Did you ever just know?

WickedFemme · 03-26-2010, 02:31 PM

I have been in love twice before this current one...

When we met the first time I felt an instant attraction, we chatted a little socially but the timing was not appropriate and I remember thinking that hys energy was just amazing and calming, but I let it go instantly and went on with myself. We met again a couple of months later and felt acquainted enough to hug each other in 'hello'...the energy that passed between us in that instant was the most amazing sensation I have ever felt... the evening went on but once again not an appropriate time for flirting or showing of any kind of interest (it just wasn't the right place). Not long after that, I felt an urge to contact hym to express my gratitude for hys kindness towards me under some unusual circumstances and let it go. Surprisingly, hy responded back and we began e-mailing back and forth, etc.. met again in much better circumstances and have been seeing each other ever since.

I just knew from the first moment and it was further reinforced by the 'hug' and it has continued to grow since then. I am in love and believe this is the 'one' and am grateful that everything is 'mutual'... 'everything'.
I cherish each moment we have together as if it is our last. It is truly the most selfless love I have ever experienced in my life. I don't feel any negative feelings, I don't have any negative thoughts. I let go spiritually in every moment we share and the more I let go the closer we become. I don't know how to articulate the experience at all... it just 'is'

Starbuck · 01-15-2011, 11:22 PM

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Originally Posted by WickedFemme

I have been in love twice before this current one...

I just knew from the first moment and it was further reinforced by the 'hug' and it has continued to grow since then. I am in love and believe this is the 'one' and am grateful that everything is 'mutual'... 'everything'.
I cherish each moment we have together as if it is our last. It is truly the most selfless love I have ever experienced in my life. I don't feel any negative feelings, I don't have any negative thoughts. I let go spiritually in every moment we share and the more I let go the closer we become. I don't know how to articulate the experience at all... it just 'is'

Talk about reading my journal! I too cherish each moment I have with D. as if it is my last, thus making all my acts of love toward her my absolute pleasure.

StrongButch · 11-21-2012, 06:15 PM

We have been talking for years. I enjoyed all of our conversations. I have not been in love in years. I can honestly say ive only been in love once. I have loved but it wasnt deeply. I walked away from them. I am ready now to take her hand and give her my heart. I knew and know now shes the grl for me.

Breezy · 11-21-2012, 06:44 PM

I've been there, yes. I've been there on my end and been told no from the other they aren't ready. It's all good. I believe in putting it out there and seeing what lands and what sticks.

~ocean · 11-21-2012, 07:34 PM

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Originally Posted by StrongButch

We have been talking for years. I enjoyed all of our conversations. I have not been in love in years. I can honestly say ive only been in love once. I have loved but it wasnt deeply. I walked away from them. I am ready now to take her hand and give her my heart. I knew and know now shes the grl for me.

I've known u since u were Harley to me , funny sarcastic humor , a deff. bad boi *winks ** ,full of adventure stories , wich always left me shaking my head ~~ now I intend to take your hand forever more. ~~
Yours Only,
~ ocean

11-21-2012, 06:15 PM	#3
StrongButch Member How Do You Identify?: I see the world thru a lens Preferred Pronoun?: Yes Boss Relationship Status: Chillin out with awesome women Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: San Francisco Posts: 1,376 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,018 Thanked 4,183 Times in 1,180 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Did you just know We have been talking for years. I enjoyed all of our conversations. I have not been in love in years. I can honestly say ive only been in love once. I have loved but it wasnt deeply. I walked away from them. I am ready now to take her hand and give her my heart. I knew and know now shes the grl for me. __________________ Life is like music,so it can be played in many different styles.

03-26-2010, 02:31 PM	#1
WickedFemme Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: Very Happily Married to Bobbi46 Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: where I want to be Posts: 313 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 355 Thanked 994 Times in 221 Posts Rep Power: 7014692	I have been in love twice before this current one... When we met the first time I felt an instant attraction, we chatted a little socially but the timing was not appropriate and I remember thinking that hys energy was just amazing and calming, but I let it go instantly and went on with myself. We met again a couple of months later and felt acquainted enough to hug each other in 'hello'...the energy that passed between us in that instant was the most amazing sensation I have ever felt... the evening went on but once again not an appropriate time for flirting or showing of any kind of interest (it just wasn't the right place). Not long after that, I felt an urge to contact hym to express my gratitude for hys kindness towards me under some unusual circumstances and let it go. Surprisingly, hy responded back and we began e-mailing back and forth, etc.. met again in much better circumstances and have been seeing each other ever since. I just knew from the first moment and it was further reinforced by the 'hug' and it has continued to grow since then. I am in love and believe this is the 'one' and am grateful that everything is 'mutual'... 'everything'. I cherish each moment we have together as if it is our last. It is truly the most selfless love I have ever experienced in my life. I don't feel any negative feelings, I don't have any negative thoughts. I let go spiritually in every moment we share and the more I let go the closer we become. I don't know how to articulate the experience at all... it just 'is'

11-21-2012, 06:44 PM	#4
Breezy Member How Do You Identify?: . Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: . Posts: 1,372 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,337 Thanked 4,555 Times in 1,199 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I've been there, yes. I've been there on my end and been told no from the other they aren't ready. It's all good. I believe in putting it out there and seeing what lands and what sticks.