Confessions Are Good For The Soul

ravfem · 01-03-2011, 08:16 PM

i confess i am eating a too big piece of coconut cream pie, and can't decide if i like the filling better or the whipped topping.

i also confess i'll leave the crust..ew

bigbutchmistie · 01-03-2011, 08:24 PM

I confess :

Im glad I am finally glad the big bosses are looking at me to promote me.

I am glad I won the extra sales bonus for the month

I wished I had someone special to share these times with sigh...

Miss Scarlett · 01-03-2011, 08:28 PM

I confess that I've been somewhat "distracted" lately and today was no exception...go out to start the car this morning, turn on the defroster, scrape the outside windows...get in car to find interior windows covered in frost...defroster not working...have to scrape interior windows...about 2 miles into my obstructed drive I noted the car was not getting warm inside...look at the heater control & see it is NOT set on heat...

OK I can live with that but there's more...

Get to work...office is cold & turn on my little heater...office not getting warmer...check heater and discover it is blowing cool air...got all huffy over it then noticed that...yeah, somebody set it to fan & not to the big gray dot that makes everything warm...

Oh the shame of it all!

Gemme · 01-03-2011, 08:37 PM

I confess...I got my work manual mailed to me today.

The UPS box says it's 8 pounds.

Andrea · 01-04-2011, 09:27 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Gemme

I confess...I got my work manual mailed to me today.

The UPS box says it's 8 pounds.

I confess that is one hefty manual.

Andrea

JustJo · 01-04-2011, 10:08 AM

I confess that...

...I am really, really bone tired.

...I am especially tired of being sick...more than 2 weeks of coughing has given me a strained something up by my shoulder blade...and the two together makes it hard to sleep.

...I get frustrated when people say "you should take this med or that"...I'm diabetic, and on medication for blood pressure, diabetes, triglycerides, etc. I can seriously mess myself up with OTC stuff unless my doctor approves it. Even then, I worry about drug interactions...even with the prescribed stuff.

...seeing "floaters" when we were at the beach has me worried about my eyesight again. Intellectually I know it had to do with the bright sunlight, but going blind isn't on my "to do" list. Of all the complications that can and do come with diabetes, blindness is the one that scares me the most...and the one I'm most likely to have to deal with at some point.

...I envy people who have the expectation that others can and will take care of them and cater to their desires...and especially envy those who have it happen in their lives.

...I am so, so, so incredibly grateful for my job...and for this wonderful company that employs me.

...I sometimes feel like everything is a battle...and I'm too tired to fight.

...I internalize the negativity of others...and self-harm by scratching at myself....especially on my face. Not lovely. And not quick to heal because of the diabetes.

...today was probably not a good day to post in the confession thread.

stepfordfemme · 01-04-2011, 10:45 AM

I confess.....I seriously lack motivation.
.....I don't want to go back to work
.....I'm kind of pouty today.

sylvie · 01-04-2011, 05:24 PM

i confess -

2011, will be my year..
i plan to make that happen..

i confess..
i worry about someone, deeply.. and where his headspace is, currently and if he's okay..

i also confess, i feel helpless..and that makes me very sad.

Zimmeh · 01-05-2011, 05:03 PM

Get to feeling better!

Zimmy

Quote:

Originally Posted by JustJo

I confess that...

...I am really, really bone tired.

...I am especially tired of being sick...more than 2 weeks of coughing has given me a strained something up by my shoulder blade...and the two together makes it hard to sleep.

...I get frustrated when people say "you should take this med or that"...I'm diabetic, and on medication for blood pressure, diabetes, triglycerides, etc. I can seriously mess myself up with OTC stuff unless my doctor approves it. Even then, I worry about drug interactions...even with the prescribed stuff.

...seeing "floaters" when we were at the beach has me worried about my eyesight again. Intellectually I know it had to do with the bright sunlight, but going blind isn't on my "to do" list. Of all the complications that can and do come with diabetes, blindness is the one that scares me the most...and the one I'm most likely to have to deal with at some point.

...I envy people who have the expectation that others can and will take care of them and cater to their desires...and especially envy those who have it happen in their lives.

...I am so, so, so incredibly grateful for my job...and for this wonderful company that employs me.

