What Made You Cry Today?

TheMerryFairy · 01-14-2013, 06:55 PM

Knowing the site was back up and running! It was a great surprise

laruss · 01-15-2013, 03:00 PM

but then finding out that a friend was in the hospital when I had meant to contact her numerous times but was too "busy".

cinnamongrrl · 01-17-2013, 10:42 AM

Having to say goodbye to my car of over 2 years. She was my liberty when I came home to Mass and was rebuilding my life after the disaster it had become while I was away...
Figures I just named her...I won't name any others. It seems as soon as I do they die...or I'm stupid and sell them...

Goodbye, Careen. It was good while it lasted... rest in pieces...

I'm also saddened that all my Patriot's stickers will be lost with her too...not a good day...I feel like the fates are aligning against me...yet again...sigh

KCBUTCH · 01-17-2013, 10:12 PM

I cried twice today-
this afternoon knowing the my clients who needed to feel they were safe to explore their feelings while in treatment may not feel that way for circumstances I am hoping get answers on-due to managerial issues, not counseling issues.
AND JUST NOW-with the news the my LONG time dearest friend died a few hrs ago of a very very long fight with cancer.

laruss · 01-18-2013, 01:47 AM

Knowing that my daughter was upset. Knowing that her perception of what had happened was incorrect. Knowing that it didn't matter what had happened, but that her perception was her reality.

We then had a conversation about it and cleared it up and all is better now.

rubygirl · 01-18-2013, 02:25 AM

I KNEW this site would help me. I came back here after a very long time away and thought I could find comfort here and sure enough, I'm feeling a sense of support. I used to log in often and made many wonderful on-line friends and some real time friends. It's a sense of belonging.

I cried today because my son is rejecting me. The pain and hurt I feel is unreal. Never in my life did I ever think this would happen. His is only 14 and feels he "knows" it all. For the last year, he has been living elsewhere. There is no contact between us. I'm feeling so much pain that I'm finding it hard to come up with words to type. The tears are flowing, because this is the only way I know how to handle this.

To those who have taken the time to read this, thank you.

cinnamongrrl · 01-21-2013, 04:45 PM

I cried several times today....

Once while watching TV, I was watching a show about stalking (Somebody's Watching on ID) and it turned out the person being stalked got murdered by their stalker.

I didn't expect that....

Then...

While coming into work, I saw the aftermath of a massive fire in an apartment complex Teddy and I had mused about checking out when we were out that way looking for a place...It's such an awful thing, house fires...tragic and devastating. My hearts went out to them. I have lost everything in a fire before. It's difficult to imagine things you have had (and loved) forever gone in just seconds...

Kenna · 01-21-2013, 05:26 PM

watching sweet little old Trippy sleep in a sunny spot and think how much I miss that four legged critter

WintergreenGem · 01-21-2013, 11:41 PM

I found out that an old friend of mine has brain cancer. I am saddened for him and worried. Not knowing what is going on is stressing me more.

cinnamongrrl · 02-08-2013, 08:33 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...&v=tfHhpnWDduc

I don't know if I did this right, but...if so...this made me cry buckets.... I'm a sentimental sort...

starryeyes · 02-08-2013, 09:13 AM

Waking up at 5am for work this morning. Wahhhh!

MissItalianDiva · 02-10-2013, 11:24 PM

Dumb shit and poor choices..ready for today to end already

AnnRkey · 02-10-2013, 11:52 PM

Mostly her. I didn't cry but sometimes I feel like it when she says the fucked up shit she says. I know it isn't her fault her defense mechanism is to call names. I of all people should know all about defense mechanisms. And I should also know better than to get SUCKED into it and call names back. It's not her fault I can be an asshole sometimes too, I know it.

I always try and make it better, and I'm alway the first to apologize and beg to be in her good graces again. Ugh. Stupid women. Why do they always have what I want ....

01-15-2013, 03:00 PM	#2
laruss Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She or Goddess Relationship Status: Settled in Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: Edmonton Alberta Posts: 1,322 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,849 Thanked 5,329 Times in 1,045 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I was already feeling like a bad freind today... but then finding out that a friend was in the hospital when I had meant to contact her numerous times but was too "busy". __________________ Creativity is a drug I can't do without. -Cecil B. DeMille

01-17-2013, 10:42 AM	#3
cinnamongrrl Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: cleverly disguised as a responsible adult* Preferred Pronoun?: wild woman Relationship Status: No, thank you. Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Home in NC..gonna dig in like a tick this time… Posts: 7,661 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 15,232 Thanked 27,598 Times in 6,956 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	I will be crying all damn day.... Having to say goodbye to my car of over 2 years. She was my liberty when I came home to Mass and was rebuilding my life after the disaster it had become while I was away... Figures I just named her...I won't name any others. It seems as soon as I do they die...or I'm stupid and sell them... Goodbye, Careen. It was good while it lasted... rest in pieces... I'm also saddened that all my Patriot's stickers will be lost with her too...not a good day...I feel like the fates are aligning against me...yet again...sigh

