Mammograms

[Novelafemme]

Originally Posted by pinkajl

Novellafemme, thank you for your post, as it appears that may be the issue my boi has. I had never heard of that before today. But, after a series of tests today, that's what the radiologist determined.

[Well, actually he said, "You have lumpy breasts." And, when we told our teen sons at supper tonight, the almost 18yo started singing that BEP song My Humps, which was a great tension breaker from this long, long day.]

If you don't mind this question, what do you do about the pain?

To everyone, thank you kindly for all the encouragement and stories. We haven't really talked about the entire experience yet, but we did go out for lunch and did a bit of shopping in the men's department at Macy's.

And now it's time for bed. Good night.

You are very welcome and I am glad I could help.

Yes, the larger lumps can indeed be quite painful. I would notice mine around my period or during hormonal fluctuations and usually wouldn't take anything, but found that the one above my right breast must have been bothering me because I would wake up feeling very tender from rubbing that particular spot. I would try a heating pad or perhaps even ibuprofen.

Another comforting thing to remember is that most cancerous lumps are not painful upon palpitation. They also feel like peas and are very hard, unlike milk ducts.

You medical folks, please correct me if I'm wrong. This was just advice given to me by the radiologist who read my own scan.

[rustedrims]

I have never posted any of my health issues ever.I never ever NEVER,NEVER,EVER,NEVER talk about this kinda stuff.I dont ever ask my sister-in-law questions either and she has been a nurse for about 30 years.
In this case i happen to know a little bit.

I read this thread a few days ago and it has been sticking in my mind.I gotta post if it helps 1 Butch or 1 Femme to get her Butch to get checked.
To the Fellas we have what we have.Think of it like this if we had anything else we wouldnt get to have all the pretty girls.

With that being said here is my story.It might be kinda long but i am only going to post it once so i am putting it out there.I always got the full physcial like from the nose to the toes.Everything!The Dr. let me keep my socks on.That i was grateful for.The inside stuff i definately did not like.Yes there is 2 sizes to that metal cold thing that he ran under warm water before it go to me.There is no other way to describe it,that thing hurts!I am a giver not a taker.{get it?}.Makes my toes curl every time.Absolutely hate that.Then when that is over he has to "feel around" in there to find something else to see if it is normal size.Cant remember what it is but he needs to find it and get out.He is a good Dr. and a nice guy.He knows i am gay and he is respectful of my lifestyle and the"stuff" he is touching.Now he has a nurse practioner and i have been getting her.She is cute and i make her laugh the whole time i am in there.Kinda lightens the mood.She also lets me keep my socks on.Her hand is smaller to.She always has cold hands and i make a comment about it.That one time i got my moneys worth out of her.I had a few questions and one question lead to the "back door".On went another glove and snapping when she had it on.Roll over on your side and relax.Really? Relax?Through grinding teeth i said "I am."Then the next check-up months later she brought that up and i did remember and i told her that i was good and we dont need to do that again.She started laughing.That stuff always checks out good.Never had any trouble.She told me that i can go i think 2 years without that inside stuff being checked.I said good i dont have to come in then?She said noooo you gotta come in to get the other stuff checked.Oh ok i said.I told her when she is done with me i wouldnt feel like i owe her dinner and a movie.She lost it laughing on that one.If i remember correctly i asked her if i could leave my pants and shoes on.

Now she gets to squeezing my other stuff.I have a little trouble with the left side of things.I have had 2 surgeries so far.There is no cancer yet just those pesky "golf balls" that need to be harvested every 5 years.There is concern and there is something in there that needs to be watched.I have to go back to "The Smasher" on August 7th at 9:00am.The last "smasher" visit showed 2 llittle "golf balls" in there.The nurse lady called me and told me surgery wasnt nessary because they were not big enough.I asked her if she wanted me to grow them bigger so they were easer to see?She started to laugh and said yes.ok.Thing is with all this i need to be aware of the date i was there last because if i over lap my visits to the smasher the insurance will not pay.WTF? I am getting things checked to stay healthy and i get punished for it.Guess it has been about 5 years.If i dont have surgery this year i am sure i will have it the first of next year.Its gonna happen.On a visit to the smasher i was standing there and that girl was doing what she does then she said "I remember you"..I think was the look i had.Then i was thinking she remembers my sparkley blue eyes.Actually i remembered her to and i did have her laughing alot on the last visit.

Ya know i hate all that stuff i do to stay healthy but i do it because it puts my mind at ease that there is nothing wrong with me.All my aches and pains are earned and tolerated.I get the blood work done to.I hate those needles.I always say this to the girl that draws the blood..."The last time i had this done i never felt the needle go in." think about it. Now that lady that is going to stick ya is thinking i cant let this hurt because it will make me look bad if it does.Pressure is on and it doesnt hurt.She is very careful and concentrates more.It works.Say it the next time you are going to get stuck.See if it makes a difference.Because i had the blood work done i found out i have thiroid trouble.The pink pill every morning.Gotta get checked!

