~baby~doll~ heart on her sleeve

[~baby~doll~]

Fade
all of me gone
into Her
all my parts melting
into Her
all my bones turning to dust
into Her
i am shadow
of Her
my face diminishes in size, shape and visibility
Hers
my soul devoured
by Her
what is left of me
is Her
more than i know i yearn
for Her
pounding of my heart
is Her
waves of thought
for Her
all i am
is Her

[~baby~doll~]

my misery exceeds all my hopes

i feel cross when alone
it aches to the bone
more than this i can not carry
i mourn the friends i've had to bury

time it is to cast out my hopes
i write them down then burn the notes
cast a dark shadow on the snow
what is it you wish too know

i'll find a dress of black sack cloth
i'll not sit and aid my sloth
i bring Her tea on bended knees
Her word is harsh and never please

it is my duty to serve
it is Hers to crush my nerves
i can be happy as a bee
when i crawl on bended knee

[~baby~doll~]

Lost
i would never believe i could be so lost
i could find my way at any cost

now i sit and gaze at the walls
then stroll down empty halls

what is the day
help me find my way
do i live here and can i stay
tomorrow is another day

love is a grace
if we run the race
and keep the pace
some times i spin off and fly into space

where is the water i thirst
i could drink till i burst
i feel like i have been cursed

now it is good
everything as it should
knock on wood

my loves touch me
they help me see
they help me recall what i used to be
more often then not i drift in the sea
heaven knows what will come of me

does this color match
i burned another batch
when they go out i hear the latch

love is my answer