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			Tommi, 
		
		
		
		
		
		
			Thank you for sharing. I was so moved by what you wrote, for many reasons. We DO move on.. No matter what life throws our way. We have to. I try to remember and live that that every day but every once in a while I need that swift kick in the rear. I thank you for that reminder. I am so happy for the love that has come into your life. I love that you got tattoos together to mark this time in your journey. Your post leaves me with a smile. Not because of your recurrence but because of your love for life. It's a beautiful thing. 
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			So I guess I should give an update but it really isn't one. 
		
		
		
		
		
		
			I have been so beside myself over this I didn't even know what to post. I am being seen in a clinic that helps people who don't have medical currently. For now atleast. The did the chest xray for the lung nodules..for the second time. And when I called for results, was told my lungs are perfect. I didn't understand why they would say that considering I have emphysima and nodules. Well come to find out, the tech wasn't informed apparently what she was looking for. And assumed it was for something else. 4 weeks I waited to hear I have to wait more..wow was I ticked. Long story short, I am working on getting it fixed or I will have to pay the old doc to read them and compare xrays. I am much less upset now so again, I am working on finding out this run of tests results. Will let you know when I do. 
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 Sorry the whole thing is such a mess. That is horrible for a person to go through. I would suggest doing what you can to get the original doctor to compare the x-rays. If not, make sure who ever reads them has the old x-rays for comparison. Take care. 
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 Tomorrow at 9AM will be the last Brachtherapy treatment. My girl is on a business trip across the country, my BFF's are vacationing in Paris, so, I knew I could come here, because the Planet is a place we can share. The support from those I told about this has been wonderful. The smile kaijira gives me has taken it all away, and believe it or not, I looked forward to the appointments everyday. I knew iI had to do it, and just get it over with. So, we planned something for every weekend since August to be together and make sure I got that big smile, and we enjoyed the heck outta life. We did, we are, and , next weekend we will celebrate radiation therapy being OVER. Camping in Malibu at a Shamain ritual...   ( My first and which she is doing part of the ceremony) ..so, a new chapter , hell no. This is a whole new book. So, guess I will have to start writing again  
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			Wow, Tommi, I had no idea you were going through all of that.  I made the assumption when you didn't come back to the thread that things were clear.  I should have asked.  I tend to "hide out"/slink away/whatever fits here, too when I get bad news, so I should have thought about that and asked!  Sorry, brother.   
		
		
		
		
		
		
			![]() I didn't tell hardly anyone I had cancer prior to my colon resection. I had a whole week and only told my best friend and the people who had to know at my work. I am very, very glad that you shared with us now. It is fantastic that you had a new love by your side through all of this. I know it would have been much harder for me if I didn't have my partner. It sounds like you went through a lot. I am so glad you are on the other side. Please take good care of you! 
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			Oh, shit, deb.  Please come back and share.  Good thoughts sent to you.
		 
		
		
		
		
		
		
			
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			Deb, 
		
		
		
		
		
		
			I always seem to be a day late :/ Sending lots of positive energy and tight but gentle hugs your way. XOXO 
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			Hi, Debbie.  You haven't circled back around to the thread.  I just wanted to check in and tell you I hope you are ok.  Happy Holidays to you and yours.
		 
		
		
		
		
		
		
			
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			Wow Tommi, so glad to hear you have so much love and support during this bump in the road.   
		
		
		
		
		
		
		
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