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Nurse Darlin · 10-20-2011, 12:59 PM

My heart is breaking right now. Yesterday my oldest brother was in a tractor accident. The tractor rolled on him. He did not survive. He was 39 and left behind a wife and 2 small sons. I lost my son 7 years ago, and now my big brother. My Dad is taking it the hardest...he found him. This is a very hard time for us. I wish I had said I Love You more often. Tell the ones in your life how much you love them every day. You never know when it may be the last.

SelfMadeMan · 10-20-2011, 01:07 PM

Nurse Darlin - I am *SO* incredibly sorry, not only for the loss of your brother, but also on the loss of your son. I have survived the loss of my parents, so I know the grief of losing someone you love dearly, but losing a sibling and a child is beyond my comprehension. My heart goes out to you and your family. I send you all the positive energy and healing thoughts I can muster, and I will keep your family - and his - in my thoughts. Please take care of yourself and let us know when you need someone to lean on. - Mike

Nurse Darlin · 10-21-2011, 05:21 AM

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Originally Posted by SelfMadeMan

Nurse Darlin - I am *SO* incredibly sorry, not only for the loss of your brother, but also on the loss of your son. I have survived the loss of my parents, so I know the grief of losing someone you love dearly, but losing a sibling and a child is beyond my comprehension. My heart goes out to you and your family. I send you all the positive energy and healing thoughts I can muster, and I will keep your family - and his - in my thoughts. Please take care of yourself and let us know when you need someone to lean on. - Mike

I thank you. I have so many thoughts going through my head. I get mad at things I shouldn't I get jealous of people that talk about the last time the seen him. I am selfish to believe that no one else has the right to hurt like me and my other brother and parents. When people come to moms house all crying and carrying on, I want to scream. They don't know my pain. I almost punched a man yesterday. He Was at my moms half drunk and God knows what else. He really didn't even know Mike, my brother. He was cussing a lot. "F" this and "GD" that. I finially told him to shut up or leave. He was standing right beside my daughter the whole time. There were church people and my family who are christians there. My grandma...you just say stuff like that in front of my grandma. He finially left. My brothers wife...I feel she's too calm. But, I know that's wrong of me. I want to smack her sometimes and tell her to stop giggling with her friends and flippin cry! Then she tried to make my 8 year old nephew hug everyone in the room(lots of people) only seconds after telling him about his Daddy. Poor baby was so distraught and crying. He didn't want to walk around the room hugging people. I'm sorry I'm just rambling. I'm hurting and have so much inside me I'm a confused mess. Thank you for your thoughts.

Soon · 10-21-2011, 05:28 AM

I'm so sorry for your loss, Nurse Darlin.

clay · 10-20-2011, 01:11 PM

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Originally Posted by Nurse Darlin

My heart is breaking right now. Yesterday my oldest brother was in a tractor accident. The tractor rolled on him. He did not survive. He was 39 and left behind a wife and 2 small sons. I lost my son 7 years ago, and now my big brother. My Dad is taking it the hardest...he found him. This is a very hard time for us. I wish I had said I Love You more often. Tell the ones in your life how much you love them every day. You never know when it may be the last.

((((((((((((NURSE))))))))))))...my deepest heartfelt condolences to you, and your family! Please know I am here for you..anytime..if you need a shoulder to lean on...may you & your family be able to find peace and comfort through all of this...bless you, my friend! Clay

Nurse Darlin · 10-21-2011, 05:29 AM

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Originally Posted by claybaby

((((((((((((NURSE))))))))))))...my deepest heartfelt condolences to you, and your family! Please know I am here for you..anytime..if you need a shoulder to lean on...may you & your family be able to find peace and comfort through all of this...bless you, my friend! Clay

Thank you for your kind words. It means a lot to have people who care.

cuddlyfemme · 10-21-2011, 05:47 AM

Nurse Darlin', I can't find the words to tell you how sorry I am about your loss. Remember we are all here for you

Turtle · 10-23-2011, 01:55 PM

As we all light our candles to bless those we are thinking of, please take a deep breath and breathe out healing love for those in need. Blessed Be, Amen, and Ashe.

Turtle · 10-27-2011, 10:44 PM

A special candle tonight for those who out there taking care of others...Bless You

clay · 11-06-2011, 12:10 AM

A white candle for Rockinonahigh's furbaby who passed a little while ago..run free sweet baby..you are now whole, healthy, seizure free...wait there patiently..your daddi will join you again one day! Hy will always love you and miss you! Bless you, Rockin'!

White light of healing and peace to all...and....
For myself...renew my courage, and give me peace and a safe journey as I trek forward on my journey to be healthy and whole again.
Bless the doctors and surgeon and oncologist who will be treating me so very soon!
Heal me..within..and heal my spirit...I am STRONG and I will fight!!!

This is for all the people who need any kind of a blessing and hope at this time..no matter what you may be facing, dealing with, and going through..YOU are never alone! Peace and white light to you all!

Bless those shallow people in the world...theirs must be such a lonely world!

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10-20-2011, 12:59 PM	#1
Nurse Darlin Member How Do You Identify?: Femme-agressive at times Preferred Pronoun?: she/her/babygirl Relationship Status: Never been more in love with my Sugarbear! Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: West Virginia Posts: 148 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 278 Thanked 477 Times in 87 Posts Rep Power: 4732369	My heart is breaking right now. Yesterday my oldest brother was in a tractor accident. The tractor rolled on him. He did not survive. He was 39 and left behind a wife and 2 small sons. I lost my son 7 years ago, and now my big brother. My Dad is taking it the hardest...he found him. This is a very hard time for us. I wish I had said I Love You more often. Tell the ones in your life how much you love them every day. You never know when it may be the last.

10-20-2011, 01:07 PM	#2
SelfMadeMan Member How Do You Identify?: Transsexual Man Preferred Pronoun?: Male Relationship Status: Married to The Woman of My Dreams <3 Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Minnesota Posts: 802 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 796 Thanked 2,668 Times in 527 Posts Rep Power: 18972345	Nurse Darlin - I am SO incredibly sorry, not only for the loss of your brother, but also on the loss of your son. I have survived the loss of my parents, so I know the grief of losing someone you love dearly, but losing a sibling and a child is beyond my comprehension. My heart goes out to you and your family. I send you all the positive energy and healing thoughts I can muster, and I will keep your family - and his - in my thoughts. Please take care of yourself and let us know when you need someone to lean on. - Mike

10-21-2011, 05:28 AM	#4
Soon Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme Relationship Status: attached Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: . Posts: 6,896 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 29,046 Thanked 13,094 Times in 3,386 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	I'm so sorry for your loss, Nurse Darlin.

10-21-2011, 05:47 AM	#7
cuddlyfemme Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Stone Femme Preferred Pronoun?: her/she Relationship Status: single Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: South Carolina Posts: 2,271 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 717 Thanked 2,452 Times in 1,270 Posts Rep Power: 11496123	Nurse Darlin', I can't find the words to tell you how sorry I am about your loss. Remember we are all here for you

10-23-2011, 01:55 PM	#8
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10-27-2011, 10:44 PM	#9
Turtle Senior Member How Do You Identify?: A mixity Preferred Pronoun?: whatever Relationship Status: chillin Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: in a really really cute little place Posts: 2,144 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,442 Thanked 4,529 Times in 1,220 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	A special candle tonight for those who out there taking care of others...Bless You