Keep This Story Going

Heavenleahangel · 04-12-2013, 06:53 AM

Ang felt like she was either about to be sick to her somach or pass out! The feeling in the pit of her gut assured her she was definitely not dreaming! How in less than a hour had her life gone from what was comfortable and "normal" to this moment of anticipation and unsurety? What would compell her to shower and dress up for someone she swore she hated and despised? She was not prepared for what was about to happen.
She walked slowly to the door. Almost too afraid to open it. Her slow, directed steps were unsteady. Her heart felt like it was in her throat. Reaching out for the door knob, she hesitated. Should she open the door? What if hy had changed in a bad way? What if hys intentions were not good? She brushed the fear aside and slowly turned the knob.
There hy stood. Her eyes took in the tall, handsome, dark haired creature her mind and body remembered from so long ago. Her pulse raced. Her brow was damp with perspiration. She tried to hold back her gasp. A flood of mixed emotions invaded her mind and her heart. With a trembling voice she said "It is you!"

Heavenleahangel · 04-12-2013, 07:54 PM

BUMP!!!!!!

Girl_On_Fire · 04-12-2013, 09:55 PM

"Hello babygirl."

She closed her eyes, swallowing a lump in her throat. Gripping the doorknob so hard her hand hurt, she forced herself to speak.

"Don't call me that."

A wave of nausea hit her full in the gut. She remember the first time hy had called her that and what it had done to her body, her mind, and her soul. It was as though somebody had turned on a switch and the world went from black and white to color. Then hy was gone. Just gone. Like someone had pulled her out of the sunlight and shoved her naked into a snowbank.

"I'm sorry."

The gentleness in hys voice made her open her eyes. She stared at hym.

"What are you doing here? What do you want?"

"You."

Her eyed widened.

"Please don't say that."

A small smile tugged at the corner of hys mouth.

"Apparently, I'm not allowed to say much." Hy looked up and down the sidewalk. A couple passed arm in arm, laughing on the way to their car. "Can I come in?"

She sighed, hesitated, then stepped back to let hym in.

"Do you um...want something to drink?" She was never good at playing hostess. She was a loner and she liked it that way.

Hy asked for a soda. She got one from the fridge.

"Want to sit down?" She indicated the sofa with an awkward gesture. As hy passed her (a little too closely), she got a whiff of hys cologne. It hit her like a punch to the gut. Leather and that cologne. That smell was nothing else like on earth.

They sat.

"Angie, I'm sorry. Very sorry."

She looked hym in the eye. "How could you do that to anyone? I didn't even know myself back then. I didn't even know I was queer when I met you! I know it was just one weekend but it was the most incredible experience of my life."

"We never even had sex."

She shook her head. Hy looked genuinely baffled.

"Why do you think I never got over you? You started a fire you never put out."

Girl_On_Fire · 04-13-2013, 10:27 PM

*Bumping this thread*

Girl_On_Fire · 04-16-2013, 10:59 PM

Alright anybody who may have been following this thread or contributing to it. I can't finish this. I had a spiritually transformative experience over the weekend that won't allow me to put the type of passion and pain a story like this would need. If anyone is interested in finishing it, that would be awesome. If not. I'm just going to let it drop. I'm just not "there" anymore.

I'm sure in the future I'll write some more original stuff soon with no baggage attached.

04-12-2013, 06:53 AM	#1
Heavenleahangel Member How Do You Identify?: OFOS Femme; Earth bound Angel and Babygirl; Preferred Pronoun?: She, Angel, as long as it's respectful Relationship Status: Waiting for the One who can complete me Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: Albany, NY~but originally from Georgia Posts: 562 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,257 Thanked 2,068 Times in 468 Posts Rep Power: 18675554	Ang felt like she was either about to be sick to her somach or pass out! The feeling in the pit of her gut assured her she was definitely not dreaming! How in less than a hour had her life gone from what was comfortable and "normal" to this moment of anticipation and unsurety? What would compell her to shower and dress up for someone she swore she hated and despised? She was not prepared for what was about to happen. She walked slowly to the door. Almost too afraid to open it. Her slow, directed steps were unsteady. Her heart felt like it was in her throat. Reaching out for the door knob, she hesitated. Should she open the door? What if hy had changed in a bad way? What if hys intentions were not good? She brushed the fear aside and slowly turned the knob. There hy stood. Her eyes took in the tall, handsome, dark haired creature her mind and body remembered from so long ago. Her pulse raced. Her brow was damp with perspiration. She tried to hold back her gasp. A flood of mixed emotions invaded her mind and her heart. With a trembling voice she said "It is you!" __________________ Sweet Georgia Peach

