Cancer Support and Caregivers Who Are Trail Blazers!

[Tommi]

Originally Posted by Tommi

The dreaded phone call came on Friday.

"We need you to come back for a follow-up as the Pap results showed some atypical cells. Doc wants to do a Colposcopy"

A what?? I can come in tomorrow, I mean Monday"

"The first appointment we have available is on the 19th at 7:00AM, and in case he needs to do a biopsy it will be done at that time." ...
What is a colposcopy anyway? ......as I am Googling it...Endometrial cancer, follow-ups for atypical cells, a magnifying light, acetic acid...oy vey*

as the Nurse is saying ....These things are just routine, and negative 9 times out of 10, just a little burning, and uncomfortable cramps possibly for a day or two and..... as my mind wandered off to the beach.

Who the hell can call this routine after 9 years of negative pap smears /post total radical hysterectomy with 16 lymph nodes donated to science***I thought it was "my prostate" surgery in the first place.

I hate waiting. So, to wile away the team, so I gessoed a huge canvas...
Hmmm. either a peaceful landscape or a rolling stormy seascape 3 X 4 feet

*Rolling stormy seascape in progress*

Thank you for the good karma and thoughts sent my way. .
Home for the day. Out out brief spot. Biopsied "a spot" this AM. Sent out for tests. "We'll call you, or send you a card" . *CALL ME*** Now another Wait. Then recheck in either 3 or 6 mos. depending if it is atypical or...something else, worst case radiation.

I found this on Google...and it left off alot of things on the lists of what-to-do while waiting.

""""Awaiting Cancer Test Resluts? Ways to take control of your anxiety and not let it control you

How much information do you need to feel comfortable? Are you the kind of person who feels better when you know every detail of every procedure and the information it will reveal? YES>

If so, it’s a good idea to ask questions until you are satisfied. ll.

Focus on the “what-nows," instead of the "what-ifs.” Keep your focus on the present: Look at the test as a valuable tool for your doctor to use in finding the best treatment for you. Other strategies for keeping your mind in the present while waiting for test results include:
Exercising
Listening to music
Reading what you enjoy the most
Doing hobbies that you enjoy the most
Relaxing or meditating, such as lying down and slowly breathing in and out while focusing on the movement of your breath
Talking about your feelings with family, close friends or a support group

Reminding yourself of your spirituality, and whatever faith or belief that comforts you "

What about
Chocolate milkshakes, banana splits, mad wild monkey sex.
My BFF's are willing to go sky diving with me. (take me there, but not jump) and go paint-balling when I am ready.

I don't have any ice cream, or banana's, thus I think I will just check my phone list and find a monkey girl .
For now, go make PenPal artist trading cards ,then , slamming the canvas---with paint..unless