...I sometimes feel like everything is a battle...and I'm too tired to fight.

...I internalize the negativity of others...and self-harm by scratching at myself....especially on my face. Not lovely. And not quick to heal because of the diabetes.

...today was probably not a good day to post in the confession thread.

Leigh · 01-03-2011, 08:37 PM

I confess - life truly is good

sweetfemme247 · 01-03-2011, 08:48 PM

I confess I havent told anyone this but 3 weeks ago my dad shot himself 9 times and passed away

I confess i lost the one i love because I couldnt handle the situation

I confess I am scared to go to school its been along time

bigbutchmistie · 01-03-2011, 08:49 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Princessbella

I confess I havent told anyone this but 3 weeks ago my dad shot himself 9 times and passed away

I confess i lost the one i love because I couldnt handle the situation

I confess I am scared to go to school its been along time

Im sorry for your loss

Hugs

Glenn · 01-04-2011, 02:28 AM

I confess that when I saw my parents having sex I wanted to become a nun.

katsarecool · 01-04-2011, 03:24 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Princessbella

I confess I havent told anyone this but 3 weeks ago my dad shot himself 9 times and passed away

I confess i lost the one i love because I couldnt handle the situation

I confess I am scared to go to school its been along time

I am so sorry for your loss. Please accept my condolences for you and your family!

1PlayfulFemme · 01-04-2011, 09:12 AM

I confess that I am just doing Christmas with one of my closest friends and I need to find her smallest gifts (where did I put them at Christmas??)

I confess I would gladly pay someone to find them for me so I could do other things that need to be done this morning.

I confess that were they not so tiny, they would be easy to find.

I confess that her big gifts are all together. Why was I NOT thinking to put her lil gifts with the larger, harder to miss gifts??

I confess that I will find them and all will work out well..I just needed to vent.

I confess that this whole "3,000 birds dead in Arkansas" followed by "100,000 fish dead in Arkansas - but not related" thing has me creeped out.

That's a lot of dead creatures. Just sayin.

I confess that I am sad to feel the cold nip in the air return!!

I confess that this confession is all over the place!

lipstixgal · 01-04-2011, 07:25 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Princessbella

I confess I havent told anyone this but 3 weeks ago my dad shot himself 9 times and passed away

I confess i lost the one i love because I couldnt handle the situation

I confess I am scared to go to school its been along time

I am sorry for your loss!!

Gemme · 01-04-2011, 10:50 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by 1PlayfulFemme

I confess that I am just doing Christmas with one of my closest friends and I need to find her smallest gifts (where did I put them at Christmas??)

I confess I would gladly pay someone to find them for me so I could do other things that need to be done this morning.

I confess that were they not so tiny, they would be easy to find.

I confess that her big gifts are all together. Why was I NOT thinking to put her lil gifts with the larger, harder to miss gifts??

I confess that I will find them and all will work out well..I just needed to vent.

I confess that this whole "3,000 birds dead in Arkansas" followed by "100,000 fish dead in Arkansas - but not related" thing has me creeped out.

That's a lot of dead creatures. Just sayin.

I confess that I am sad to feel the cold nip in the air return!!

I confess that this confession is all over the place!

Another 500 or so blackbirds fell in Louisiana, I confess.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Baby Bear

I confess that I am very nervous and excited about being on the planet.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Andrea

I confess that is one hefty manual.

Andrea

Agreed. There's actually two of them. An operational manual and then a training and developmental manual.

The job's not rocket science, I confess, yet I feel as if I might get a degree by the time I finish it all.

I confess, I'm soooo tired right now and will probably be in bed in less than an hour.

*yawn*

Kenna · 01-04-2011, 10:57 PM

I confess....

I really hate Lupus and the life it's robbed from me, my Mom and my Aunt. Sometimes I feel too damn tired to fight it any more.

I confess.... I've neglected my health for many years...just was too busy being the caretaker for everyone else.

I confess.... it's really hard to allow new people to come into my life because I don't want to put the burden on them of some day becoming the caretaker.

