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i hope it's ok to post this here.
i am a self harmer, i hit, bite, pick and cut myself, the main part of my body that suffers with the cutting is my right arm. i count myself lucky that my reason for cutting is mainly that i find bleeding very calming, even comforting so i don't really have the need to cause major damage and disposable razors don't seem capable or a lot anyway.. Due to this i have the most faint and well hidden scars of anyone i've met, which weirdly in some ways i find upsetting, anyway on to my main point.. The sun is shinning a lot lately and especially since chest surgery and the fact that you can only see my scars when looking for them i refuse to wear extra layers if i really don't have to.. The problem is my arm is browning, ok only a little, but my scars aren't, so my scars are getting more and more visible, what can i do now? i guess i feel the need to hide them because even i in the past have been guilty of seeing someone with obviously self induced scars and thought that having them visible is way of getting attention, i know this makes me a bad person, but i don't want others to see me and look at me the same way. i never hurt myself for attention, it's just a way to deal |
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