Caregivers and Stress

[Kelt]

Originally Posted by Kelt

Saw this great little video on PBS Newshour this evening:



I was never around the elderly until my father died and I had to move my mother into an elder community. During and after her move I've had occasion to spend 1-3 weeks at a time there with her, (they have guest suites to let), I always have dinner with her in the dining room at a group of 6 friends table, we walk on the campus trails and bump into neighbors, go to her knitting group to be social, etc...

I've gotten to know many of her friends and neighbors to the point of visiting them as well when I am there.

I'm gaining an appreciation for what is really involved in aging in several different ways. I think this is invaluable information, and as much as I may carp about it sometimes, this time may be the best life lesson gift she could give me.

A little pre-Mother's day thankfulness.

She did it!

In the first minute of this video, Flossie asks "Will this go viral?"

Update: As of tonight over 4 million views.

Made me smile big.

[girl_dee]

I am currently trying to arrange to work from home. Iknow my mom will need me during the day soon.

[socialjustice_fsu]

There are times here lately the only solace I find is through tears and prayer. Does anyone else feel this way? I know this sounds so foolish but I watched a rerun of Frasier late tonight. It was the last one of the last season, I think. I cried until I almost made myself physically ill. It felt like a thousand tears was shed over this stupid rerun...then I wondered if all the fears and unknowns had to find an escape and this was it.

[girl_dee]

Originally Posted by socialjustice_fsu

There are times here lately the only solace I find is through tears and prayer. Does anyone else feel this way? I know this sounds so foolish but I watched a rerun of Frasier late tonight. It was the last one of the last season, I think. I cried until I almost made myself physically ill. It felt like a thousand tears was shed over this stupid rerun...then I wondered if all the fears and unknowns had to find an escape and this was it.

For me i am.just scared for my mom. Glad you had a release

[socialjustice_fsu]

Originally Posted by girl_dee

For me i am.just scared for my mom. Glad you had a release

Dee, I am so scared for my mom, too. I have never known fear this deep and wide. I am thinking of you and holding you close. Please know that.

[Greyson]

dee and sj, thank you for posting so honestly about your experience as caretakers. I had an assignment this past semester to write a piece about my experience of losing my mother and now caretaking for my elderly father. I discovered some things about myself that were both uplifting and other things about myself that gave me pause. No matter what there is going to be "feelings" involved you cannot get around that.

sj, you already know this but I will say it, the tears are there because of circumstances going on now and from past hurts and disappointment. The miracle for many of us is that we can still find some sort of reason, faith, grace to continue on and in time even with some joy still in us.

Both of you are strong, and intelligent women. You have earned the respect and love of many. Although we have never met "face-to-face" I have had the experience of benefitting from your presence and words here in this online community. My thoughts are respect are with you both.

[girl_dee]

you know what is hard is when you give your parent all of the love and understanding, patience and financial assistance you can, and its more than has ever been received. My mom and I are in a good place now, but I know in the heart of hearts its only because I am the only one of her three children that has anything to do with her. If I had nothing to offer her, I would be rejected as well, and I think that has caused me to do so much for her over my adult lifetime.

[socialjustice_fsu]

Originally Posted by Greyson

dee and sj, thank you for posting so honestly about your experience as caretakers. I had an assignment this past semester to write a piece about my experience of losing my mother and now caretaking for my elderly father. I discovered some things about myself that were both uplifting and other things about myself that gave me pause. No matter what there is going to be "feelings" involved you cannot get around that.

sj, you already know this but I will say it, the tears are there because of circumstances going on now and from past hurts and disappointment. The miracle for many of us is that we can still find some sort of reason, faith, grace to continue on and in time even with some joy still in us.

Both of you are strong, and intelligent women. You have earned the respect and love of many. Although we have never met "face-to-face" I have had the experience of benefitting from your presence and words here in this online community. My thoughts are respect are with you both.

Dear Greyson, I am so grateful for your post. It helped me keep going today. I am learning a great deal about myself and sometimes it does give me pause. As I have cared for my patient's in hospice over many years this is so very different. I am on the other side now. While I am so physically and emotionally weary I have certainly been enlightened. I find the tears (sometimes) to be some sort of cleansing ritual - for lack of a better description. When I moved home to mom's I walked into a less than ideal situation. I suppose I was in denial for months. But that is the past. I can only move forward. I do find some solace through prayer and meditation.
You have no idea what your thoughts have meant to me. You are wise, insightful and will be one of the best hospice chaplains to walk this earth. Go forward with your passion...not many of us ever find it.
Peace, my friend, peace.