04-12-2013, 07:54 PM	#2
Heavenleahangel Member How Do You Identify?: OFOS Femme; Earth bound Angel and Babygirl; Preferred Pronoun?: She, Angel, as long as it's respectful Relationship Status: Waiting for the One who can complete me Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: Albany, NY~but originally from Georgia Posts: 562 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,257 Thanked 2,068 Times in 468 Posts Rep Power: 18675554	BUMP!!!!!! __________________ Sweet Georgia Peach

04-12-2013, 09:55 PM	#3
Girl_On_Fire Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her Relationship Status: On Hiatus Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: Connecticut Posts: 690 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,020 Thanked 2,684 Times in 562 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	"Hello babygirl." She closed her eyes, swallowing a lump in her throat. Gripping the doorknob so hard her hand hurt, she forced herself to speak. "Don't call me that." A wave of nausea hit her full in the gut. She remember the first time hy had called her that and what it had done to her body, her mind, and her soul. It was as though somebody had turned on a switch and the world went from black and white to color. Then hy was gone. Just gone. Like someone had pulled her out of the sunlight and shoved her naked into a snowbank. "I'm sorry." The gentleness in hys voice made her open her eyes. She stared at hym. "What are you doing here? What do you want?" "You." Her eyed widened. "Please don't say that." A small smile tugged at the corner of hys mouth. "Apparently, I'm not allowed to say much." Hy looked up and down the sidewalk. A couple passed arm in arm, laughing on the way to their car. "Can I come in?" She sighed, hesitated, then stepped back to let hym in. "Do you um...want something to drink?" She was never good at playing hostess. She was a loner and she liked it that way. Hy asked for a soda. She got one from the fridge. "Want to sit down?" She indicated the sofa with an awkward gesture. As hy passed her (a little too closely), she got a whiff of hys cologne. It hit her like a punch to the gut. Leather and that cologne. That smell was nothing else like on earth. They sat. "Angie, I'm sorry. Very sorry." She looked hym in the eye. "How could you do that to anyone? I didn't even know myself back then. I didn't even know I was queer when I met you! I know it was just one weekend but it was the most incredible experience of my life." "We never even had sex." She shook her head. Hy looked genuinely baffled. "Why do you think I never got over you? You started a fire you never put out." __________________ "Quit trying to reason with unreasonable people. It's like trying to have a meaningful conversation with an end table." ~ Girl_On_Fire

04-13-2013, 10:27 PM	#4
Girl_On_Fire Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her Relationship Status: On Hiatus Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: Connecticut Posts: 690 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,020 Thanked 2,684 Times in 562 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Bumping this thread __________________ "Quit trying to reason with unreasonable people. It's like trying to have a meaningful conversation with an end table." ~ Girl_On_Fire

04-16-2013, 10:59 PM	#5
Girl_On_Fire Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her Relationship Status: On Hiatus Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: Connecticut Posts: 690 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,020 Thanked 2,684 Times in 562 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Alright anybody who may have been following this thread or contributing to it. I can't finish this. I had a spiritually transformative experience over the weekend that won't allow me to put the type of passion and pain a story like this would need. If anyone is interested in finishing it, that would be awesome. If not. I'm just going to let it drop. I'm just not "there" anymore. I'm sure in the future I'll write some more original stuff soon with no baggage attached. __________________ "Quit trying to reason with unreasonable people. It's like trying to have a meaningful conversation with an end table." ~ Girl_On_Fire