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Old 12-03-2010, 09:01 AM   #1
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We have debated long and hard over what to do this holiday season....my Mom absolutely LOVED the Christmas Holiday. I really believe in my heart that she wants us to celebrate Christmas.

The same as always...no we are struggling to find something that feels comfortable.

Take care of yourselves.
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What a week!

My daughter had to go to CVS to pick up a couple of things, and as it was raining I took her over to the store. While I was there I thought I would pick up my Christmas cards to my Honey and my daughter; that was where Amy found me, standing in front of the greeting cards sobbing my heart out because I will never buy my Mom another card. Ever.

It is the unexpected things like that where I am reminded once again of how much I lost when she left us.
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What a week!

My daughter had to go to CVS to pick up a couple of things, and as it was raining I took her over to the store. While I was there I thought I would pick up my Christmas cards to my Honey and my daughter; that was where Amy found me, standing in front of the greeting cards sobbing my heart out because I will never buy my Mom another card. Ever.

It is the unexpected things like that where I am reminded once again of how much I lost when she left us.
I understand this totally! I had a similar melt down about shopping because I wasn't shopping for my brother.


((((((((((You))))))))))))

My head knows this will get better....it just doesn't feel that way right now, does it?

Have a good holiday when you can!
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I understand this totally! I had a similar melt down about shopping because I wasn't shopping for my brother.


((((((((((You))))))))))))

My head knows this will get better....it just doesn't feel that way right now, does it?

Have a good holiday when you can!
-Mr. Moon

Thank you very much, you are very thoughtful for thinking of me during this most incredibly hard time for you and your family.

Many blessings to you and yours, with hope for a peaceful and healing New Year.
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Me again....

I just wanted to let this out before I explode...

Today has been a pretty damn awful day.

I can't get myself out of this ... whatever.

and, I figured some of you understand this.

But, I wrapped the gifts, got the food and will pack the car and the dog and go to my parents....

I hope tomorrow is better....but somehow...I really doubt that.

I wish you all a Happy Holiday. Love each other....

xo's,
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Me again....

I just wanted to let this out before I explode...

Today has been a pretty damn awful day.

I can't get myself out of this ... whatever.

and, I figured some of you understand this.

But, I wrapped the gifts, got the food and will pack the car and the dog and go to my parents....

I hope tomorrow is better....but somehow...I really doubt that.

I wish you all a Happy Holiday. Love each other....

xo's,
-Mr. Moon
I hope you are doing better, and that you made it through the Holiday okay. {{Mr. Moon}}

Blessings
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When my older sister died from cancer a little over 2 years ago, it hit me hard. There are alot of firsts that I remember...the first Christmas, JoAnn was gone and couldn't help decorate her home, the first birthday celebration of her youngest son - and she not present to help get bake his cake, and make a fantastic meal and invite oodles of people over to celebrate.

Death is forever. It changes everything about how I live life now. Her presence is felt. And she does live in her children, and how she raised them until she died. I can see her in them. The color of their hair, the smile, the simple hand gestures, and sometimes laughing I feel like it is her because of how similar it sounds.

So yes, I do understand. Remember we are just passing thru this life for the next.

I hope you all find some comfort and peace.

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