Part Of Me...My Poetry

[WolfyOne]

Memories

Life more precious than we realize
Yet some of us can only idealize
Enjoying only what money can buy
Material things are in constant supply

Envisioning long ago days of past
Playing outside hoping sunlight will last
Dinner at a table and we can all talk
About how the day went and an evening walk

Sitting on a porch with ice cream on a stick
From the ice cream man as parents let us pick
Catching fireflies and letting them go
After showing our hands aglow

Fast forwarding to children of today
Don't know what's missed by staying in to play
Adventures they will never share
Or even experiencing a double dog dare

As I age those memories appear
If only in my mind as I hold them dear
The next generation will tell their own
To those that follow about how they've grown

[WolfyOne]

I think this will be my last Reunion poem because no matter how hard I try, I can't do better than the very first one I wrote.

Reunion Number 3

Reunion Number 3 just days away
The Peabody a great place to stay
Incredible bonding we all will share
Feelings showing you'll know we care
This reunion the biggest one yet
Will you be ready able and set
For all emotions from happy to sad
Picture perfect memories to be had
How many virgins will make a splash
Who'll be running a 50 yard dash
As we jump from room to room
Cameras appear with a zoom
Capturing each beautiful smile
Along with every clothing style
For all the happy we will bring
And all the drinks we may ka-ching
Eventually it all must end
Happy messages we all will send
The farewell brunch is often hard
With all the tears our vision marred
Until next year we must refrain
Reunion everything we must retain

[WolfyOne]

Being at the reunion, I had a little inspiration and found writing today came easy.
I hope the words continue to flow because I don't like when my mind is blocked for months at a time.


Almost There

From across the room I saw her there
All I could do was stare
Never would I have a chance
So I continue to glance
My mouth would never say
What my pen can portray
My eyes were open wide
Yet I had to decide
Was I ready willing and able
Or still a bit unstable
Am I scared to open up
Like a little unsure pup
My answer came quite quick
As I gave myself a kick
I'm almost to that point
But afaid to disappoint
So for now I'll take me slow
I'm grateful for what I can show
At least I know with time
That mountain I will climb
When I get around that bend
I'll no longer have to pretend
For the day I settle down
Those tears I can drown
Trading in my sad
And all my feeling bad
For the one who's love I feel
It is then I'll know she's real

[WolfyOne]

Ode To Angel and Little Max

Two of my rescues found Heavens Gate
No longer to wonder what will await
Friends and family met them inside
No longer in pain where they all reside
Mama Kitty will show them the way
Never will they have to feel like a stray
Angel and Little Max you'll be missed here on earth
Always know to me you were worth
Whatever it took to save you from abuse
And take you down from that virtual noose
You were loved by someone that cared
We happened to be perfectly paired
You taught my heart to open to all
At a time when I could only bawl
Lessons in love I did learn
From my rescues who did yearn
Afraid at first from human touch
But in the end gave so much
Thank you for the time we shared
And every feeling we all bared

[WolfyOne]

I was looking for something today in some old packed away boxes and came across some pictures and decided to take a peek at all of them.
I saw so many of me and others at various ages in my life...and then one popped out at me, made my mind wander.
Briefly my old inspiration was in my head and all of a sudden I was able to sit down and put words on paper.
Funny how words seem to come when memories flare or sad times hit.



Pictures

Flipping through old pictures she was there
I remember how much I did care
She once had me heart and soul
Loving her always was my main goal
I made mistakes I will admit
Devastated I was when she split
How hard I tried to win her back
I just didn't have the knack
She was my inspiration day and night
Even after she took flight
I gave up writing for a while
Nothing inside me could I rile
She was the one that got away
The only one I wanted to stay
Others came and others went
But none of them could I cement
Feelings like I had with her
So sweet so sensual so darn pure
Many years have since passed by
No more tears my eyes are dry
Oh how her smile lives in my head
Infectious laugh it was widespread
Some things I'll never be able to forget
Like the very first time we ever met
Moving on was hard to do
But it made me the person I grew into
When I finally meet "the one"
I won't raom and I won't run
Made that mistake years ago
Ate the pain and swallowed the woe

[WolfyOne]

The Words

The words I want to say
Have yet to find a way
To come out from my heart
I don't know where to start
Fear of making a mistake
Makes me shiver and shake
My pen works best for me
It helps me to be free
To speak from deep within
A place I can begin
To get to know you more
Deeper look into your core
You can see the me I am
I promise not to scram
My words be always true
From any point of view
Sometimes you have to ask
For me to just unmask
The words I cannot speak
So you can take a peak
For the woman who does that
Has the best chance at bat
Could have me heart and soul
Complete me and be whole
I would never stray
Or look the other way
My focus would be you
Always to be true

[WolfyOne]

Found A Smile

Today I found a smile
Lasting for more than a while
An unfamiliar sight
Was such a welcoming delight
For all that I shut down
Became an ugly frown
Suddenly from nowhere
My heart starts to care
Hard for me to believe
Didn't want to perceive
Can change be in the air
Possibly I declare
Will I take that giant leap
Or slowly will I creep
For today I found a smile
That could go on for quite a while

[falloutmk]

Women scare me- drowning young buck for an older desirable
Choppy conversations- you are so easy to talk to when panicking inside
Like the time you almost died from being buried alive by nymphomania
One sensual experience after another- at least you used protection
Anxiety is driven by the unfamiliar- one woman once told me
But yet I can taste me between women's legs- face first by scent
I am very familiar with feeling scared

[WolfyOne]

Old Memories

I see the scenes vivid in my head
Old memories I always dread
Push them back swallow them down
Not wanting to show another frown
When they surface I mustn't blink
I don't even want to think
The hurt still somewhere in my heart
Though years ago we did part
I never wonder why you appear
Only that it became quite clear
My greatest love the pain you brought
But also many lessons were taught
Healing was my biggest fear
Lots of beer and many a tear
Would I survive the pain
How to keep sane
One day it finally hit me
To the Universe I did plea
Help walked through my door
I wasn't alone anymore
There are times when I look back
Just to keep me on a positive track
Old memories are like a ghost
Some days they want to play host

[WolfyOne]

Reflection

Reflection is a wonderful tool
It helps when acting like a fool
It puts you back where you belong
In your head space with nothing wrong

Reflection helps to open your eyes
So you know the truth from the lies
Keeps you in a proper place
Just to save you from disgrace

Reflection makes you see the light
Always know when to give up the fight
Back away when the timing is wrong
Know when to stand strong

Reflection is me looking at you
Knowing I can enjoy the view
The visual person I am in my mind
Makes for what could be a night entwined

Reflection is good for the soul
Always brings me back to whole
Makes me want a simple life
That someday may include a wife

Reflection is reality sinking in
Knowing sometimes you just don't win
Yet still you know you can move along
Because you've done not a thing wrong

[WolfyOne]

Because I love my brudder Tommi

Brudder In Arms

Long ago love to remain
My brudder in arms feels pain
My heart reaches out
I know he wants to shout
Hard letting a loved one go
He knows it's going to happen though
The memories he'll hold within
After he heals he will grin
I'd like to be there by his side
As this has been his longest ride
Emotional roller coaster he does feel
Things I know he does conceal
Precious life taken day by day
Alone he walks as he finds his way
Long ago he had this love
Soon she'll fly as free as a dove
Virtual hug I send
Even an ear I lend
Anything to see him smile
If only for a little while