What made you sad today...

Soft*Silver · 03-25-2010, 07:42 PM

how stupid television shows have become

how females are still struggling with body images

how the south is still battling its demons and taking it out on kids

how good chocolate tastes and how unfair it is that its chock full of empty calories

how nobody even notices or speaks about how few used books stores there are left in the US

those horribly true commercials for the Humane Society and ASPCA

that post I wrote in the thread about infidelity

the unmasked who now sling hate filled shit instead of scripture or political rhetoric because they have been pushed to their limits

that I have to pack up my belongings and everytime I put something in the box, I remember the memories of what once was...

that to get to spring there must be a winter...

Mister Bent · 03-25-2010, 08:43 PM

The odds.

364:1

DapperButch · 03-25-2010, 08:51 PM

Finding out that my Dad has Stage 3 lung cancer. How bad does THAT suck? Unexpected. We find out more tomorrow after a PET scan...how far it has spread.

The man has never been sick a day in his life, and I realized today that I have never seen him with even a cough or cold before.

My Uncle, his brother, died of lung cancer about a month ago. It was the next week after my Uncle died that my Dad started with this cough...it just kept getting worse, as did his breathing, and today's tests gave us the cancer diagnosis.

So, I am praying for the cancer to be Stage 3A and not Stage 3B.

The positive thinker in me believes that it will be the former!

Soft*Silver · 03-25-2010, 08:53 PM

:::healing light and love to you and your family::::

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Originally Posted by DapperButch

Finding out that my Dad has Stage 3 lung cancer. How bad does THAT suck? Unexpected. We find out more tomorrow after a PET scan...how far it has spread.

The man has never been sick a day in his life, and I realized today that I have never seen him with even a cough or cold before.

My Uncle, his brother, died of lung cancer about a month ago. It was the next week after my Uncle died that my Dad started with this cough...it just kept getting worse, as did his breathing, and today's tests gave us the cancer diagnosis.

So, I am praying for the cancer to be Stage 3A and not Stage 3B.

The positive thinker in me believes that it will be the former!

Oneida · 03-25-2010, 09:02 PM

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Originally Posted by DapperButch

Finding out that my Dad has Stage 3 lung cancer. How bad does THAT suck? Unexpected. We find out more tomorrow after a PET scan...how far it has spread.

Really sorry, Dapper. I understand where you are right now, and know it's scary. Hoping for a good report tomorrow for your Dad...

SuperFemme · 03-25-2010, 10:21 PM

watching the Blind Side made me tear up. sigh. why did i watch it with the damn kids?

AtLast · 03-25-2010, 11:33 PM

The battery in my B & D Pivot Plus died and it cvannot be replaced... not such a terrible thing, but, I need it!

have to buy a new one....

I'mOneToo · 03-25-2010, 11:58 PM

can't even describe it, it's beyond words.

let the sad faces say it

Slave to the Buffet · 03-26-2010, 12:20 AM

Knowing I may be loosing the woman I was to marry.

Gemme · 03-26-2010, 12:20 AM

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Originally Posted by June

I am listening to Rumors while I work and it is making me flashback badly enough I may need to be cuddled.

Say it ain't so!

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Originally Posted by Diva

The trans student, Juin Baize, who tried to attend the same school as Constance McMillen (the lesbian who tried to bring her gf to the prom, remember?), but was suspended before the day was out because she was dressed in girls' clothing. There was a group of girls who dressed as boys (in solidarity), the next time she tried to attend school.....the principal suspended Juin, but not the girls......

Dear God. What is going ON!?!?!?!

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Originally Posted by EzeeTiger

Geezus. What a horrible place to go to school and probably live.

I was born there. I'm not sure what they says about me or the state, but it is what it is.

Blade · 03-28-2010, 06:53 PM

Thinkin about Nannie, she just aint doin to good

Soft*Silver · 03-28-2010, 06:59 PM

a friend of mine had to put down her newfie boy...he bloated badly and because of his age and his heart condition, nothing could be done to save him...

its so hard to love these big breeds that can have so much wrong with them...but when you favor a breed, you favor them heart and soul and not through your head...

l

owen4u1904 · 03-28-2010, 10:04 PM

Knowing the fact that my sister does not think I should put my paper about trich in the newspaper so more people know about it. She thinks sending it into the paper is going to create gossip.

Soon · 03-28-2010, 10:07 PM

a family member not owning up to making a hurtful mistake

Red Dirt Girl · 08-30-2011, 04:23 PM

I know this is an old post, but if by trich you mean trichotillomania, I would applaud your taking action to increase awareness of the disorder.

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Originally Posted by owen4u1904

Knowing the fact that my sister does not think I should put my paper about trich in the newspaper so more people know about it. She thinks sending it into the paper is going to create gossip.

Red Dirt Girl · 08-30-2011, 04:25 PM

I know this is an old post, but Owen, if by trich you mean trichotillomania, I would 100% applaud your taking action to increase awareness of the disorder. Just my two pennies. Red, who has trich.

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Originally Posted by owen4u1904

Knowing the fact that my sister does not think I should put my paper about trich in the newspaper so more people know about it. She thinks sending it into the paper is going to create gossip.

Bard · 04-13-2010, 08:33 PM

a facebook picture it was had to see her doing all the tings we had talked about with someone else I always was like hidden but now it is out in the open just someone else in my place was I so bad

WILDCAT · 04-13-2010, 08:49 PM

...well, some of you will know that I posted about the loss of a father a couple of weeks back.

This was a father to a set of twin boys that I grew up with.

During the funeral (of the father) the one brother was struggling so hard to "hang in there", for he had been fighting against cancer...
__

Well, not just in my heart of hearts... but, after having hung out with the other "twin" bro... we knew it was just going to be a matter of time.

I just found out today. I had been in my cabin for a few days, like usual.

BUT, last I was out... I looked up and said, "oh, Frank died..."
__

Then when I went to visit my parents this afternoon, they confirmed that. My heart... Twin brothers. ANY SIBLINGS. Pain...

I'm SO sorry MIKE.

I'm here Buddy.

I love you BOTH - thanks for the memories!!!!

Jude

bright_arrow · 08-31-2013, 01:40 AM

Went back to read old posts and it just hurt too much

03-25-2010, 07:42 PM	#1
SoftSilver Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: rose cottage Posts: 5,594 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,948 Thanked 15,896 Times in 4,064 Posts Rep Power*: 21474858	how stupid television shows have become how females are still struggling with body images how the south is still battling its demons and taking it out on kids how good chocolate tastes and how unfair it is that its chock full of empty calories how nobody even notices or speaks about how few used books stores there are left in the US those horribly true commercials for the Humane Society and ASPCA that post I wrote in the thread about infidelity the unmasked who now sling hate filled shit instead of scripture or political rhetoric because they have been pushed to their limits that I have to pack up my belongings and everytime I put something in the box, I remember the memories of what once was... that to get to spring there must be a winter... __________________ Pole bachit, a lis chuye. The field sees, the forest hears

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