Arwen · 01-05-2011, 01:04 AM

I confess:

That I miss confessing
That I wish all these boxes would magically disappear
That I finally got the tape off the stove
That I can't put my dishes away until I wash the cabinets
That I can't wash the cabinets until I find the step stool
That I can't look for the step stool until I get the brakes fixed
That I need help as usual
That I'm liking talking on the phone more than usual

bright_arrow · 01-05-2011, 01:48 AM

I confess that I wish the mail would stop coming. Someone needs to inform the bill collectors that money doesn't grow ON trees, and until someone feels I deserve more money, they won't be getting more money either

01-03-2011, 08:16 PM	#1
ravfem Senior Member How Do You Identify?: i'm a girl Relationship Status: negative Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Georgia Posts: 1,811 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,239 Thanked 3,126 Times in 1,270 Posts Rep Power: 1969286	i confess i am eating a too big piece of coconut cream pie, and can't decide if i like the filling better or the whipped topping. i also confess i'll leave the crust..ew __________________

01-03-2011, 08:37 PM	#4
Gemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?: She, as in 'She's a GEM' Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: The roads are narrow here Posts: 36,631 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 182,498 Thanked 107,925 Times in 25,666 Posts Rep Power: 21474887	I confess...I got my work manual mailed to me today. The UPS box says it's 8 pounds. __________________ Gemme's Journal I'm misunderestimated.

01-04-2011, 10:08 AM	#6
JustJo Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: pushy broad Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: Follow your heart; it knows things your mind cannot explain. Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Southeast corner Posts: 5,633 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 24,417 Thanked 25,405 Times in 4,660 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	I confess that... ...I am really, really bone tired. ...I am especially tired of being sick...more than 2 weeks of coughing has given me a strained something up by my shoulder blade...and the two together makes it hard to sleep. ...I get frustrated when people say "you should take this med or that"...I'm diabetic, and on medication for blood pressure, diabetes, triglycerides, etc. I can seriously mess myself up with OTC stuff unless my doctor approves it. Even then, I worry about drug interactions...even with the prescribed stuff. ...seeing "floaters" when we were at the beach has me worried about my eyesight again. Intellectually I know it had to do with the bright sunlight, but going blind isn't on my "to do" list. Of all the complications that can and do come with diabetes, blindness is the one that scares me the most...and the one I'm most likely to have to deal with at some point. ...I envy people who have the expectation that others can and will take care of them and cater to their desires...and especially envy those who have it happen in their lives. ...I am so, so, so incredibly grateful for my job...and for this wonderful company that employs me. ...I sometimes feel like everything is a battle...and I'm too tired to fight. ...I internalize the negativity of others...and self-harm by scratching at myself....especially on my face. Not lovely. And not quick to heal because of the diabetes. ...today was probably not a good day to post in the confession thread. __________________ I'm not tall enough to ride emotional roller coasters

01-04-2011, 05:24 PM	#8
sylvie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Mr Mtn's babygirl Preferred Pronoun?: girly, she Relationship Status: fiercely protected ♥ Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !! Posts: 2,548 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,834 Thanked 7,501 Times in 1,850 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	i confess - 2011, will be my year.. i plan to make that happen.. i confess.. i worry about someone, deeply.. and where his headspace is, currently and if he's okay.. i also confess, i feel helpless..and that makes me very sad. __________________ my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all. my facebook weight loss page: http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney

01-03-2011, 08:37 PM	#10
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	I confess - life truly is good __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

01-03-2011, 08:24 PM	#2
bigbutchmistie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Since You Need A Label. Butch Relationship Status: Still Dreaming Of My Happily Ever After Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Arlington Texas Posts: 4,009 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,950 Thanked 5,364 Times in 1,941 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	I confess : Im glad I am finally glad the big bosses are looking at me to promote me. I am glad I won the extra sales bonus for the month I wished I had someone special to share these times with sigh...

01-03-2011, 08:28 PM	#3
Miss Scarlett Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: . Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: . Posts: 5,530 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,478 Thanked 12,947 Times in 3,419 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	I confess that I've been somewhat "distracted" lately and today was no exception...go out to start the car this morning, turn on the defroster, scrape the outside windows...get in car to find interior windows covered in frost...defroster not working...have to scrape interior windows...about 2 miles into my obstructed drive I noted the car was not getting warm inside...look at the heater control & see it is NOT set on heat... OK I can live with that but there's more... Get to work...office is cold & turn on my little heater...office not getting warmer...check heater and discover it is blowing cool air...got all huffy over it then noticed that...yeah, somebody set it to fan & not to the big gray dot that makes everything warm... Oh the shame of it all!

