If You *REALLY* knew Me...

Ginger · 07-25-2012, 03:21 PM

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Originally Posted by ~ocean

I think your a hoot Island

Ah thanks Ocean!

DamonK · 07-25-2012, 03:26 PM

You'd know how tired of this I am..... And slowly getting a bit worried

ferret · 07-26-2012, 05:01 PM

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm a big mushball.

If you really knew me, you'd know how hard it is for me to forgive, yet so incredibly easy to write someone off.

If you really knew me, the two things I struggle with often are lack of patience and having a bit of a temper.

If you really knew me, I'm always ready to bail on someone, but only because I'm afraid of getting hurt.

If you really knew me, you'd know how much I crave intimacy, and long for a healthy relationship. But because I get scared and have a tendency to sabotage things, I don't know how realistic of me to even hope for that.

Ginger · 07-26-2012, 05:50 PM

This is so introspective, I really liked reading it.

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Originally Posted by ferret

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm a big mushball.

If you really knew me, you'd know how hard it is for me to forgive, yet so incredibly easy to write someone off.

If you really knew me, the two things I struggle with often are lack of patience and having a bit of a temper.

If you really knew me, I'm always ready to bail on someone, but only because I'm afraid of getting hurt.

If you really knew me, you'd know how much I crave intimacy, and long for a healthy relationship. But because I get scared and have a tendency to sabotage things, I don't know how realistic of me to even hope for that.

ferret · 07-26-2012, 06:15 PM

Oh, I think I could do with way less introspection. Just saying.

SleepyButch · 07-26-2012, 06:24 PM

If you really knew me you would know that I take care of those that I care about.

Ginger · 08-02-2012, 03:52 PM

If you really knew me, you'd know:

that I have a turkey baster in my office, and I recycle the water from the dish under my plants, back into their soil. This makes a sound like I am in gastrointestinal distress; but I swear, it is the turkey baster
that there are eight elevator banks in the lobby of my office building, and I like to stand with my eyes closed, seeing if I can guess which elevator is on its way to me—I love that quiet whooshing sound
that twice this week, men have given me their seat on the subway, and this morning, a man stood holding open the elevator door, though I was way on the other side of the lobby, walking toward it
that I sometimes fantasize it is a handsome butch performing these acts of kindness, which snap me out of the spaciness that helps me float unbothered through the rude experience of day-to-day public transportation
that I listen to movie soundtracks at work while I write, and my favorites are composed by John Barry, like the theme song from Last of the Mohicans—and I don't care how schmaltzy the soundtracks are, they chill me out and let me think
that I am so excited about the Reunion, I go back to the threads on it over and over, trying to figure who is going, and what they are like, and how it will feel to be in that hotel, in that city, with that crowd.

07-26-2012, 06:24 PM	#6
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08-02-2012, 03:52 PM	#7
Ginger Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme lesbian Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: East coast Posts: 2,416 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,829 Thanked 12,295 Times in 2,057 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	If you really knew me, you'd know: that I have a turkey baster in my office, and I recycle the water from the dish under my plants, back into their soil. This makes a sound like I am in gastrointestinal distress; but I swear, it is the turkey baster that there are eight elevator banks in the lobby of my office building, and I like to stand with my eyes closed, seeing if I can guess which elevator is on its way to me—I love that quiet whooshing sound that twice this week, men have given me their seat on the subway, and this morning, a man stood holding open the elevator door, though I was way on the other side of the lobby, walking toward it that I sometimes fantasize it is a handsome butch performing these acts of kindness, which snap me out of the spaciness that helps me float unbothered through the rude experience of day-to-day public transportation that I listen to movie soundtracks at work while I write, and my favorites are composed by John Barry, like the theme song from Last of the Mohicans—and I don't care how schmaltzy the soundtracks are, they chill me out and let me think that I am so excited about the Reunion, I go back to the threads on it over and over, trying to figure who is going, and what they are like, and how it will feel to be in that hotel, in that city, with that crowd.

07-25-2012, 03:26 PM	#2
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	You'd know how tired of this I am..... And slowly getting a bit worried

07-26-2012, 05:01 PM	#3
ferret Member How Do You Identify?: As myself. Preferred Pronoun?: Female ones. Relationship Status: Timed out. Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: US Posts: 332 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 19 Thanked 887 Times in 277 Posts Rep Power: 5468780	If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm a big mushball. If you really knew me, you'd know how hard it is for me to forgive, yet so incredibly easy to write someone off. If you really knew me, the two things I struggle with often are lack of patience and having a bit of a temper. If you really knew me, I'm always ready to bail on someone, but only because I'm afraid of getting hurt. If you really knew me, you'd know how much I crave intimacy, and long for a healthy relationship. But because I get scared and have a tendency to sabotage things, I don't know how realistic of me to even hope for that.

07-26-2012, 06:15 PM	#5
ferret Member How Do You Identify?: As myself. Preferred Pronoun?: Female ones. Relationship Status: Timed out. Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: US Posts: 332 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 19 Thanked 887 Times in 277 Posts Rep Power: 5468780	Oh, I think I could do with way less introspection. Just saying.