All of Me

Massive · 02-13-2012, 03:45 PM

What I want to be

I want to be the one,
I want to be the only one.
I want to be the one who holds her close,
I want to be there no matter what,
I want to be the one who says I love you,
I want to be the one who supports her,
I want to be the one who makes it all go away,
I want to be the one who falls asleep with her in my arms,
I want to be the one who can share the good and the bad.
I want to be the one who sees her for who she is,
I want to be the one who shows her how I see her through my eyes.
I want to be the one who never lets her go,
I want to be the one who shares my life with her,
I want to be the one who walks down the street holding her hand,
I want to be the one who is proud of who she is,
I want to be the one who says “Yes, that beautiful woman is with me.”
I want to be the one who will hold her when she cries,
I want to be the one who celebrates everything she achieves,
I want to be the one who encourages her to be all that she is,
I want to be her everything.
I want to be the one who can make her smile,
I want to be her go-to guy,
I want to be the one who watches her sleep,
I want to be the one who brings her flowers just because.
I want to be the one who is also one of her best friends,
I want to be the one who watches the sunrise and sunset with her,
I want to be the one that can be her shoulder to lean on,
I want to be the one who is good enough for her,
I want to be someone she can trust,
I want to be the one who she can talk with about anything, everything and nothing,
I want to be the one who can sweep her off her feet.
I want to be the one who sees the love in her eyes,
I want to be the one who smells her skin, her hair, while her head rests on my chest,
I want to be there laying in bed with her listening to her heart beating,
I want to be the one who can smell her on me whenever we are apart.
I want to be the one,
I want to be the only one,
I want to be with her,
I want to find her too.

M
13/02/12

girl_dee · 02-13-2012, 08:22 PM

Awesome! ..................

Massive · 03-01-2012, 09:34 PM

Thank you dee!

Massive · 03-01-2012, 09:35 PM

Life

I don’t want to wait,
I have to believe in fate.
I have to stop being afraid of having my heart broken.
I need to be able to trust,
Not only myself but someone else.
Living with pain isn’t a life,
It isn’t a reason to want to get up every morning,
I have to be honest,
I need to let go of the past.
But how do you do that?
It happened for a reason,
It’s what made me who I am now,
Yet it’s holding me back,
It’s stopping me from growing and living and being a whole person.
I know who I am now,
I know where I am now,
But how can I keep facing this when I’m all alone?
I don’t want to be all alone,
But how can I be there for someone else when I’m so afraid?
I’m scared of being alone,
I’m scared of being with someone who will have to take care of me.
I need to take care of myself,
Even though every day is a living hell,
It’s a struggle to get up,
To keep on keeping on.
I don’t want to wait,
But I have to,
I have to do it for me,
I need to prove that I can do it,
Alone or not,
I have to live.
People need me,
They rely on me,
They need me.
So I’ll keep on waiting,
Wondering if I’ll ever find someone,
But this life is what it is,
It happens,
Nothing will change that.
So I’m waiting,
And waiting,
Just waiting.

16/02/12
M

Massive · 04-21-2013, 11:25 PM

Believe

Stop what you’re doing.
Just Stop.
Look up at the sky,
Raise your eyes from this dreary life,
And look at the beauty around you.
Listen to the wind,
Hear the waves rolling onto the beach,
Feel the birds singing as they greet each new day,
Love our Mother.
Call her what you want,
Mother, Gaia, The Earth, Our Teacher,
She is shouting out with every fibre of Her being.
So stop and listen,
See what She is sharing with us all,
Her beautiful land that She made for us to walk on,
The air She makes so we can breathe,
The sights She created for us to view with awe.
Stop,
Listen,
Breathe,
Be.
She has given us unconditional Love,
Everywhere you go,
Everywhere you look,
There is beauty to see,
If you only take the time to find it.
She feeds and nurtures us,
Never asking for anything in return.
See the beauty in Her smallest and greatest creations.
Please,
Stop,
Look,
Count the stars,
Smell the sweet scented grass you walk past,
Look at the beauty of a leaf,
The dew caught in a spiders web,
The cry of a newborn lamb,
The sweet song of the birds flying by,
She is all around us,
Be thankful for what we are given,
This life we have may be short,
But there is so much out there to see,
So much to share.
So Just Stop,
Raise your eyes from the ground,
Go Look.
Believe.

22/04/13

Massive · 06-10-2015, 12:58 PM

Prisoner

Doesn't matter how far I walk away,
Or how many things I try to say,
I will always be your prisoner.
I could go away into the sunset,
While you believe you can always forget,
You will always be my prisoner.
We're tied together with a bond so strong,
Even though it's obvious we can't get along,
I am trapped within your prison walls.
Can't you see those lies you tell yourself,
Are the reason you can't see yourself,
You are stuck being those prison doors.
Just stop yelling and always blaming me,
You created this whole fantasy,
I can never be your prisoner.
I decided all those years ago,
I was the one who never let you know,
You have to stop being the prisoner.

