What made you sad today...

Mel C. · 09-12-2014, 12:15 AM

So much sadness remembering 9/11...very emotional

Degotoga · 09-12-2014, 07:39 PM

The remains of a local 2 y/o boy missing since July were located today. From the beginning it didn't sound like there would be a favorable outcome, but being the optimist I am, I had hoped they would find him safely in the hands of someone that does what adults are supposed to do, protect children. I'm glad he's been found, but it breaks my heart to know that the one person that should have fiercely protected him seems to be involved. Lets hope his mother and whomever else is involved don't escape justice like Casey Anthony did.

RIP Colton

MsTinkerbelly · 09-16-2014, 11:34 PM

For the last month I have been watching a man with alzheimers for a few hours a day while his wife worked. She came over this evening because he passed away in his sleep and she didn't know what to do.

God bless him and God bless her aching heart.

Rip Estevan

jerbear · 09-17-2014, 01:39 AM

I miss a good friend and a great boss its hard to believe she been gone for over a week
.. and this has been a rough week.. . I lost a horse that was born 4 months before i was because someone else didn't listen or care. Why do ppl insist on thinking they know everything when they never even lived the life or went to school to know how to do the things that need to be done.

Talon · 09-17-2014, 11:50 AM

May I have the peace to endure.

Candelion · 09-18-2014, 09:07 PM

Just an underlying turquoise washed in a soft dove grey.

Mormegil · 09-18-2014, 10:13 PM

Coming to terms with the fact someone I care about never really liked me at all I guess. Feels that ways after 4 months of trying to get together and being supportive of her dealing with a psycho ex causing her problems and even some physical abuse. And me attempting to show her how much I care , always trying to cheer her up when she was down....for me to have one off week. One week where my old anxiety came back for a visit. Spurred on by stress and aggrivating my Ocd a bit for her to just drop me. Been two weeks since I heard anything. No goodbye no nothin. Like I never existed in her life at all.

And I come to the realization this isnt the first time. Ive been dropped a few in the same manner. I give everything and Im treated like nothing in the end. I also see that my inexperience is a huge turn off for everyone i try to have a relationship with...they hear it and just leave. Like i have no feelings at all.

When I try to explain why Im a 30 yr old virgin with no relationship experience due to severe social anxiety disorder /depression most of my 20s. They immediately judge me or discard me. . Thank God ive over come it for the most part and can date....if someone would ever give me a chance. I truely think Im cursed sometimes. Just like when you cant get a job due to no experience but cant get experience without getting a job.

Just tired of getting treated like i have no feelings or im some kind of monster.

09-12-2014, 07:39 PM	#2
Degotoga Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Stone Butch Preferred Pronoun?: Respectful and situational appropriate ones Relationship Status: Enjoying butchelorhood Join Date: Feb 2013 Location: Texas Posts: 3,301 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,390 Thanked 4,380 Times in 1,233 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	The remains of a local 2 y/o boy missing since July were located today. From the beginning it didn't sound like there would be a favorable outcome, but being the optimist I am, I had hoped they would find him safely in the hands of someone that does what adults are supposed to do, protect children. I'm glad he's been found, but it breaks my heart to know that the one person that should have fiercely protected him seems to be involved. Lets hope his mother and whomever else is involved don't escape justice like Casey Anthony did. RIP Colton __________________ Don't try to explain yourself to stupid people. You're not the jackass whisperer.

09-18-2014, 09:07 PM	#6
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09-18-2014, 10:13 PM	#7
Mormegil Junior Member How Do You Identify?: just myself Preferred Pronoun?: meh Relationship Status: single Join Date: May 2014 Location: pensacola , FL Posts: 64 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 31 Thanked 184 Times in 50 Posts Rep Power: 1853354	Coming to terms with the fact someone I care about never really liked me at all I guess. Feels that ways after 4 months of trying to get together and being supportive of her dealing with a psycho ex causing her problems and even some physical abuse. And me attempting to show her how much I care , always trying to cheer her up when she was down....for me to have one off week. One week where my old anxiety came back for a visit. Spurred on by stress and aggrivating my Ocd a bit for her to just drop me. Been two weeks since I heard anything. No goodbye no nothin. Like I never existed in her life at all. And I come to the realization this isnt the first time. Ive been dropped a few in the same manner. I give everything and Im treated like nothing in the end. I also see that my inexperience is a huge turn off for everyone i try to have a relationship with...they hear it and just leave. Like i have no feelings at all. When I try to explain why Im a 30 yr old virgin with no relationship experience due to severe social anxiety disorder /depression most of my 20s. They immediately judge me or discard me. . Thank God ive over come it for the most part and can date....if someone would ever give me a chance. I truely think Im cursed sometimes. Just like when you cant get a job due to no experience but cant get experience without getting a job. Just tired of getting treated like i have no feelings or im some kind of monster. __________________ "All is full of love"

09-12-2014, 12:15 AM	#1
Mel C. Long-time Member How Do You Identify?: WIB - woman identified butch Preferred Pronoun?: Your choice...not really a button for me Relationship Status: ♡ married 1/1/2019♡ Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: San Diego Posts: 2,149 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,772 Thanked 6,828 Times in 1,621 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	So much sadness remembering 9/11...very emotional

09-16-2014, 11:34 PM	#3
MsTinkerbelly Timed Out - TOS Drama How Do You Identify?: ... Preferred Pronoun?: ... Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: ... Posts: 6,573 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,737 Thanked 22,907 Times in 5,017 Posts Rep Power: 0	For the last month I have been watching a man with alzheimers for a few hours a day while his wife worked. She came over this evening because he passed away in his sleep and she didn't know what to do. God bless him and God bless her aching heart. Rip Estevan

09-17-2014, 01:39 AM	#4
jerbear Junior Member How Do You Identify?: butch Preferred Pronoun?: hy hym Relationship Status: Taken Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: ne Posts: 53 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 26 Thanked 163 Times in 42 Posts Rep Power: 1533757	I miss a good friend and a great boss its hard to believe she been gone for over a week .. and this has been a rough week.. . I lost a horse that was born 4 months before i was because someone else didn't listen or care. Why do ppl insist on thinking they know everything when they never even lived the life or went to school to know how to do the things that need to be done.

09-17-2014, 11:50 AM	#5
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