Feelings of fayedoll

[~baby~doll~]

New Way

Somehow i have changed
forced or choice or just rearranged

over years i examined self
not i have moved to a different shelf

dresses and heels now set me free
how long have i yearn to let this side be

i find a femme a different light
no longer always is the night

what more i am is still to be seen
in the end what will it mean

am i me
or what you perceive me to be

i now find beauty means much more
i am a femme to the core

i am now what i long to see
finally i have found the real me

[~baby~doll~]

in lingerie i gaze in a mirror to see
a reflection of a woman and who is she?

my fingers glide over silk and satin
seeking out hidden secrets within

i stand in lingerie and heels gazing upon this mysterious reflection
for this girl, woman feminine thing, what lies in store
i never imagined this before

how does a mind grasp such a dainty change?
i fall into the arms of this feminine heart it is what remains
perhaps i wanted this from the start
How is it SHE knew i would fit the part?
i had no inkling from the start

i am woman
i am she
i am her
i have a woman's heart
it's not who i was at the start

i slide the, charmeuse trumpet, skirt over my hips
i apply gloss over my lips
my body resides in this feminine home
i adore what i have become

i am woman
i am she
i am her
it's not who i used to be

i have fully become her lovely doll
in my feminine i have finally evolved
in this form i achieved my dream
i fully disappeared no more am i seen
i am HER property forever HERS
SHE accepted my gift to be HER slave
i delivered my old self to the grave
this woman has a heart of the brave

those questions and doubts have disappeared
after years of service and bowing my wish was granted
by the Goddess above

my feminine has set me free
the i, i was has faded into my LOVE
i have become what i want to be
my life is gone and i am happy be
the reflection of her finally see
SHE is and i am gone

there is a woman smiling in my heart