02-13-2012, 03:45 PM	#1
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	What I want to be I want to be the one, I want to be the only one. I want to be the one who holds her close, I want to be there no matter what, I want to be the one who says I love you, I want to be the one who supports her, I want to be the one who makes it all go away, I want to be the one who falls asleep with her in my arms, I want to be the one who can share the good and the bad. I want to be the one who sees her for who she is, I want to be the one who shows her how I see her through my eyes. I want to be the one who never lets her go, I want to be the one who shares my life with her, I want to be the one who walks down the street holding her hand, I want to be the one who is proud of who she is, I want to be the one who says “Yes, that beautiful woman is with me.” I want to be the one who will hold her when she cries, I want to be the one who celebrates everything she achieves, I want to be the one who encourages her to be all that she is, I want to be her everything. I want to be the one who can make her smile, I want to be her go-to guy, I want to be the one who watches her sleep, I want to be the one who brings her flowers just because. I want to be the one who is also one of her best friends, I want to be the one who watches the sunrise and sunset with her, I want to be the one that can be her shoulder to lean on, I want to be the one who is good enough for her, I want to be someone she can trust, I want to be the one who she can talk with about anything, everything and nothing, I want to be the one who can sweep her off her feet. I want to be the one who sees the love in her eyes, I want to be the one who smells her skin, her hair, while her head rests on my chest, I want to be there laying in bed with her listening to her heart beating, I want to be the one who can smell her on me whenever we are apart. I want to be the one, I want to be the only one, I want to be with her, I want to find her too. M 13/02/12 __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

03-01-2012, 09:34 PM	#3
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	Thank you dee! __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

03-01-2012, 09:35 PM	#4
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	Life I don’t want to wait, I have to believe in fate. I have to stop being afraid of having my heart broken. I need to be able to trust, Not only myself but someone else. Living with pain isn’t a life, It isn’t a reason to want to get up every morning, I have to be honest, I need to let go of the past. But how do you do that? It happened for a reason, It’s what made me who I am now, Yet it’s holding me back, It’s stopping me from growing and living and being a whole person. I know who I am now, I know where I am now, But how can I keep facing this when I’m all alone? I don’t want to be all alone, But how can I be there for someone else when I’m so afraid? I’m scared of being alone, I’m scared of being with someone who will have to take care of me. I need to take care of myself, Even though every day is a living hell, It’s a struggle to get up, To keep on keeping on. I don’t want to wait, But I have to, I have to do it for me, I need to prove that I can do it, Alone or not, I have to live. People need me, They rely on me, They need me. So I’ll keep on waiting, Wondering if I’ll ever find someone, But this life is what it is, It happens, Nothing will change that. So I’m waiting, And waiting, Just waiting. 16/02/12 M __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

04-21-2013, 11:25 PM	#5
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	And it is Earth Day Believe Stop what you’re doing. Just Stop. Look up at the sky, Raise your eyes from this dreary life, And look at the beauty around you. Listen to the wind, Hear the waves rolling onto the beach, Feel the birds singing as they greet each new day, Love our Mother. Call her what you want, Mother, Gaia, The Earth, Our Teacher, She is shouting out with every fibre of Her being. So stop and listen, See what She is sharing with us all, Her beautiful land that She made for us to walk on, The air She makes so we can breathe, The sights She created for us to view with awe. Stop, Listen, Breathe, Be. She has given us unconditional Love, Everywhere you go, Everywhere you look, There is beauty to see, If you only take the time to find it. She feeds and nurtures us, Never asking for anything in return. See the beauty in Her smallest and greatest creations. Please, Stop, Look, Count the stars, Smell the sweet scented grass you walk past, Look at the beauty of a leaf, The dew caught in a spiders web, The cry of a newborn lamb, The sweet song of the birds flying by, She is all around us, Be thankful for what we are given, This life we have may be short, But there is so much out there to see, So much to share. So Just Stop, Raise your eyes from the ground, Go Look. Believe. 22/04/13 __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

06-10-2015, 12:58 PM	#6
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	Prisoner Doesn't matter how far I walk away, Or how many things I try to say, I will always be your prisoner. I could go away into the sunset, While you believe you can always forget, You will always be my prisoner. We're tied together with a bond so strong, Even though it's obvious we can't get along, I am trapped within your prison walls. Can't you see those lies you tell yourself, Are the reason you can't see yourself, You are stuck being those prison doors. Just stop yelling and always blaming me, You created this whole fantasy, I can never be your prisoner. I decided all those years ago, I was the one who never let you know, You have to stop being the prisoner. __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

02-13-2012, 08:22 PM	#2
girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,829 Times in 13,908 Posts Rep Power: 21474874	Awesome! ..................