All of Me

girl_dee · 10-06-2011, 05:57 PM

Lovely and wonderful, as always...

Massive · 10-06-2011, 05:59 PM

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Originally Posted by Cajun_dee

Lovely and wonderful, as always...

*smiles* Thank you, and as always I appreciate your support

Massive · 10-07-2011, 05:44 PM

Jealousy?

Am I supposed to get jealous?
When you wave your drama around in front of me,
When you jump from relationship to relationship,
Only days after you dump me,
Am I supposed to feel guilty for what I lost out on?
No,
I don’t think so,
I’m not stooping to your level,
I don’t have to,
Because I know I’m better than that,
I know what I’m worth,
And I’m worth far more than you could ever have given me.
Funny how you can go from proposing marriage,
To sleeping with your ex,
In such a short period of time,
That’s not love,
That’s using people for your own ends.
That’s lower than low,
That’s beneath contempt.
So why should I get jealous?
Why can’t I be the adult?
Get on with your life,
Whatever,
You dumped me...
If we get right down to it,
What a fascinating case study you would be,
But that would mean paying more attention,
To more bullshit and lies,
And yeah,
You’re so not worth that.
Sorry,
I’ve got a life,
How about you?
You’ve got to come around me all the time,
Bragging about shit that means nothing to me,
Grow up,
I had thought you were an adult,
How wrong was I?
Guess I was the only adult in the relationship,
But you live and learn,
I won’t let someone use
Or abuse me,
Because they have self-esteem issues,
Guess what?
Adults in love are not abusive to their partners!
Guess what?
You did me a favour when you dumped me!
Because I can hold my head up high,
And let other people see you for the hypocrite you are,
And I don’t even have to say a single word,
Because you’re saying it all for me,
By trying to be the star attraction,
In a circus of bullshit you’ve created,
Good luck,
But please,
Just stay the fuck away from me with your filth.
I pass,
I don’t want nor need it,
Never did,
I guess it wasn’t ever love,
Because I can’t even pity you now,
All I feel is contempt,
Nothing else.
I made a good escape from all that,
Thank fuck for that.
So,
Carry on trying to make me jealous sweetheart,
The only way I see it is I missed having to spend a life in misery with you,
So who won that one?
Looks to me like it was me
...

07/09/11
M

Massive · 10-10-2011, 02:17 PM

Beyond Contempt

Spewing out your filth and bullshit lies,
You’re parasites,
And deserve just what you get.
You think hurting people is acceptable?
Well, you’re wrong,
It makes you worse than scum,
It makes you beyond contempt,
You say you don’t feel guilt?
Don’t feel sorry in any way?
If that’s the case,
Why bolster your lack of self-esteem
By lashing out at the few who could give a damn?
Why hurt people who’ve done nothing wrong,
Other than care about you,
And wrongly so,
Because you don’t deserve it,
You barely deserve the hatred you create.
All you are are seething pits of negative blackness,
Devouring or destroying all that is good in this world,
And thinking your actions are justified,
Well guess what?
You’re still wrong.
Karma’s the bitch that will bite you back,
Because you get what you give out
Back tenfold,
And there won’t be anybody there to pick up the pieces,
Because you lost anyone who could’ve cared long ago.
So carry on with your pathetic lives,
Just don’t drag the rest of us down to your level in the process,
Some of us happen to give a damn,
Some of us have hearts and consciences,
Some of us care,
Some of us have real feelings,
Some of us are worth it.
You are not.

09/09/11
M

Massive · 02-05-2012, 03:31 PM

Progress

There was a time when all I thought about was you,
You lit up my life there was nothing I could not do,
But then you went away because what I had was not enough,
Now the nights are long and once calm seas have become rough.

I don’t know what else I could have done when I gave all I had to give,
Every drop of my blood I would have given just to know that you still live,
But no more and never again because you made me a lifeless husk,
The light of the day is fading now growing darker into dusk.

Was my love so meaningless to you that you could turn away so fast?
When day after day all you ever said was that we were meant to last.

