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Hey OS Butch, don't feel so bad, I had a mini (if you can call it that) relapse today myself. I smoked half a cigar over two different periods of time. I swear the hardest time is right after a meal! I should have changed my patch before we went to eat but I forgot and this was the end product. I just need to use more will power I guess.
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i'm in here too... trying my damndest to quit. i was smoking 9 ciggs a day. now i'm down to 3. the one cigg that i really long for is my morning cigarette right after my coffee.
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Yup those ingrained 'habit' cigs are the hardest. My hardest ones were the ones after food too. It's that bit where all the nicotine replacement therapies can't help you and that 'will power' has to kick. It's hard but it's possible. Keep on keepin' the non tobacco faith! |
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mmhmm the rituals to me were much worse than the actual physical addiction.
Gillian and I quit about 7 years ago now and I still have times where I think "I'll just smoke one" but yeah - no I can't do that. What even makes it worse (or maybe it's a good thing?) is that I have dreams where I'm smoking and I wake up so pissed that I started again and have to quit all over... maybe that's my brains way of saying "you really don't wanna go there.. see how much it'll piss you off?" lol You guys can do it! |
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I went to the club Saturday night and don't ya know it I smoked half a pack while I was there! Dammit! Now I'm craving a cigarette like crazy, or at least I think I am. IDK, maybe I'm just craving the hand to mouth motion thing.
Nahhhhh, I wanna cigarette.
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I craved big yesterday...I stood downwind of the school smokers. Didn't do it. You can get past it Starbuck. Start over. Day one!
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Checking in; I'm still smoking out on the deck which cut my intake in half. I have been coughing less and breathing better. When the weather gets colder, I won't feel like standing out there freezing my azz off for one, that's for sure!
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