What Made You Cry Today?

rubygirl · 01-18-2013, 02:25 AM

I KNEW this site would help me. I came back here after a very long time away and thought I could find comfort here and sure enough, I'm feeling a sense of support. I used to log in often and made many wonderful on-line friends and some real time friends. It's a sense of belonging.

I cried today because my son is rejecting me. The pain and hurt I feel is unreal. Never in my life did I ever think this would happen. His is only 14 and feels he "knows" it all. For the last year, he has been living elsewhere. There is no contact between us. I'm feeling so much pain that I'm finding it hard to come up with words to type. The tears are flowing, because this is the only way I know how to handle this.

To those who have taken the time to read this, thank you.

cinnamongrrl · 01-21-2013, 04:45 PM

I cried several times today....

Once while watching TV, I was watching a show about stalking (Somebody's Watching on ID) and it turned out the person being stalked got murdered by their stalker.

I didn't expect that....

Then...

While coming into work, I saw the aftermath of a massive fire in an apartment complex Teddy and I had mused about checking out when we were out that way looking for a place...It's such an awful thing, house fires...tragic and devastating. My hearts went out to them. I have lost everything in a fire before. It's difficult to imagine things you have had (and loved) forever gone in just seconds...

01-18-2013, 02:25 AM	#1
rubygirl Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: Femme all the way Relationship Status: Me, myself and I Join Date: May 2010 Location: Canada Posts: 113 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 125 Thanked 152 Times in 49 Posts Rep Power: 954148	I KNEW this site would help me. I came back here after a very long time away and thought I could find comfort here and sure enough, I'm feeling a sense of support. I used to log in often and made many wonderful on-line friends and some real time friends. It's a sense of belonging. I cried today because my son is rejecting me. The pain and hurt I feel is unreal. Never in my life did I ever think this would happen. His is only 14 and feels he "knows" it all. For the last year, he has been living elsewhere. There is no contact between us. I'm feeling so much pain that I'm finding it hard to come up with words to type. The tears are flowing, because this is the only way I know how to handle this. To those who have taken the time to read this, thank you.

01-21-2013, 04:45 PM	#2
cinnamongrrl Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: cleverly disguised as a responsible adult* Preferred Pronoun?: wild woman Relationship Status: No, thank you. Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Home in NC..gonna dig in like a tick this time… Posts: 7,662 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 15,233 Thanked 27,599 Times in 6,957 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	I cried several times today.... Once while watching TV, I was watching a show about stalking (Somebody's Watching on ID) and it turned out the person being stalked got murdered by their stalker. I didn't expect that.... Then... While coming into work, I saw the aftermath of a massive fire in an apartment complex Teddy and I had mused about checking out when we were out that way looking for a place...It's such an awful thing, house fires...tragic and devastating. My hearts went out to them. I have lost everything in a fire before. It's difficult to imagine things you have had (and loved) forever gone in just seconds...