It’s all about you,
It’s always been about you,
The one who stole my heart away,
Then walked out of my life,
It’s all about you,
It’s all about you,
This thing called life is all about you.

But I can’t keep on looking back with such anger,
Because all that does is leave my life like some kind of stranger,
We all deserve better than wallowing in self-doubt,
At the end of the day there is always a way out.

It’s no longer all about you,
It’s about me and my life,
My heart is my own,
It belongs to those who deserve it,
It’s no longer all about you,
It doesn’t ever have to be about you,
My life is my own and it always has been separate from you.

M
05/02/12

Massive · 02-13-2012, 03:45 PM

What I want to be

I want to be the one,
I want to be the only one.
I want to be the one who holds her close,
I want to be there no matter what,
I want to be the one who says I love you,
I want to be the one who supports her,
I want to be the one who makes it all go away,
I want to be the one who falls asleep with her in my arms,
I want to be the one who can share the good and the bad.
I want to be the one who sees her for who she is,
I want to be the one who shows her how I see her through my eyes.
I want to be the one who never lets her go,
I want to be the one who shares my life with her,
I want to be the one who walks down the street holding her hand,
I want to be the one who is proud of who she is,
I want to be the one who says “Yes, that beautiful woman is with me.”
I want to be the one who will hold her when she cries,
I want to be the one who celebrates everything she achieves,
I want to be the one who encourages her to be all that she is,
I want to be her everything.
I want to be the one who can make her smile,
I want to be her go-to guy,
I want to be the one who watches her sleep,
I want to be the one who brings her flowers just because.
I want to be the one who is also one of her best friends,
I want to be the one who watches the sunrise and sunset with her,
I want to be the one that can be her shoulder to lean on,
I want to be the one who is good enough for her,
I want to be someone she can trust,
I want to be the one who she can talk with about anything, everything and nothing,
I want to be the one who can sweep her off her feet.
I want to be the one who sees the love in her eyes,
I want to be the one who smells her skin, her hair, while her head rests on my chest,
I want to be there laying in bed with her listening to her heart beating,
I want to be the one who can smell her on me whenever we are apart.
I want to be the one,
I want to be the only one,
I want to be with her,
I want to find her too.

M
13/02/12

girl_dee · 02-13-2012, 08:22 PM

Awesome! ..................

10-07-2011, 05:44 PM	#3
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	Jealousy? Am I supposed to get jealous? When you wave your drama around in front of me, When you jump from relationship to relationship, Only days after you dump me, Am I supposed to feel guilty for what I lost out on? No, I don’t think so, I’m not stooping to your level, I don’t have to, Because I know I’m better than that, I know what I’m worth, And I’m worth far more than you could ever have given me. Funny how you can go from proposing marriage, To sleeping with your ex, In such a short period of time, That’s not love, That’s using people for your own ends. That’s lower than low, That’s beneath contempt. So why should I get jealous? Why can’t I be the adult? Get on with your life, Whatever, You dumped me... If we get right down to it, What a fascinating case study you would be, But that would mean paying more attention, To more bullshit and lies, And yeah, You’re so not worth that. Sorry, I’ve got a life, How about you? You’ve got to come around me all the time, Bragging about shit that means nothing to me, Grow up, I had thought you were an adult, How wrong was I? Guess I was the only adult in the relationship, But you live and learn, I won’t let someone use Or abuse me, Because they have self-esteem issues, Guess what? Adults in love are not abusive to their partners! Guess what? You did me a favour when you dumped me! Because I can hold my head up high, And let other people see you for the hypocrite you are, And I don’t even have to say a single word, Because you’re saying it all for me, By trying to be the star attraction, In a circus of bullshit you’ve created, Good luck, But please, Just stay the fuck away from me with your filth. I pass, I don’t want nor need it, Never did, I guess it wasn’t ever love, Because I can’t even pity you now, All I feel is contempt, Nothing else. I made a good escape from all that, Thank fuck for that. So, Carry on trying to make me jealous sweetheart, The only way I see it is I missed having to spend a life in misery with you, So who won that one? Looks to me like it was me ... 07/09/11 M __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

