To smoke or not to smoke?

Softhearted · 11-24-2010, 11:56 PM

I feel very bad about myself....

After quitting smoking 7 years ago, I picked up this bad habit again last week!

It was either that or totally breaking down.... I've been battling with major depression for years now, and I do know, this fall was the worst one in a long time! In my case it is either eat my way to death or smoke...

Of course, a lot of people around me, told me to go exercise it is good for deal with depression etc. bla bla bla...which I know, but they don't get that when you are really down, you don't feel to do anything espacially exercise... for fuck sake I even have problems getting out bed!

In anyway, thank you for listening, I guess I needed to vent off!

Soft

11-24-2010, 11:56 PM	#1
Softhearted Member How Do You Identify?: --- Preferred Pronoun?: ---- Relationship Status: --- Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: --- Posts: 298 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 454 Thanked 285 Times in 109 Posts Rep Power: 1556234	To smoke or not to smoke? I feel very bad about myself.... After quitting smoking 7 years ago, I picked up this bad habit again last week! It was either that or totally breaking down.... I've been battling with major depression for years now, and I do know, this fall was the worst one in a long time! In my case it is either eat my way to death or smoke... Of course, a lot of people around me, told me to go exercise it is good for deal with depression etc. bla bla bla...which I know, but they don't get that when you are really down, you don't feel to do anything espacially exercise... for fuck sake I even have problems getting out bed! In anyway, thank you for listening, I guess I needed to vent off! Soft