PTSD and Trauma recovery

Apocalipstic · 04-01-2010, 10:18 AM

I feel like crying today and can't concentrate.

I keep telling myself everything is OK.

Andrew, Jr. · 04-01-2010, 10:37 AM

FF,

Thank you for your advice. Her 2 kids are in their 20's and getting married. Both kids and their soon to be spouses want to do the intervention, and include me in this. I don't see how this will work with me at all. My sister hates me because I was not able to stop the abuse taking place. She blames me 100% for her incest. I was about 4 or 5 yo. I tried to stop it, but my father used abuse against me (physical, verbal, mental, and so on).

I carry that guilt with me to this very day. I already confronted my father on it. He is an ass. That pretty much sums it up.

Apocolipstic,

I am sorry you have these feelings today. Try to get outside and look at some beautiful flowers. I know how negativity affects me as well.

I am praying for you.

Love to all,
Andrew

Jet · 04-01-2010, 12:25 PM

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Originally Posted by apocalipstic

I feel like crying today and can't concentrate.

I keep telling myself everything is OK.

((((((((((((((apocalipstic)))))))))))))))

It will be okay. And you have support here as well.

Apocalipstic · 04-01-2010, 02:05 PM

Thank you all! Hugs!

I need

Princess4u · 04-04-2010, 05:39 AM

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Originally Posted by apocalipstic

I feel like crying today and can't concentrate.

I keep telling myself everything is OK.

Sometimes we tell ourselves what seems logical...but the pain is still there...its believing in ourselves and that it WILL be ok....thats the hard part...do something nice for yourself...get a pedi or mani...sometimes its when we feel the lowest that we need to cuddle ourselves and love ourselves even more...which I know is easier said than done....I love ya...I am here if you need to chat...well via phone..I am home now but thats not too far as you know. Hugs sweetie...

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Andrew, Jr. Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Me Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: Unavailable Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Over the Rainbow in a House Posts: 5,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,004 Thanked 5,249 Times in 2,216 Posts Rep Power: 0	FF, Thank you for your advice. Her 2 kids are in their 20's and getting married. Both kids and their soon to be spouses want to do the intervention, and include me in this. I don't see how this will work with me at all. My sister hates me because I was not able to stop the abuse taking place. She blames me 100% for her incest. I was about 4 or 5 yo. I tried to stop it, but my father used abuse against me (physical, verbal, mental, and so on). I carry that guilt with me to this very day. I already confronted my father on it. He is an ass. That pretty much sums it up. Apocolipstic, I am sorry you have these feelings today. Try to get outside and look at some beautiful flowers. I know how negativity affects me as well. I am praying for you. Love to all, Andrew