01-17-2013, 10:12 PM	#4
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	I cried twice today- this afternoon knowing the my clients who needed to feel they were safe to explore their feelings while in treatment may not feel that way for circumstances I am hoping get answers on-due to managerial issues, not counseling issues. AND JUST NOW-with the news the my LONG time dearest friend died a few hrs ago of a very very long fight with cancer. __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla

01-18-2013, 01:47 AM	#5
laruss Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She or Goddess Relationship Status: Settled in Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: Edmonton Alberta Posts: 1,322 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,849 Thanked 5,329 Times in 1,045 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	Knowing that my daughter was upset. Knowing that her perception of what had happened was incorrect. Knowing that it didn't matter what had happened, but that her perception was her reality. We then had a conversation about it and cleared it up and all is better now. __________________ Creativity is a drug I can't do without. -Cecil B. DeMille

01-21-2013, 05:26 PM	#8
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,193 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	watching sweet little old Trippy sleep in a sunny spot and think how much I miss that four legged critter __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

01-14-2013, 06:55 PM	#1
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	Knowing the site was back up and running! It was a great surprise

01-18-2013, 02:25 AM	#6
rubygirl Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: Femme all the way Relationship Status: Me, myself and I Join Date: May 2010 Location: Canada Posts: 113 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 125 Thanked 152 Times in 49 Posts Rep Power: 954148	I KNEW this site would help me. I came back here after a very long time away and thought I could find comfort here and sure enough, I'm feeling a sense of support. I used to log in often and made many wonderful on-line friends and some real time friends. It's a sense of belonging. I cried today because my son is rejecting me. The pain and hurt I feel is unreal. Never in my life did I ever think this would happen. His is only 14 and feels he "knows" it all. For the last year, he has been living elsewhere. There is no contact between us. I'm feeling so much pain that I'm finding it hard to come up with words to type. The tears are flowing, because this is the only way I know how to handle this. To those who have taken the time to read this, thank you.

01-21-2013, 04:45 PM	#7
cinnamongrrl Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: cleverly disguised as a responsible adult* Preferred Pronoun?: wild woman Relationship Status: No, thank you. Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Home in NC..gonna dig in like a tick this time… Posts: 7,661 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 15,232 Thanked 27,598 Times in 6,956 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	I cried several times today.... Once while watching TV, I was watching a show about stalking (Somebody's Watching on ID) and it turned out the person being stalked got murdered by their stalker. I didn't expect that.... Then... While coming into work, I saw the aftermath of a massive fire in an apartment complex Teddy and I had mused about checking out when we were out that way looking for a place...It's such an awful thing, house fires...tragic and devastating. My hearts went out to them. I have lost everything in a fire before. It's difficult to imagine things you have had (and loved) forever gone in just seconds...

01-21-2013, 11:41 PM	#9
WintergreenGem Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Ms, Miss Relationship Status: Married to Graham Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: Lincoln, Nebraska Posts: 180 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 347 Thanked 505 Times in 140 Posts Rep Power: 6005574	I found out that an old friend of mine has brain cancer. I am saddened for him and worried. Not knowing what is going on is stressing me more. __________________ Did you take the time to truly know?

02-08-2013, 08:33 AM	#10
cinnamongrrl Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: cleverly disguised as a responsible adult* Preferred Pronoun?: wild woman Relationship Status: No, thank you. Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Home in NC..gonna dig in like a tick this time… Posts: 7,661 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 15,232 Thanked 27,598 Times in 6,956 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...&v=tfHhpnWDduc I don't know if I did this right, but...if so...this made me cry buckets.... I'm a sentimental sort...

02-08-2013, 09:13 AM	#11
starryeyes Senior Member How Do You Identify?: a round peg in a square hole Preferred Pronoun?: Guess... Relationship Status: Seat taken Join Date: May 2011 Location: Rocky Mountain High Posts: 2,491 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,199 Thanked 10,050 Times in 2,076 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Waking up at 5am for work this morning. Wahhhh! __________________ "It's ok to make mistakes. It's ok to fall down. Get up! Look sickening....and make them eat it!" - Latrice Royale Starry

02-10-2013, 11:24 PM	#12
MissItalianDiva Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Miss Twiggy Preferred Pronoun?: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious and that shit doesn't sound atrocious! Relationship Status: divorce happens..all that glitters ain't gold Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: SLC Utah Posts: 2,284 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,768 Thanked 7,159 Times in 1,793 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Dumb shit and poor choices..ready for today to end already

02-10-2013, 11:52 PM	#13
AnnRkey Member How Do You Identify?: As Myself Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: Unknown & Known Universe Posts: 226 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 406 Thanked 420 Times in 143 Posts Rep Power: 2875677	Well Mostly her. I didn't cry but sometimes I feel like it when she says the fucked up shit she says. I know it isn't her fault her defense mechanism is to call names. I of all people should know all about defense mechanisms. And I should also know better than to get SUCKED into it and call names back. It's not her fault I can be an asshole sometimes too, I know it. I always try and make it better, and I'm alway the first to apologize and beg to be in her good graces again. Ugh. Stupid women. Why do they always have what I want ....