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Flying? Well all I can come up with as I think back on it is this:
.gif "Say What?") The trip was AWESOME btw...I got to go see My Jennie in Washington. I'm going back to therapy again on Wensday (thank the Goddess) and I can't wait. I really dig my therapist. Then again...I really dig most hippies. I don't think I will be getting back on a plane again any time soon though.
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08-29-2010, 10:25 AM
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What freaks me out about flying are the airports and how people act when they are upset. I have to really focus to not give into my PTSD when loud people are all around in a closed in area and get all belligerent.
I do better in the airports that have the illusion of space, where at least the celings are high the entire time. I feel so trapped in airports like O'Hare or immigration at Dulles etc. I need to stay sharp so I don't take antianxiety meds, but am always right on the edge of losing it. Eapecially if I have people in my personal space.
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08-29-2010, 10:07 PM
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yep, I have finally come to terms and the realization that I have NEW trauma, and that I am going to have to go back to see a therapist to deal with this new crap.
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08-30-2010, 07:37 AM
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 I have been in therapy again since last Winter and it finally seems to be helping. Best to you in your journey!
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08-30-2010, 11:58 PM
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Anxiety is running amock. I can't sleep well. Seems like nothing I try works. Not even the medication for my anxiety and sleep issues. Feels like my body is full of it and about to explode. Feels weird.
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08-31-2010, 07:57 AM
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So sorry. I know exactly how that feels. I could not sleep either, am an pretty bleary eyed this morning. I hope your day calms the anxiety!
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08-31-2010, 09:59 PM
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Thank you for your support. I do appreciate it a great deal. And it means a lot to me. I am now dealing with new stress, my mom is not getting enough oxygen to her heart, she failed her stress test last week. Doctor called and wants to do an Angiogram on her heart and all that stuff, looking for another blood clot in her arteries. I take her for the procedure on Sept. 8th. I am just hoping there is nothing wrong with her that requires immediate surgery. I lost my stepdad just this Jan 13th. I don't want to lose my mom. It's scary for her and me. I am full of anxiety about it too. I have a personal matter that has to be dealt with Sept. at a later date, I just hope whatever has to be done for my mom is done Before then, so I am there for her. I can't change my date for my personal matter.
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