To the Butches,
Next time you are in another room and can see your lady making 2 ham sandwitches for lunch,one for you and one for her.A big hand full of potato chips on 2 paper plates with flowers on it.Look at her again making 1 ham sandwitch for herself and 1 paper plate with out any flowers,you were the one who liked the flowers and the chips.Again you arent there.Remember you were "to shy" to get things looked at when you knew you had trouble.Why is she still up reading a book that she read 3 times already at 4:15am?Look in the bed,you arent there either.She cant sleep.Again it is because you were to shy to get your junk checked!You change the oil in your truck and when your dog has the sniffels you take them to the vets.Right.??You take care of your material things.Am i right?To the Butches we have what we have because that is what we have.THATS IT.!!.GET YOUR FUCKING JUNK CHECKED !!!

I am still single and i do all of that on my own.I make all my appointments and drive myself to everything.I tell no one what i am doing as far as health check ups.I do it all myself.It sure would be nice to have a pretty lady sitting beside me in a waiting room putting her hand on my leg to keep it from bouncing nervously thinking of what is to come.When we do meet i will be healthy for her and our new relationship.

To the Femmes:
I hope this helped in some kind of way.You know it is not easy for us to get stuff like this done to ourselves.You are all sensitive kind and comforting to us in this uncomfortable situation we must go through to remain healthy.
Thank you for being who you all are.I appreciate it more than i can say.

I am sorry if i offended anyone.That wasnt my intention.I could always use some more Butch friends to.

Be healthy and safe.Any questions PM's are welcome.We are all in this lifestyle together.
Thank you for reading.

Sheila

[rustedrims]

I feel naked and De-Butched after that post.
Think i need to build a house or
swap out a motor in my truck.
Maybe that will help get me back to normal.

[Kelt]

Originally Posted by rustedrims

I feel naked and De-Butched after that post.
Think i need to build a house or
swap out a motor in my truck.
Maybe that will help get me back to normal.

Hey Rust

I'm going to the "smasher" in half an hour. Had the other stuff tuned up a couple of weeks ago for the first time in ten years.

Nothing like having your sweetheart be an RN to quit putting things off.
I want to be around for those ham sandwiches.

Can I help with that engine swap later this afternoon?

Got my own tools.

[rustedrims]

Originally Posted by Kelt

Hey Rust

I'm going to the "smasher" in half an hour. Had the other stuff tuned up a couple of weeks ago for the first time in ten years.

Nothing like having your sweetheart be an RN to quit putting things off.
I want to be around for those ham sandwiches.

Can I help with that engine swap later this afternoon?

Got my own tools.

Yeah.Swap a few horror stories to.
I have tools to.
Can you please bring me a ham sandwich.I ran out of ham.
Smasher 1/2 hour.
Make the girl laugh.It goes better that way.
Have a good day and thank your Lady when you get home.

s.

[*Anya*]

Originally Posted by Kelt

Nothing like having your sweetheart be an RN to quit putting things off.

I want to be around for those ham sandwiches.

As your sweetheart, here's to ham sandwiches for life, baby!

As a femme, I appreciate the honesty and vulnerability shared in this thread by all the butches that have posted their experiences so openly.

As both a femme and an RN, I am embarrassed to admit that I never truly understood what the butch experience might be in "taking care of business".

I do have a much greater understanding and appreciation now.

Thank you.

[iamkeri1]

No you are not de-butched.You were superbrave and strong to tell us your story, and to encourage strength and courage in others. I am proud of you and think you are pretty much a hero.
Smooches,
Keri

Originally Posted by rustedrims

I feel naked and De-Butched after that post.
Think i need to build a house or
swap out a motor in my truck.
Maybe that will help get me back to normal.

[rustedrims]

A naked Hero.

Thank you.

Still feel kinda weird about posting that stuff.
Felt i needed to do it.There is still something else i need
to post in here to explain why i put myself out there.

Just sayin that i have been sleeping with my chainsaw since "THAT POST"

thanks for reading

s.

[Nadeest]

Originally Posted by rustedrims

A naked Hero.

Thank you.

Still feel kinda weird about posting that stuff.
Felt i needed to do it.There is still something else i need
to post in here to explain why i put myself out there.

Just sayin that i have been sleeping with my chainsaw since "THAT POST"

thanks for reading

s.

I can understand why you feel a bit weird about it, but you did it out of concern for your fellows. Thank you for that.