10-10-2011, 02:17 PM	#4
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	Beyond Contempt Spewing out your filth and bullshit lies, You’re parasites, And deserve just what you get. You think hurting people is acceptable? Well, you’re wrong, It makes you worse than scum, It makes you beyond contempt, You say you don’t feel guilt? Don’t feel sorry in any way? If that’s the case, Why bolster your lack of self-esteem By lashing out at the few who could give a damn? Why hurt people who’ve done nothing wrong, Other than care about you, And wrongly so, Because you don’t deserve it, You barely deserve the hatred you create. All you are are seething pits of negative blackness, Devouring or destroying all that is good in this world, And thinking your actions are justified, Well guess what? You’re still wrong. Karma’s the bitch that will bite you back, Because you get what you give out Back tenfold, And there won’t be anybody there to pick up the pieces, Because you lost anyone who could’ve cared long ago. So carry on with your pathetic lives, Just don’t drag the rest of us down to your level in the process, Some of us happen to give a damn, Some of us have hearts and consciences, Some of us care, Some of us have real feelings, Some of us are worth it. You are not. 09/09/11 M __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

02-05-2012, 03:31 PM	#5
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	Progress There was a time when all I thought about was you, You lit up my life there was nothing I could not do, But then you went away because what I had was not enough, Now the nights are long and once calm seas have become rough. I don’t know what else I could have done when I gave all I had to give, Every drop of my blood I would have given just to know that you still live, But no more and never again because you made me a lifeless husk, The light of the day is fading now growing darker into dusk. Was my love so meaningless to you that you could turn away so fast? When day after day all you ever said was that we were meant to last. It’s all about you, It’s always been about you, The one who stole my heart away, Then walked out of my life, It’s all about you, It’s all about you, This thing called life is all about you. But I can’t keep on looking back with such anger, Because all that does is leave my life like some kind of stranger, We all deserve better than wallowing in self-doubt, At the end of the day there is always a way out. It’s no longer all about you, It’s about me and my life, My heart is my own, It belongs to those who deserve it, It’s no longer all about you, It doesn’t ever have to be about you, My life is my own and it always has been separate from you. M 05/02/12 __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

02-13-2012, 03:45 PM	#6
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	What I want to be I want to be the one, I want to be the only one. I want to be the one who holds her close, I want to be there no matter what, I want to be the one who says I love you, I want to be the one who supports her, I want to be the one who makes it all go away, I want to be the one who falls asleep with her in my arms, I want to be the one who can share the good and the bad. I want to be the one who sees her for who she is, I want to be the one who shows her how I see her through my eyes. I want to be the one who never lets her go, I want to be the one who shares my life with her, I want to be the one who walks down the street holding her hand, I want to be the one who is proud of who she is, I want to be the one who says “Yes, that beautiful woman is with me.” I want to be the one who will hold her when she cries, I want to be the one who celebrates everything she achieves, I want to be the one who encourages her to be all that she is, I want to be her everything. I want to be the one who can make her smile, I want to be her go-to guy, I want to be the one who watches her sleep, I want to be the one who brings her flowers just because. I want to be the one who is also one of her best friends, I want to be the one who watches the sunrise and sunset with her, I want to be the one that can be her shoulder to lean on, I want to be the one who is good enough for her, I want to be someone she can trust, I want to be the one who she can talk with about anything, everything and nothing, I want to be the one who can sweep her off her feet. I want to be the one who sees the love in her eyes, I want to be the one who smells her skin, her hair, while her head rests on my chest, I want to be there laying in bed with her listening to her heart beating, I want to be the one who can smell her on me whenever we are apart. I want to be the one, I want to be the only one, I want to be with her, I want to find her too. M 13/02/12 __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

10-06-2011, 05:57 PM	#1
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02-13-2012, 08:22 PM	#7
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