What made you sad today...

Venus007 · 09-01-2011, 05:34 AM

Today I miss my parents, I just want to sit and talk to them and hug them. I miss how they smell and how they laugh and holding their hands.
They have been dead 11 years now.

Tawse · 09-01-2011, 05:42 AM

on the eve of DragonCon I am sad that I have to keep my excitement level in check... I can't just let it all go like others can... sucks sometimes.

MaggieBluIze · 09-07-2011, 07:28 PM

I'm really so very scared, but so badly want to be happy about it all.

I want to share my "news", but feel that if I do it will make it real and it will really happen (even though this could not be more real)!!!

I miss you my sweet friend, but trying so hard to respect the decision to "seperate". I miss my D and always will.

I'm happy ... So happy, on some levels ... But people that matter to me have noclue ... This makes my heart hurt ... I feel an ache for those that are "just gone" from my life.

you.

JAGG · 10-03-2011, 12:17 PM

Watching someone I care about make a fool out of himself. He always says the wrong things when he is angry. He apparently can't see how badly he contadicts himself, but the rest of us sure can. I know he is very unhappy, it's got to suck, it's sad. But it sure makes me grateful for my life.

Apocalipstic · 10-03-2011, 12:47 PM

Someone very near and ear to me is angry with me and won't call me back or text and I am not really sure what I did and I can't stop crying.

Soft*Silver · 12-25-2011, 07:18 PM

my mind goes back in time,a few years ago, on a Christmas day, when a warm, sweet, much understood and lonely man died in a fire that consumed his house as he lay sleeping. He had such a softness about him, and wanted only for people to give him time and some attention, for her felt abandoned in life due to circumstances that well, were so sad and tragic. I will never forget this man, and I can still see his smile and his eyes that beamed when anyone made him happy by just conversing with him.

this is a sadness mixed with joy...I am so sorry he is gone, but oh David, my life is so much better having known you...god and goddess bless and may you have finally found the absolution and compassion you so sought here...

Rockinonahigh · 12-25-2011, 08:09 PM

Most of the holidays have been ok,I did celebrate some with folks before the weekend started.Then it started raining and is either raining or misting heavy wich has made the last two days bleary,cold and drab ...not what I expected for a Christmas weekend.All this crapy weather has kicked in a major arthritis issue that im barely keeping in check,this hot spot in my back has effected my left hip and leg but I have managed to get things done anyway....its just the way its goes.I hope the next week is better than this one has been so new years will at least be a dry weekend.

1QuirkyKiwi · 01-17-2012, 02:09 PM

One of my Scottish cousins’ being so insensitive earlier when we spoke that he reduced me to tears. I didn’t feel like going to my stitching group tonight as I still feel a little tearful, so I’m curling up with a good book and a pot of tea.

Merlin · 01-17-2012, 03:11 PM

That my girl was more intrested in other things than being with me and getting some sugar ..

I may be butch but it hurt me a bit .. We still aren't talking because I told her and she didn't like hearing the truth.

~Bo · 01-22-2012, 09:56 AM

Joe Paterno died this morning.

I hope the fuckin' Penn State trustees feel REAL good about themselves now. Bastards.

Miss Scarlett · 01-22-2012, 12:56 PM

It's coming up on that time of year again...the 5th anniversary of my Mom's death.

i'm sad but in a different way. A peaceful way...

Last year i was finally able to grieve. With the help and support of my most patient very best friend i was at last able to say Kaddish at her grave and cry from the depths of my soul...

09-01-2011, 05:34 AM	#1
Venus007 Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Serene Highness ;} Relationship Status: Dreamily contemplating some outrage against conventional morality Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Houston area Posts: 1,362 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,417 Thanked 4,749 Times in 1,139 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Orphan Today I miss my parents, I just want to sit and talk to them and hug them. I miss how they smell and how they laugh and holding their hands. They have been dead 11 years now. __________________ . "I need no warrant for being, and no word of sanction upon my being. I am the warrant and the sanction. " Ayn Rand, Anthem "So you'll die happily for your sins. You'd rather die in guilt then live in love?" Timothy Leary

09-07-2011, 07:28 PM	#3
MaggieBluIze Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Feisty Kick Butt Bratty Babygirl Femme LOL Preferred Pronoun?: Something Sweet Please =) Relationship Status: My rainbow bubble holds love, happiness and life with my sweet Husbutch Daddy Bass! Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Austin TX Baby!!! Posts: 2,154 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,912 Thanked 5,385 Times in 1,504 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I'm really so very scared, but so badly want to be happy about it all. I want to share my "news", but feel that if I do it will make it real and it will really happen (even though this could not be more real)!!! I miss you my sweet friend, but trying so hard to respect the decision to "seperate". I miss my D and always will. I'm happy ... So happy, on some levels ... But people that matter to me have noclue ... This makes my heart hurt ... I feel an ache for those that are "just gone" from my life. you. __________________ s her sweet Daddy Bass ~~http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a1...ion/maggie.jpg

10-03-2011, 12:17 PM	#4
JAGG Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: JAGG Relationship Status: =) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Tulsa (cat free zone) Posts: 6,093 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 18,651 Thanked 17,531 Times in 4,137 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	Watching someone I care about make a fool out of himself. He always says the wrong things when he is angry. He apparently can't see how badly he contadicts himself, but the rest of us sure can. I know he is very unhappy, it's got to suck, it's sad. But it sure makes me grateful for my life. __________________ I don't want to spend my life with someone I can live with, I want to spend my life with someone I can't live without.

