40 Questions

[s0litude]

Originally Posted by desd

14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid?
- I have always wanted to dye my hair a crazy, unnatural color

SPLAT makes some great colours. I dyed mine "Blue Envy" and it's growing out (my hair grows FAST), but I'd never done it before either. Was a fun experience, but I'll go back natural after this has passed.

Originally Posted by desd

17. When did you first realize that life is short?
- When I wanted to end mine.

Been there, done that, so glad you made it, Sweetie. The world's a better place having someone like you in it. I'm sure Bard would agree.

Originally Posted by desd

30. What do you want to remember forever?
- The way she watches me when she thinks I'm not looking and the smile that appears. I never thought anyone would look at me that way.

I pray for that day for myself. <shrugs> Eventually, maybe. Closest I ever came was forgetting to feed the cat and being stalked / stared down.

[deb0670]

1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
Reaching out to more P/people and not be so shy.

2. What's been on your mind most lately?
Ethan and how weird it is going to be to have Him home after being gone for over two months.
Will i be granted my disability on June 14th?
The Reunion
my sissies

3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame?
i would rank health to be the most important, love, happiness then money.

4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most?
For my head to stop hurting and to be able to actually sleep well.. once.

5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life?
limbo

6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now?
my youngest daughter

7. In one sentence, who are you?
just a girl wanting and willing to be the best girl she can be.

8. What do you want to be known for?
Being caring and compassionate

9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most?
my kids

10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different?
i will either have a job or my disability.. i will be well into my Bachelor's Program.

11. Who makes you feel good about yourself?
my F/friends and F/family

12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend?
Honesty, compassion, trustworthiness

13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing?
Telling my honest full feelings, being myself, coming out of my shell.

14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid?
to be accepted.

15. What stands between you and what you want?
Fear, lack of self love and worth

16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy?
Reach out and try to be there for O/others and help T/them reach T/their happiness.

17. When did you first realize that life is short?
When my youngest daughter turned 16.

18. What do you need to spend more time doing?
Homework ( icky), cleaning, connecting with different O/ones.

19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront?
my homework( Algebra), my desires and needs that are buried deep

20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with?
Lying, and hurting others.

21.What’s a common misconception people have about you?
That i am not shy. i reach out a lot.. and i do have a passion for P/people, however, face to face.. i am incredibly shy.

22.What’s something no one can take away from you?
my heart for O/others.

23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day?
the internet or some sort of connections with F/friends and F/family

24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most?
my dog Scrappy

25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most?
making new friends that turned to dear sissies

26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?
my self-worth

27. If not now, then when?
as soon as possible

28. What have you done that you are truly proud of?
helped a sissy recognize her self worth

29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself?
it is ok to not be so reserved.

30. What do you want to remember forever?
how it feels to have nothing, so i will not ever take what i have for granted.

31. What could society do without?
debt, bullying, the innocent dying for no reason

32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of?
i need sleep

33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?
Treat others the way you want to be treated. Kindness is contagious. pass it on.

34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done?
Treat my kids the way my parents treated me. ( yes i have repented for that)

35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older?
How i viewed others.

36. What didn't last forever, but was still worth your while?
different friendships that have either diminished or grew a part

37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell?
Do not drop out of school and it is ok to say NO sometimes.

38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be?
i love Y/you and please take care of You

39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you've done?
Unfortunately, yes...

40. What questions do you often ask yourself?
When are you gonna stand up for yourself? When are you gonna be happy? when are you gonna get your homework on time? Really?

[bright_arrow]

SPLAT makes some great colours. I dyed mine "Blue Envy" and it's growing out (my hair grows FAST), but I'd never done it before either. Was a fun experience, but I'll go back natural after this has passed.


I am thinking purple.. or fire engine red!

Been there, done that, so glad you made it, Sweetie. The world's a better place having someone like you in it. I'm sure Bard would agree.

I couldn't tell you what kept me here each time... perhaps fear of the unknown.. I have felt unwanted and unworthy a lot of my life. That is a relatively new epiphany.

I pray for that day for myself. <shrugs> Eventually, maybe. Closest I ever came was forgetting to feed the cat and being stalked / stared down.

You will have it. I promise. No one as amazing as you goes through life alone. xox

[pajama]

Originally Posted by s0litude

Been there, done that, so glad you made it, Sweetie. The world's a better place having someone like you in it. I'm sure Bard would agree.

Agree 10,000,000%

[Bard]

Originally Posted by pajama

Agree 10,000,000%

Oh hell yes it is a better place with Desd and I to had been there done that ... at age 10

[cricket26]

1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?

be alone

2. What's been on your mind most lately?

work

3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health,
fame?

love, happiness, health, money, fame

4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most?

peace

5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life?

working

6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now?

work

7. In one sentence, who are you?

8. What do you want to be known for?

9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most?

10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different?

11. Who makes you feel good about yourself?

no one can make me feel good, I have to make myself feel good

12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend?

13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing?

getting my masters degree

14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid?

15. What stands between you and what you want?

16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy?

listen to music

17. When did you first realize that life is short?

when my father died

18. What do you need to spend more time doing?

19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront?

20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with?

21.What’s a common misconception people have about you?

22.What’s something no one can take away from you?

23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day?

24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most?

25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most?

26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?

27. If not now, then when?

28. What have you done that you are truly proud of?

I have 2 great children age 22 and 25

29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself?

30. What do you want to remember forever?

31. What could society do without?

32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of?

33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?

34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done?

35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older?

36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while?

37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell?

be humble

38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be?

39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?

40. What questions do you often ask yourself?
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