01-04-2011, 10:45 AM	#7
stepfordfemme Member How Do You Identify?: Stone Femme-inist. Preferred Pronoun?: Female ones :) Relationship Status: I really really like someone. Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Canada Posts: 237 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 427 Thanked 865 Times in 193 Posts Rep Power: 10262849	I confess.....I seriously lack motivation. .....I don't want to go back to work .....I'm kind of pouty today.

01-03-2011, 08:48 PM	#11
sweetfemme247 Member How Do You Identify?: fem Preferred Pronoun?: femme, she, her, baby, sweetie Relationship Status: holding my heart close and putting back up a wall Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: california, palm springs Posts: 994 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 206 Thanked 719 Times in 350 Posts Rep Power: 4115671	I confess I havent told anyone this but 3 weeks ago my dad shot himself 9 times and passed away I confess i lost the one i love because I couldnt handle the situation I confess I am scared to go to school its been along time __________________ Happiness is not something you postpone for the future; it is something you design for the present. Jim Rohn

01-04-2011, 02:28 AM	#13
Glenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Ol butch bones. Preferred Pronoun?: Old thing Relationship Status: Too old to play. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: :rolleyes: Posts: 1,547 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,602 Thanked 3,729 Times in 1,095 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	I confess that when I saw my parents having sex I wanted to become a nun.

01-04-2011, 09:12 AM	#15
1PlayfulFemme Member How Do You Identify?: An Unwitting Thread Derailer! Preferred Pronoun?: She, femme through and through Relationship Status: She is my soul. Join Date: Oct 2010 Location: In a lil sparkle of fairydust Posts: 1,026 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,890 Thanked 2,362 Times in 697 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I confess that I am just doing Christmas with one of my closest friends and I need to find her smallest gifts (where did I put them at Christmas??) I confess I would gladly pay someone to find them for me so I could do other things that need to be done this morning. I confess that were they not so tiny, they would be easy to find. I confess that her big gifts are all together. Why was I NOT thinking to put her lil gifts with the larger, harder to miss gifts?? I confess that I will find them and all will work out well..I just needed to vent. I confess that this whole "3,000 birds dead in Arkansas" followed by "100,000 fish dead in Arkansas - but not related" thing has me creeped out. That's a lot of dead creatures. Just sayin. I confess that I am sad to feel the cold nip in the air return!! I confess that this confession is all over the place!

01-04-2011, 10:57 PM	#18
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,192 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	I confess.... I really hate Lupus and the life it's robbed from me, my Mom and my Aunt. Sometimes I feel too damn tired to fight it any more. I confess.... I've neglected my health for many years...just was too busy being the caretaker for everyone else. I confess.... it's really hard to allow new people to come into my life because I don't want to put the burden on them of some day becoming the caretaker. __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

01-05-2011, 01:04 AM	#19
Arwen Joy Seeker How Do You Identify?: Smartly-Flavored Preferred Pronoun?: Goddess Relationship Status: Mrs. Syzygy 1/9/14 Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: Joyville, NM (aka Land of Enchantment) Posts: 10,140 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,636 Thanked 28,108 Times in 6,412 Posts Rep Power: 21474862	I confess: That I miss confessing That I wish all these boxes would magically disappear That I finally got the tape off the stove That I can't put my dishes away until I wash the cabinets That I can't wash the cabinets until I find the step stool That I can't look for the step stool until I get the brakes fixed That I need help as usual That I'm liking talking on the phone more than usual __________________ I wrote a book, y'all! *FREE* Tarotscopes Seek Joy, y'all. Eschew hate. 9Words: A Poetry Challenge \| Do you like me?

01-05-2011, 01:48 AM	#20
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: one queer mama Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: nor cal Posts: 2,910 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,644 Thanked 9,363 Times in 2,296 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I confess that I wish the mail would stop coming. Someone needs to inform the bill collectors that money doesn't grow ON trees, and until someone feels I deserve more money, they won't be getting more money either