thanks for all the posts here too.

01-06-2010, 05:08 AM	#3
LeftWriteFemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Daddy's good girl Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Jersey Posts: 16,642 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,529 Thanked 12,285 Times in 5,184 Posts Rep Power: 21474868	January 6 Hand Me Down Pain You have sent a cold thing into my heart it causes my feet to move me away from you. It need not be spoken of this is a thing of ice and lead. Words are no help here action is the only cure. Eternity can be spent with a soul bisected by slivers. Stepping the willing way to joy and freedom seems so unlikely from this frosty local. Make my mind up I must. Close my eyes and move forward. I will leave your pain behind me I hope not to have to leave you. Kiss tiny pebbles and roll them away ~ HELP FROM STRANGE SOURCES I cannot get my mind wrapped around the places I find help. I struggle with believing I have been helped. I struggle with disbelief at my own resistance. I am helped daily by many tiny things seen and unseen. I realize now I was injured by the same tiny things. When I was misaligned with my Higher Power The sun rising, the tiny star I circle in this great nothingness It makes my whole day. The air hanging around just in case I need it, Which I often do. The people who live with me, a mean feat. The people who work with me. Those who exist here with me keep my ship on course, How sweet of them to do mostly right everyday of their lives, What a help that is. The whole ecosystem and all the weather What would I do without it? But this is on a good day, On a bad day, the sun is in my eyes and scorching my skin, The air is too still, or well, the wind is always a problem. And people, people are an endless plight, People do things to hurt, annoy and irritate me, Full intent, targeted to me, my life, my wants destroyed. Bugs seek me and I am followed by the darkest cloud, Everyday, all day, lurking. I AM SO THANKFUL FOR A SPONSOR AND A TENTH STEP __________________ Clicking on these dragon eggs will take you to my new erotic novella: Dragon Bait .........Hope you enjoy it! ________________________________________________ Please take a look at my work Click on flashing smilie to see my website To look at my Daddy/girl erotica book Click on pompom girl to see Elbows on the Table, Palms Flat

01-07-2010, 04:22 AM	#5
LeftWriteFemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Daddy's good girl Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Jersey Posts: 16,642 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,529 Thanked 12,285 Times in 5,184 Posts Rep Power: 21474868	January 7 Dion Everything in the world happened before I was born and the cinders sift through my fingers. Accomplishing cohesion of the ashes is a goal I have not yet achieved. Cremains precious but meager are a difficult building material, shifting due to emotions and wind, I find they stick too well to my lungs and not well enough to anything else. Tears help, but I will not cry forever. I must draw from a fresh water source and wet the powdery scratch I have inherited and form the world anew. Use caution when interacting with the crème de la crème this may trigger intolerance * OLD GOLDFISH I got them when my sobriety was new. They were tiny little guys, ten cent feeders. I wanted my stepson to sleep soundly In our strange jumble of a home, fresh from purchase. The tank sat on a dresser under his elevated bed Space to fit my hand to feed them No space for baby boy to climb in I loved my goldfish. There is never a NO with goldfish Feed them as often as you want Let the water get cold Put them in a big space, small place, plants, no plants. NO was so hard, I hate and fear No. I am hard, fish are easy. Tears and mesmerizing aquarium Meetings and steps. I could not keep myself alive I don't know how I kept the fish fed. The program kept me going, Kept hope flowing and the fish swam. In this century when we are finally outliving wild goldfish We are sober together, By the grace of Higher Power, in this century. It's been a wonderful time. I am grateful to be here with the goldfish. I am grateful the goldfish are here for me. Expecting so little Maybe I could return the favor __________________ Clicking on these dragon eggs will take you to my new erotic novella: Dragon Bait .........Hope you enjoy it! ________________________________________________ Please take a look at my work Click on flashing smilie to see my website To look at my Daddy/girl erotica book Click on pompom girl to see Elbows on the Table, Palms Flat

01-07-2010, 05:33 AM	#6
LeftWriteFemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Daddy's good girl Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Jersey Posts: 16,642 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,529 Thanked 12,285 Times in 5,184 Posts Rep Power: 21474868	Happy Anniversary Tommi!!!!!!!! 33 years on continous sobriety!!!!!! Daddy, as always you are my inspiration! I hope you enjoy this recovery song by recovery folks! All my love, they girl [nomedia="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaHwzkk6tOQ"]YouTube- los lonely boys-how far is heaven[/nomedia] . __________________ Clicking on these dragon eggs will take you to my new erotic novella: Dragon Bait .........Hope you enjoy it! ________________________________________________ Please take a look at my work Click on flashing smilie to see my website To look at my Daddy/girl erotica book Click on pompom girl to see Elbows on the Table, Palms Flat

01-06-2010, 08:07 AM	#4
Tommi Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Usually "Hello" Relationship Status: Married and Bound to Tommi's kaijira (Ts_kaijira ) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Suthun.... California that is. Across the ridge from Laguna Beach. Posts: 8,151 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,621 Thanked 21,337 Times in 5,970 Posts Rep Power: 21474860	Wandering down that happy road...at least I can se the Crossroads now. Some days and some nights were so lost, and now, I just forget where my car is parked... That is normal right? ....Right??? Confusion less Confuscious = my own Yin and Yang

01-07-2010, 08:55 AM	#7
Tommi Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Usually "Hello" Relationship Status: Married and Bound to Tommi's kaijira (Ts_kaijira ) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Suthun.... California that is. Across the ridge from Laguna Beach. Posts: 8,151 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,621 Thanked 21,337 Times in 5,970 Posts Rep Power: 21474860	Thank you so very much. Well...It is an amazement to me.. as I trudge this happy road.. I am one of those miracles ! I did wait for it to happen, and keep watch for the good , the bad, and especially the UUUUGgggggllly. The HP smiles down upon us girl..You too are one of the sober miracles in my life.