10-03-2011, 12:47 PM	#5
Apocalipstic Pink Confection How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, Ma'am Relationship Status: Dating Myself Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Nashville Posts: 4,266 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 17,195 Thanked 11,362 Times in 2,838 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	Someone very near and ear to me is angry with me and won't call me back or text and I am not really sure what I did and I can't stop crying. __________________

12-25-2011, 07:18 PM	#6
SoftSilver Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: rose cottage Posts: 5,592 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,948 Thanked 15,903 Times in 4,062 Posts Rep Power*: 21474857	today is wonderful but... my mind goes back in time,a few years ago, on a Christmas day, when a warm, sweet, much understood and lonely man died in a fire that consumed his house as he lay sleeping. He had such a softness about him, and wanted only for people to give him time and some attention, for her felt abandoned in life due to circumstances that well, were so sad and tragic. I will never forget this man, and I can still see his smile and his eyes that beamed when anyone made him happy by just conversing with him. this is a sadness mixed with joy...I am so sorry he is gone, but oh David, my life is so much better having known you...god and goddess bless and may you have finally found the absolution and compassion you so sought here... __________________ Pole bachit, a lis chuye. The field sees, the forest hears

09-01-2011, 05:42 AM	#2
Tawse Member How Do You Identify?: TG Gender Queer Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Atlanta Posts: 730 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,973 Thanked 2,733 Times in 642 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	on the eve of DragonCon I am sad that I have to keep my excitement level in check... I can't just let it all go like others can... sucks sometimes.

12-25-2011, 08:09 PM	#7
Rockinonahigh Senior Member How Do You Identify?: stone butch Preferred Pronoun?: makes no diffrence,I know who I am. Relationship Status: single,maybe looking if the right person comes along. Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: shreveport,Louisiana Posts: 4,907 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,682 Thanked 14,933 Times in 3,938 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	Most of the holidays have been ok,I did celebrate some with folks before the weekend started.Then it started raining and is either raining or misting heavy wich has made the last two days bleary,cold and drab ...not what I expected for a Christmas weekend.All this crapy weather has kicked in a major arthritis issue that im barely keeping in check,this hot spot in my back has effected my left hip and leg but I have managed to get things done anyway....its just the way its goes.I hope the next week is better than this one has been so new years will at least be a dry weekend.

01-17-2012, 02:09 PM	#8
1QuirkyKiwi Senior Member How Do You Identify?: BBW. Unique femininity that does not encompass the western paradigm. Preferred Pronoun?: Anything Respectful! Relationship Status: Single, Happy, not Desparate or Looking, but Open to Possibilities... Join Date: Sep 2011 Location: Europe and Aotearoa on a 5:2 ratio. Posts: 2,308 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 11,003 Thanked 6,035 Times in 1,617 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	One of my Scottish cousins’ being so insensitive earlier when we spoke that he reduced me to tears. I didn’t feel like going to my stitching group tonight as I still feel a little tearful, so I’m curling up with a good book and a pot of tea. __________________ What will make the difference to me is your strength of character and what's in your heart...

01-17-2012, 03:11 PM	#9
Merlin Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: Knight in shining armour. Relationship Status: Spoken for Join Date: May 2011 Location: England Posts: 250 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 87 Thanked 547 Times in 170 Posts Rep Power: 6763778	That my girl was more intrested in other things than being with me and getting some sugar .. I may be butch but it hurt me a bit .. We still aren't talking because I told her and she didn't like hearing the truth. __________________ https://youtu.be/IWvEXChflEE

01-22-2012, 09:56 AM	#10
~Bo Senior Member How Do You Identify?: FTM Preferred Pronoun?: He Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: PA Posts: 1,590 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,247 Thanked 1,680 Times in 742 Posts Rep Power: 13485855	Joe Paterno died this morning. I hope the fuckin' Penn State trustees feel REAL good about themselves now. Bastards.

01-22-2012, 12:56 PM	#11
Miss Scarlett Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: . Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: . Posts: 5,530 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,478 Thanked 12,947 Times in 3,419 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	It's coming up on that time of year again...the 5th anniversary of my Mom's death. i'm sad but in a different way. A peaceful way... Last year i was finally able to grieve. With the help and support of my most patient very best friend i was at last able to say Kaddish at her grave and cry from the depths of my soul...