However, about sleeping with your chainsaw......... stop! It stains the sheets! :P

As a transwoman, I was never told, by any medical person, that I would need to start doing self breast exams. My mom never brought up the subject, either. Nor, during my life, that I recall, was I ever told that I needed to do self exams on my 'Original Equipment', either.

That, to me, is a sad lack. Some subjects, however uncomfortable that they are, need to be addressed, in order for people to remain healthy.

[iamkeri1]

Hubby was trans. During transition he had a primary doctor and a surgeon. The surgeon cut and pasted his body till it looked more like his brain intended it to look. His primary doctors, in 10 years at his clinic, never once did any kind of naked exam. He was happy that they never did. But why didn't they do their duty as doctors? who knows?

He was the first trans person they worked with. I mean wouldn't you want to look if you were the doctor just out of curiosity? They treated his diabetes and diagnosed his fibromyalgia - all without his even taking his shirt off. No amount of pushing on my part got him to ask for "privates" exams. The docs did not push at all.

We moved to Florida, had a couple of false starts with dostors, and then he found a female internist who in the very first appointment examined him internally and minus clothes. No problems in the remaining original parts. Score one for him; earlier exams avoided with no consequence. But in that very first exam minus clothes she noticed something about his legs that led her to believe he had PAD (peripheral artery disease) She scheduled tests. The big test, cardiac catheterization he delayed out of fear since we had a friend who had a stroke during the test. It was finally scheduled for the first week in January. He died in his sleep three days after Christmas. He was only 52.

It's my opinion that his earlier primary doctors were guilty of malpractice im their treatment of him. The PAD did not develop overnight. Had it been found earlier, he might still be alive.

Thank you to all of you for talking about these subjects that are more uncomfortable for some among us than it is for most women. (for lack of a better term)
Smooches,
Keri

[rustedrims]

Originally Posted by Nadeest

I can understand why you feel a bit weird about it, but you did it out of concern for your fellows. Thank you for that.

However, about sleeping with your chainsaw......... stop! It stains the sheets! :P

As a transwoman, I was never told, by any medical person, that I would need to start doing self breast exams. My mom never brought up the subject, either. Nor, during my life, that I recall, was I ever told that I needed to do self exams on my 'Original Equipment', either.

That, to me, is a sad lack. Some subjects, however uncomfortable that they are, need to be addressed, in order for people to remain healthy.

Feeling uncomfortable or not ya still gotta get things checked out.

The chainsaw sleeps on a tarp at the foot of my bed.I hope that thing doesnt have a bad dream or my toes are in a bunch of trouble.

[Little Fish]

Originally Posted by rustedrims

I feel naked and De-Butched after that post.
Think i need to build a house or
swap out a motor in my truck.
Maybe that will help get me back to normal.

With both hands, reach down, got cock?
(you're good bro, carry on ;-)

[rustedrims]

Sorry to hear about all that stuff about your partner.Gotta get all that inside stuff checked to.Those Dr.s should not be practicing in my opinion.I cant get away with anything with my Dr.He tells me what i need to do and i make an appointment.Maybe the trans thing was intimidating to them.We have what we have and what ever we have they should know how to check and care for our "stuff".I would have made an appointment with that Dr. and had a "chat" with him/her.
I am sorry to hear.

S.

[rustedrims]

Originally Posted by Little Fish

With both hands, reach down, got cock?
(you're good bro, carry on ;-)

Mister Fish,

Made me laugh.Ok i did what you suggested and,,,Wait a Minute.??? Where did i put that thing.??.Turned all the furniature over and looked under my bed.??.I even looked in the bottom drawer of my toolbox..Nothin.???.Ya know i set things down and put things where i can find them and still things get missplaced.I dont know.??.Probly stubb my toe on the thing getting up to go to the bathroom during the night.Then i have another problem.GEEEZZZZ.Cant win.

S.

[Nadeest]

Keri, I am so sorry for your loss. I agree, had those doctors done their duty, he would probably still be alive and well, today.

I was very fortunate, as when I moved to Houston, and entered the VA health system here, my primary care doctor immediately sent me for a mammogram, as I am over 50 and had never had one.

lol rustedrims

[iamkeri1]

tooo funny

Originally Posted by rustedrims

Mister Fish,

Made me laugh.Ok i did what you suggested and,,,Wait a Minute.??? Where did i put that thing.??.Turned all the furniature over and looked under my bed.??.I even looked in the bottom drawer of my toolbox..Nothin.???.Ya know i set things down and put things where i can find them and still things get missplaced.I dont know.??.Probly stubb my toe on the thing getting up to go to the bathroom during the night.Then i have another problem.GEEEZZZZ.Cant win.

S.